Chapter 52: Chapter 52

Chrystal's pov:

I can't stop this feeling that we was floating in the air, was we? So I have no other choice but to ask Kia if she can tell me what went on. I remember blocking her out earlier she was trying to tell me something but at the time I did not want to hear anything. I just wanted to be in my mate's arms.

"Kia are you there?" I go ahead and finish washing waiting for her to answer me. She still has not answered be by the time I finish washing up so I get out and grab a towel and dry my hair some with it and then grab another for my body. I walk out of the bathroom and head to my night stand and turn my clock radio on. Maybe a little music will help me to calm down some more.

I hear the car pull up out front I guess to take the Terry and his friends back home. I walk to my window and look down. Finally I see him; I feel my heart skip a beat at just the sight of him oh how I wish I could be in his arms again. Just about the time I start to think about being in his arms the song by Savage Garden comes back on. How is that for fate I am meant to be in his arms and destiny knows it.

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy

I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath, truly, madly, deeply do

I will be strong, I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on

The song starts out and I close my eyes and send him my feelings. This is everything I want to say to him, this is everything I want him to know. I am going to be leaving by the end of the week and I want him to know how I feel. I need to tell him this song is ours, this is how I feel. I am not good with words so this song says it all for me. Oh please moon goddess let me see him again before we have to leave. I doubt if granny or dad let me leave this mountain before we leave maybe I can get one of my friends to get a note to him.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain

I wanna bathe with you in the sea

I wanna lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

These words come on and I start to think about how our wolves fell asleep lying next to each other on the cliff. I have never felt more safer than I felt lying next to him that night. I close my eyes and I can feel the tears start to run down my cheeks. I open them up and look down and I see him looking up at me. He smiles and nods his head to me and right there I know everything will be alright. I stay at the window watching the car head down the mountain and wonder when I will see him again. Will he forget about me while I am gone?

I watch until they are out of my site and then turn around and go do my chest and grab my pajama's for the night. About the time I sit down at my vanity to brush my wet hair out the girls come sneaking in.

We look at each other no one wanting to say a word. They look just as depressed as me right now. I motion for them to sit and I wait for them to get comfortable. I let out a heavy sigh before I speak up.

"Well lady's how much trouble you think we are in now?" I kind of giggle a little, more from being nervous than anything else. For the fact this is probably the worst thing we have ever done. They cannot make us separate from each other; we are boned by blood together. We did an oath when we first met to stay together forever. We knew we would have to separate for school but when we graduated we are together till death, we are a pack now.

I am the alpha female, Angie is my beta she is from Ireland and as I said before she is a wolf. Then we have Kimmie who is our witch and she is from Scotland and she is my gamma. Then there is Tabitha she is a lycan, she is a warrior from the Amazon forest. She is at the top of her pack; well I guess our pack now.

"Oh I think we are in a heap of trouble this time. But I am not worried about that what the heck happened out on the dance floor?" asked Tabitha.

"What are you talking about?" I ask hoping what I have been thinking was not real but in my head.

"You know what we are talking about don't act so innocent with us" says Angie.

"I really don't know what you are talking about. What happened?" and I am getting the feeling it is what I have been thinking about and Kia has still to answer me. Which I start to worry about did I do something to get her mad or did I get rid of her somehow. I mean I feel her but then I don't what is going on? Before I could start panicking I hear Kimmie voice. That brings me out of my head and I look at her with a confused look.

"Are you okay Chrystal, you are starting to go pale" all's I can do is nod my head at her. Then she continues "you two were floating in the air and there was light coming from you two. You did not know it? Or feel anything?"

I was quiet for a while and they gave me time to get my thoughts together before I responded. What was I going to say, what could I say. I do not know what happened all's I know is being in his arms felt so right. I belong there and I did not want to let him go. Is arms around me was home. I try Kia one more time and wait and wait still nothing from her.

I start to cry I lost my wolf, what have I done?