Chapter 21: Chapter 21

LAUREN…….

With so many emotions stuffed in my heart, I sat on my knees and held his shaft in my hand. I traced my thumb over the head of his cock and he arched back in anticipation while groaning. Hearing him groan made me even hornier and then I licked the head of his cock which was dark pink in color looking like a mushroom.

I licked it for some time. Then placed some kisses on the top of his cock.

Jaxon shuddered at the feeling and groaned holding a fistful of my hair in his fist. He pushed his cock in my mouth making me gasp at the size. Because he was too big for my mouth. It was difficult for me to keep it in my mouth but I still went on with it.

I haven't done anything like this before. I just hope I don't disappoint him with my zero experience. He was big, hard, and had a faint musky taste. I tolerated the discomfort of my mouth being constantly enlarged, and. Sucked it carefully. I heard him groaning and moaning which was making me hot again.

I stared at him to find him staring back at me with a heated gaze. "Deeper, love." He ordered me and followed his order. I saw Jaxon's eyes blazed with desire, lust, and need. His hand closed around my throat and he squeezed it harder making me see stars. I couldn't take it anymore so I opened my mouth to gasp for air. He didn't give me much time to take a breath and again put his angry fat meaty co*k inside my mouth.

My eyes begin to water from his huge size but still, I keep licking and sucking his cock rhythmically, bobbing my head up and down with enthusiasm.

Suddenly Jaxon started to thrust his cock into my mouth faster and my tears began to stream down my eyes. I gagged horribly, my throat bulging around his perimeter and drool leaked from the corner of my mouth and dripped down my chin.

Jaxon gripped a fistful of my hair and started fucking my mouth so mercilessly that made me regret my decision to give him some pleasure. It looked like in order to give him I had to bear horrible pain.

Suddenly I feel him come all into my mouth. I gulp down the salty cum. And it feels tasty. I clean off his cock with my tongue. I got up and he did too then his hands closed around my wrist as he looked into my eyes. "We can do this. It's just harmless fun. No one will come to know about this. It will be a secret between us. Please, Lauren." I shook my head.

"I'm your fucking surrogate, Jaxon. Try to understand. We can't do this." I tried to reason out.

"Who are you trying to convince, Lauren? Me or your heart. Damn girl. You know you want me. The same way I want you. This is a mutual feeling. You can't run away from your feelings. Your body reacts to me." Saying that he grabbed the back of my neck then his finger went through my hair and he held a fistful of my hair and slightly pulled it back.

He angled his head and pressed his cold lips on mine. He softly kissed my lips then he took my bottom lip and started to suck it, pulled it and softly bite it. I opened my mouth a little and he slipped his tongue into my mouth and deepened the kiss. His other hand was holding the side of my face. Our lips moved in sync and his tongue glided over mine. A moan escaped my mouth as he gripped one of my boobs, softly squeezing it.

The way he pleaded it melted my heart and I gave up. He took me to the bed and placed me on the bed while looking right into my eyes. I just wanted to drown in his eyes. I didn't want to think of anything else except him.

He came on top of me and leaned to kiss me. At first, he just brushed his lips against mine and then started to nibble my lower lip. It's like a breath of fresh air was blown into me. I felt alive. Jaxon inhaled deeply through his nose. My hands made their way to his hair and I held him close to me kissing him back. Our lips moulded together then he slanted his mouth over mine deepening the kiss. I whimpered into his mouth as he grinned his lower part between my legs, arousing me to the core.

"Jax…." I breathed, our lips barely apart, and the next moment he devoured me again, completely and utterly. Our tongues slid over each other in perfect synchronization that our bodies were desperate to mold together.

I was sure that this night was going to be a long night among the nights we had spent together. And I'll make sure we both enjoy our moments.

"Now will you deny that you don't want me?" He leaned more and whispered into my ear and breathed a softly hot breath in my ear. And I shudder beneath him.

"Tell me?" He asked again in a demanding way. And I felt his hand on my buttocks. He pressed himself more on me.

