Chapter 58: Chapter 58

I couldn't help but embrace myself when the wind blew by. I stare so far away from the coast that I think I'll go there and find a soothing paradise. Not only that but I'm growing bored by this. Many questions are disturbing my mind, such as:

Where should I let my feet lead me?

What sort of world and what kind of life should I avoid?

Every time I walk away from Adonis, it's as if a crimson cord is being severed between us. I have a feeling that if I take a step back and away from him, the memory we both have will be obliterated. Even though what he did to me hurt, I want to remember the two of us. Even if they are painful.

I raised my head upon the Ferris wheel again. It spins even when no one is around. Just like the cycle of life. It will continue to spin even if there are no people left. All we have to do is enjoy the trip. When the cold wind had passed again, I decided to go back to my suitcase. I don't know where I'm going, I'll be back. I honestly want to take a break to find temporary freedom. I need to breathe first.

I was back on the flat path where I saw Adonis when Cole brought me here. That is the part where I left my suitcase. It's up to me where my foot takes me. But as I gradually got closer, there was a car that stopped there. The white car is one of Adonis' vehicles. I wondered, looking at the car and waiting for someone to come down. Adonis doesn’t use that. Only Mark and Raymond used that car whenever they would pick me up then.

I waited for someone to come down and stop walking. My forehead furrowed as they took a long time before coming out, and I was no longer surprised that it was Mark and Raymond. They didn't walk long either, and I just saw them standing in front of me. The first to bow to me was Mark with his words.

“Miss Luna, sir Adonis has been waiting for you for a while. He is worried about you because you suddenly disappeared.” I grit my teeth because of what he said. I tilt my head, so I can’t meet their eyes.

“Why?” I still haven't looked at them. I wanted to add why Adonis was waiting for me, but I just didn’t. Hopefully, he gets what I want to ask him.

“See it yourself, Miss. From the six hours you've been gone, you've been the one he wants to see. And you can see what's happening to him.” When he said that, Raymond turned around and walked over to my suitcase.

“Don't get me involved in what's happening to him because I have to leave now. He should wait for my return. For now, let him give me space.” Even though I was saying that it was Raymond who had already put my suitcase in the trunk. Looks like I still have no choice but to go with them.

“I'm sorry, Miss Luna, but it's not possible, and we need you.” Mark's eyes were almost begging. What is going on?

In the end, nothing happened, the whole day I had been thinking about leaving. I sighed at him. “How did you find me here?” If he says he has a used GPS tracker, I won’t go along. It’s just like I’m hiding on CCTV.

“He told us we could see you here, but he was afraid that when you saw him, you would run, and he would not catch up with you.” I kept my mouth shut because of that.

Every time he said something small, it was like a needle hitting my stomach and killing the butterfly one by one. I took a deep breath and stood by what I was saying. I will not go home, no matter how much pressure they put on me.

“Give me back my suitcase. I'm not going home.” When I said that I passed him to pick up my suitcase which now looked like Raymond had no plans to take out. But as I walked to the car, Mark held my hand.

“Please, we want to avoid seeing Sir Adonis when he used to be.” Mark knelt in front of me. “You may not know the reason he did that to your parents, but we have been with him for a long time and have become friends as well. To see him in such a situation that we avoid seeing again is…”

My eyes widened not because he was on his knees, but because he said the reason Adonis did that to me. He may have a reason but is killing his answer. Not only that, I'm the only one who doesn't know? I'm with them every day, but I'm the only one who doesn't know? I was walking on the eggshell and glass while shadows followed me, watching when the glass would break. I cannot believe it.

I removed his hand that was holding me and spoke. “Fine.”

I walked ahead and went straight to the car. I did not say a word even when we arrived at his mansion. I didn't even wait for them to open the door for me, and I walked out myself. It was as if someone had stepped on my stomach, and I couldn't stand everything that was happening.

When I opened the door, the surroundings were quiet. I don't see anyone. The surroundings were silent and Raymond and Mark did not follow either. It was morning, but the surroundings were still dark. In so much silence, it was horrible to look at. When I walked up, I saw an open door. This is his bar where the complete wine is.

“I'm sorry … I'm sorry.” There were faint sobs I heard coming from the room. I took a slow step and soon saw the person inside.

Many glasses of wine were scattered and others were just thrown away, while he drank a lot because of the number of bottles in front of him. I didn’t speak, and I just watched him.

“Mom, dad. I am sorry but … I am madly in love with her.” He drank down a glass of wine again before continuing to cry.

Is this the Adonis I met? Gradually I could see his emotions.