Chapter 69: Chapter 69

"So maybe people are having a hard time because of what they're doing in Poseidon's ocean." I looked away while talking to Adonis I didn’t know if he was listening. We went back to the place where he saw me with Cole. I didn't look at him and I still looked straight at the peaceful sea as if it wouldn't hurt other people.

"What do you mean?" Surprised, he asked me, wrapped his arm around my waist, and looked where I was looking. If you look into the distance, you will think that the ocean will not harm people. What you will think is that it is pulling you.

“Because it gives disaster to people whenever he gets enraged. Indicates a strong storm and other punishments.” I don’t take my eyes off the distance that I think gives peace to others no matter how hard others have experienced.

"Poseidon had a reason why he did that." He kissed my forehead after he posed from behind me. I looked up at him. We have a different opinion but I want to hear what his.

"What do you mean?" I took my eyes off him and then turned my gaze back to the blue sea. Aside from the blue color, it was as if I was being taken to heaven.

"Poseidon did it for a purpose. They blinded his son, so he did it. Any parent would be in the part of what would be awful if their child was harmed because I would do the same thing he did if they did it to my children." His hand went towards my stomach and touched it. I leaned in behind him, but instantly leapt because of his next question.

“What about you? Will you do what he did when that happened to your son?”

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When I awoke from my dream, I erupted in fury in my bed. I clutched my stomach and peered out the window to see the water. I saw no one as I rolled my gaze around the room. I snatched my head up and remembered what had happened before I passed out. All I knew was that I was heading to the school and center to borrow fishing equipment, but my eyesight was distorted before I arrived. When I saw who had entered, I gripped my head again and glanced up.

"Water," I murmured, my throat parched from the heat. I'd want to have some water. My eyes are still drowsy. How many hours of sleep did I get? I know it's early since the sun hasn't gone yet. When he noticed I was passing out, he hurried to retrieve a glass and the water he had gathered from the well. When he handed it to me, it almost dropped because I lacked the necessary strength. If he hadn't just assisted me with that, it would have been tossed on the airbed. He keeps a close eye on me and doesn't say anything. It would be preferable if he did not talk first, because I am not in the mood to speak because I am still unable to restore my stamina.

"We need to take you to the center later to get you checked up. Because you appear pale, you are out of shape." He just spoke quietly, so I let him. I nodded, and he took a seat next to me. He hugged me and kissed my forehead once he sat down. When I noticed his hands shaking, my eyes widened.

“Don’t scare me like that.”

Because of what he did, I'm at a loss for words. I want to tell him not to worry since I'm alright, but I can't form the words because I also got to the point where he's currently struggling to cope. I felt the same way when we dove, and I didn't see him. I'm not sure where I'll look to find him. Seeing me laying on the dirty sand, I can't image how terrified he is.

"Sorry," was all I could say since I didn't know how to say it to him. My throat cleared at the notion of what he may be thinking as he stares at me, lying unconscious. Because me? Waking up without him beside me, I didn't know what to do because he wasn't at my side.

While we were in that posture, I remembered my dream. I already have an idea why such things happen to me, but I'm not sure because it may be a false alarm and not be accurate. It is preferable not to just insure. Also, I'm not sure what to do if I become pregnant. I'm still not sure if I should let go of my rage at him; I want to teach him a lesson that it's not the solution he's searching for in terms of vengeance.

Will my family pardon me if they hear that the person I care about is the cause they died? When I'm happy, will they forgive me? There are many questions that arise in my mind, but the one that stands out the most is that I want to keep the child till it grows up. Because of my family's misery, I no longer desire a comfortable life and a happy family, but now that I have been dreaming for a long time, I want to ask fate and ask whether it is terrible for me to ask to be satisfied once? I had previously asked it, and it had given me a response, but it had mixed it with the truth and given me a decision to consider. I'm frightened of what it could say now that I want to ask it again.

"Hey," he said, touching me and frowning, obviously wondering where my brain had gone. My power returned as I shook him and grinned at him, but we were both startled in my stomach as it growled. I try not to laugh, but he simply stares at me, as if he doesn't want to laugh with me.

I stood up to see what he would do. I sulk because his posture has yet to be restored. Hopefully, I'll be OK later because I want to take him to the ferris wheel and we'll go on dates. We haven't had a simple date yet. He was constantly busy back then, and every day we just chatted about Cole. I noticed a lot of fruit as he got to the table.

Because of the dizziness, I spotted fried fish that I hadn't seen earlier. I  wanted to cook, but I couldn't because my body couldn't manage heat already. I want to prepare him a basic meal so that even if it isn't amazing, he can say I tried.

"I'd also want to cook for you," I say in the air.