And I felt like my whole body was on fire when his cock was pressed against my clothed pussy.

I saw his eyes darkening. He again leaned on me and inhaled my scent heavily. He gave me butterfly kisses on my neck. The top I was wearing gave him more access to every skin on my shoulder. And he took that as an advantage as he placed multiple kisses there.

I gasped as he sucked on my skin. It hurts, but the pleasure he was giving me overshadows it. The way he kept sucking on my skin here and there would be enough to leave me with multiple hiçkeys.

Jaxon grabbed my wrist pulling them together on top of my head. And his other hand traveled to my back near the zip and I found him unzipping my top. Then he tosses it away somewhere on the floor. Now I was only in my red strapless bra and my skirt.

Then he pulled it down, exposing my breasts. He gazed at me and heat traveled to my face. My heart was racing. I had never exposed these parts of me to anybody else before except him when I was drunk. My breasts were not so big but they were a perfect size.

"Oh God, Lauren. You are so fucking beautiful." I blushed even more.

His eyes grew even darker and he reached out his right hand at my left breast. But he didn't grab it. He just traced his first finger around my breast area. It was giving me a tingling feeling in my body. My breath became heavier and my breasts were going up and down with my heavy breathing.

Now I felt his finger around the side of my nipple. He was doing something without touching them directly but the feeling was intense. My nipple started to become hard, so hard that it started to ache.

A moan left my mouth and my body arched back pushing myself more into his touch. He pulled his hand back and a gasp left my lips as I felt a warmth on my nipple. Yes.

His tongue was on my nipple and he has started to lick it. The feeling was like heaven. His wet tongue was doing a great job.

"Jaxon" I whimpered. The feeling was so raw and rare to me, making me shake with the new sensation consuming me.

His tongue played with my nipple, trailing it in a circular motion. He let go of my hands and started to knead my other breast, which fitted perfectly under his big hand. His palm felt so warm on my skin.

I gasped loudly as he started to suck my nipple hard and I squeezed my eyes shut, my fingers running through his hair, grabbing it, pulling it. He pinched the other nipple, eliciting a small scream from me.

The next moments were spent with him giving my other breast an equal amount of pleasure as he licked the nipple and shucked, while his hand played with the twin.

By the time Jaxon pulled off to look at me. I was already panting hard. He stared at my eyes attentively as if he was searching for something. 'Does he want permission to continue further?'

I encircled my arms around his neck and pulled him to me to kiss him. But to my surprise, he pulled away from my grip.

"Oh God Lauren, we can't continue it. We have to stop it." He said getting up from the bed.

I sat up on the bed in extreme shock.

"What?" I exclaimed in an astonishing tone looking at him in disbelief.

"You haven't got your wolf yet. I have made an oath to the Moon Goddess that I will make you mine when you get your wolf. I can't go back to my words. I was so blinded by my desires that I almost forgot about my promise to the Moon Goddess. So we can't continue." He said and I was looking at him in awe.

"Please, let's wait for some more time. I'm sure in this blood Moon you will get your wolf. Then we can become one." He said and placed a soft kiss on my forehead.

He spines making his way to the closet. He was going to take a shower to calm him down. Then what about me?

Putting my clothes on I left the room before he came out of the bathroom. I didn't want to see that bastard's face. If he didn't plan to finish what he started then why the hell did he start it in the first place?

I was extremely angry. There was a chance I would kill him if he came in front of me now. So it's better to stay away from him until I fully calmed down.

I made my way down to the living room thinking about Alex while I was walking through the hallway,

"Ouch!" And suddenly I bumped into a hard wall. A wall!!!!

Where did the wall suddenly come from in the middle of the way? I moved my hand over the wall. And felt a soft fabric against my palm flesh.

That hot session was still in my mind. It made me into a stupid. I looked up and saw a pair of beautiful smokey grey eyes

staring back at me. It was Jace. Oh, Goddess! What if he smelled my arousal? What do I do now?