Chapter 70: Chapter 70
Adonis POV
I'd want to take her on a tour of numerous places. I want her to realize how lovely the world is, even if it is painful, but how can I accomplish that if I don't even know how the world should move? I want to make her happy, but I'm wondering if that's really possible for someone who doesn't understand the genuine meaning of enjoyment. Can a person who has been caught in a lie remain happy?
As she battled at sea, I held her. She's like an ocean that brings silence but ends up becoming a calamity. I want to hug her and caress her. She is a lady who should be endowed with love, but how can I offer that if I cannot even be endowed with a little devotion myself?
“Adonis. You say, Let's go catch the fish. You said you'd help me cook." She grabs my arm, but I merely scratch my head. She wanted us to go get some fish, but it was too late. I wanted to tell her that maybe even the fish were sleeping, but I held back. I've observed that she's become upset about something as basic as what I'm saying in the last few days. I was just thinking how I might say we'd go tomorrow.
"You went faint just a short while ago. You should get some rest. What if something awful happens again to you? Let's just go ahead and take it tomorrow. After you check up." Even if I reason, what I am saying is correct. I'm terrified of seeing her lying again. If someone I care about dies, I can no longer cope. Others couldn't grasp the war that raged inside me as I saw my family and home burn down. Luna continually complains that I don't understand her, but she has no idea how many creatures I had to battle just to get back up.
She stomped her foot. This is what I say I don’t want to see in her. She never used to be like this but she is becoming more and more hot -tempered and emotional. There is no case for me no matter what attitude she shows, the only thing I don't want is for her to always cry which can be harmful to her especially when she is just hungry, she is fainting. She turned her back on me and I knew she would cry again so I sighed as if surrendering. When it comes to her, I have no fight.
“Okay, wait me inside. The breeze is cold. Come in and wait for me because you might get sick.” I approached her and wrapped my arm around her waist and guided her inside. Her smile returned quickly and she entered with a smile. Even though she was emotional, it was easier for me to make her with little things.
I grabbed a jacket as soon as we stepped inside. I will go to see Mark and Raymond. I was hesitant to take her since the velocity of the waves was unusual, and I felt it was not the perfect day to go fishing. If I was the only one who could leave and tell her she had to wait, I would. But every time I believe it's impossible because she really wants to go fishing, I'm wrong. Maybe I'll just bring others along, and the boat I'll take will be even bigger.
I was on my way when the wind changed direction. I'm not sure how I feel about the approaching wind. I quickened my pace so we might depart sooner. When I arrived at the old cabin where Luna was staying, I immediately knocked on the door and asked Mark and Raymond for assistance. It seemed that I jolted them awake. I'm not sure what time it is because there are no outlets to charge our phones here. It was really late at night, and we were completely unaware of it.
We rushed fast to identify additional fishermen who were well-versed in these conditions. We don't panic if there is an issue since we know what to do. But when we arrived at the front door, they, too, were reluctant to sail. Because I didn't want Luna to hurt, I borrowed their boat.
"If I'm with you, don't go on with your plans. The wind is fierce, and the boat may be washed away, or worse, capsize." The man was still yawning, so I assumed he was drowsy and didn't want to leave. We stopped knocking others because it bothered us. We departed after we went there.
When we returned to the cabin, Luna was still waiting, so I couldn't say no if this was her joy. I just smiled at her and didn't make it clear that we had a problem with what we were about to do. I gazed back at the sea, thinking that maybe we'd be alright. Earlier, we borrowed a net from a fisherman. That's something I'm familiar with.
"Let's go," I said to Luna, who appears to be in a good mood. I gave her my jacket before we left. She embraced it and put it on right away. After we stepped ashore to find the boat, she was the first one I took on board. Raymond and Mark followed, and the boat began to operate. We were close to the coast when we began to rise as a result of the waves.
She didn't notice our ascent since she assumed it was typical. I was also unconcerned. We waited in the heavy waves for a few more minutes until we were in the center, where I set the net I borrowed. Raymond assisted me, but as we did so, we were about to fall due to the tremendous waves. Luna is still standing there, innocently watching us.
When I believed everything was OK and we were about to sit down so I could simply wait for fish on our bait, a larger wave came by and I couldn't control myself since I was standing. Before I went out into the boat, I felt a powerful hit to my head, and then I sank into the icy water.