Chapter 45: Chapter 45

I gasped.

But when I felt who the owner of this hand was, I pinched him hard from his side. I was about to face him when he suddenly put me on his shoulder. I was just like something he was carrying. I wiggle, but it looks like I'm going to fall even more because of what I'm doing. When he turned his back on the man, I noticed that the man shook his head.

I won't struggle anymore because I might fall permanently. We entered the room again. I guess that's just our routine. To get out of the ship, then come in for what this worldly man will do to me. I thought he was going to lay me down on the bed, but I don’t know how it happened that I was now on his lap as my whole body and face were facing him. His feet were down on the floor while I seemed to be kneeling on the bed with his legs in the middle.

“You're the one moving now, lower your voice, so people outside will not hear you.” He joked. I knew it was just a joke because of the sheer size of this ship, the wind might just swallow and wave our voices.

I rolled my eyes, ready to leave my position when he stopped me. It's obvious that this person's mind is immediately on something because of his smiles. It is like you know someone is planning something bad.

I didn't make a mistake when he removed the coverings from my body. The right curve of my body and my clear white skin exposed to his hot and lustful eyes. I just let him do what he wants. What other choice do I have but let him do these things? I returned to my seat earlier, then wrapped my hands around the back of his neck.

“Suck it because I will use it to you.” When he said that, he raised his hands and put his index and middle finger in my mouth.

If his tongue is tasty and seems to be alluring me, his finger is different. It was cold, and he seemed to be good at holding ice. I held his hand, so I could play with his finger even more with my lips. I curled my tongue around it as my saliva dripped. I’m also not ashamed to do this because I know my breath and saliva smell mint. But instead of me taking the lead in what we're going to do now, he's taking me again. He twists my tongue.

“AAHH …!” I jumped when he rubs my vagina hole from the back and pressed it. I gripped tightly on both of his shoulders.

When he started thrusting his fingers, I was able to straighten my knees and lift my ass, so he could have more access to it. I leaned my cheek against his chest because the butterflies playing inside my stomach would no longer chirp. It was as if something was coming out of my stomach, even though all he had just inserted were his fingers.

I flinch when he removed his support hand from me and even ran the finger he inserted with his other hand. He spread my hole using his two hands.

“Please stop. I want to do it.” My eyes were already rolling, I bit my lip to prevent every outburst of faint growl from my rims. But I could no longer control the heat in my body when he lay down and his standing and angry cock was already entering inside my hole. I swallowed a few times and looked at him with bewildered eyes.

He squeezed my butt and slap it, so I looked at him sharply. “Then sit on it and move.”

I thought I was just crazy about what we were doing. His eyes seemed even more drowning compared to mine. I see more in his desire to get me whole. This is how he would have looked at me. I hope he doesn’t look at other women with these eyes. I hope he only looks at me like this as if he doesn't want to let me go anymore.

My face blushed because of what he did, I bit my tongue in extreme excitement. He was now lying on the bed, while I was already touching his standing and proud dick. I slowly press it against my hole. I was unaware that it was more painful in this position because I felt like he was hitting something on my internal organs. Not only that, but I put my hands on his stomach and did not move at first, I touched my stomach because I could feel his dick penetrate there and when I saw my tummy, it was swollen. I can see the bulge of his manhood in my belly. Sweat formed on my forehead and I wanted to move, but it was not enough.

He was staring blankly at me, down to my chest now. When he saw my hard nipples, he suddenly pinched them like a child who is curious about what he saw. I gritted my teeth. And just bend over to see what he's doing.

“Ngh!”

I couldn't stop my voice when he suddenly slapped my butt. “Why are you not moving?”

I don’t pay attention to what he says because I’m busy lifting myself to do the thing that will give me satisfaction. I lifted my ass and seemed to breathe easily as my stomach swelled up. It looks like something is stuck there that has been removed while my p*ssy is breathing, but it seems like it will only take a second before my grunts cover the whole room.

He slap my butt again and this time he moved from inside me. He is thrusting and slamming me hard while he is lying down. Furthermore, he is well-versed in this matter because even when he is lying down, he can move quickly. I could do nothing but put my body on his chest and hold his arms tightly as if I would fall if I didn't do that.

He touched my fallen hairs to my face. He caressed them as if I was a super beautiful woman and just hid it with these haircuts. I looked up at him with my tired eyes because of what we were doing. His eye is now super gentle as he touches my cheek which makes me a tickle. The butterflies in my tummy are so much happy now. It was as if someone had visited them and given them food.

“Don't look at me like that, I might melt later.” My puffy eyes are drowsy.

“That was my plan. To fulfill you and not be able to get out of this room.” He thrust deep into me, but his voices and words were already dominating my head.

It was like there was a recording tape playing in the vessels of my brain, so that’s all I could hear. I thought he was going to be quiet, but I suddenly covered my face because of what he said.

“Seeing your face giving me a boner.”

I hid my face in his chest and pinched the side of his body again. Doesn't he know how to be embarrassed? Looks like I'm just sharing the embarrassment for him. I stopped moving completely, but he suddenly tickled me, so I hugged him even more.

I clenched his dick when he was about to remove it. Am I crazy if I think that without his cock inside my vagina hole, it seems like something is missing in me? It's like there's a part of my body that's losing. Luckily and he can’t read my mind because if that happens, I don’t know what will happen to me.

“You're not going to move?” He asked me as he returned my hugs to him. I was even more ashamed to raise aloft my face because of what he was doing.

“Aaahhh …!” It was only then that I lifted my face when he pressed himself deep within me. I could feel him exploding inside my stomach and my cum. I don’t know how long we will do this thing without condoms. If I get pregnant, will he hold me and tell me everything will be alright, or will he abandon me as if the baby were not his?

I no longer know when I fell asleep. All I know is I know we won’t be staying here in this place anymore because I heard the sound of the ship leaving. I was so tired that I closed my eyes. I don’t know what awaits me when we return.

I will say everything with Cole, I want to have clarity on what is happening. I felt it would be better not to walk in the dark and was afraid that when I walked I would meet him and reveal everything I was hiding and that would be the reason I was in danger.

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But if I only really knew that more hatred and pain would engulf me, I would have chosen to just stay in that place, to abandon the problems I left behind here in the city, and just live in that place with him.

Because I was unaware that he was the real root of the pain that the world made me feel. Why this is unfair to me. Because the only person I thought would help me was the person who was the reason I was deprived of things that should be for me.