Chapter 31: Chapter 31

I’m not sure when I fell asleep following what occurred to Adonis and me. I’d want to check the time, but I can’t find the clock. I attempted to rise, but I couldn’t because of the discomfort in my lower body. I suppose this proves that what happened last night was not a hoax. My body has begun to relax. When I checked around the little cabin, I couldn’t see Adonis. Is that all there is? I’m at a loss for words. It felt as though salt was being sprinkled over a new wound that had just been opened.

The door opened just as I was ready to get up and leave because I felt Adonis had abandoned me. It sounded loud as if the opening had shattered it. My heart skipped a beat because of what someone did when he came in, but it quickly calmed down when I saw Adonis...He had fresh coconut juice and food on the plate. Those are, once again, veggies. Cole fed me fish daily, as if I had always wanted to eat anything. I’m thinking of eating worms. It felt as though the flavor of fish had been lodged in my tongue.

He put the food in front of me. I saw his airbed earlier with a bit of a bloodstain because of what happened last night. I also didn’t look at him because I squirted on the first night. I hate to think about it.

“Eat that...The sun is high.”

He also turned around rapidly, and I was damaged as a result. It irritates me that because of what happened to us, I’m feeling nervous when I shouldn’t be. He didn’t mean for me to feel this way. My eyes welled up with tears as a response to the notion. He swiftly turned to face me, but I quickly brushed my tears away.

“Why are you crying?” His voice was a little worried. Why do I always think he will leave me? Why am I so scared to feel that even though he said earlier that he is not Wendy’s fiance? I also told myself that I will accept everything but until now I still can’t. The longer it goes on, the more I resist, the more I will fall.

I shook my head, then sniffed. “It’s nothing. Just ignore me.” I ate the food he had brought while thinking about what Cole would say if I return. I don’t know what I’m going to do to him. Unable to resist, I asked Adonis.

“What if Cole finds me? What will I say if Cole asks me?” While drinking the fresh coconut, I asked him that.

Cole has a propensity of looking for me, thus it’s doubtful he won’t look for me. But Adonis seemed unconcerned; he simply rummaged through his bag and grabbed out a black T-shirt and a boxer. I’ve noticed that he’s always naked while he’s in the cabin. I want to go swimming right now since I can feel my body’s viscosity. He didn’t respond and continued with what he was doing. I observed every move he made as if I were a teacher monitoring a pupil in case he made a mistake. I just giggle at my thoughts.

“Don’t worry, he won’t ask you where you went. Rather, he might ask you what you did when you went somewhere.” He was done with what he was doing now, and he was able to smile as he spoke. What does he mean? He messed up my hair, then suddenly kissed me on the lips, so my question suddenly disappeared and my heart quickly drowned in joy.

I ate my food right away to get back. Because I will have a heart attack if I stay here because of what he does. My heart may not be able to handle the extra jump. I didn’t stay there long either. Even though my body and private parts were so sore, I still tried to walk. He wanted to take me, but what would those who see us say. He was a business executive and every possible person with us would get to know him. Also, how long will he stay here?

I thought earlier, the clothes he took out were for him, it was for me. Because her T-shirt was big, it looked like a dress to me. I immediately exited where I run away when I saw Cole. I looked around to see if anyone had seen me, but fortunately, the surroundings were still quiet. When I got to where the people were, I saw wet sand. It was a bit muddy.

When I was about to run to the bedroom, Cole’s cold gaze appeared on me. My heartbeat quickened with shock. What would I say when he asked where I went while it was raining hard? I waited for him to speak, but he just remained silent, so I opened the words to say.

“Hi!” I even waved my hands to greet him, but his face only got worse. How can I save myself from him? He is the type of person who doesn’t want to listen to what others have to say because he thinks he’s right. Even if it should be an opinion, it should still be up to him to win.

“Why did you not tell me you went to another barrio for a walk?” He looks sullen now. He hasn’t finished there yet, and continues, “You should have at least told me. Don’t I look reliable? ” He averted his gaze from me to show he was sulking.

Though surprised and surprised at what he was saying, I didn’t show it. True to what Adonis said. But how? I thought again as I looked into the distance.

Why didn’t I immediately think of Adonis ’capacity? From the cabin, why he stays unnoticeable and what the locals don’t look surprised with, and they don’t ask if he lives here based on his clothing. Why didn’t I think he was with someone or even an acquaintance. I can’t analyze, but I know he’s talking to someone here. I didn’t just show Cole that I didn’t know what he was saying and that he might become suspicious, but I still asked him.

“Who told you? I-I left early, so I thought no one saw me.” I was so nervous as I said that. I was afraid that he might notice I was anxious and restless. I don’t look away from him as he looks for the person who told him. When he found him, he looked straight at it, then pointed.

“That is him. He said he saw you. ” He didn’t take his eyes off the man as if he wanted to blame the man for why he hadn’t caught up with me earlier. Well, he can’t reach me because I didn’t come home. I just want to sleep and lie down in my bed now.

I don’t know that man. Maybe that’s one of Adonis’ guards or spies here. I just shrugged my shoulders, and at least I won’t have a hard time reasoning. Even though I’ve been asleep for a long time, I still feel tired, so I yawned. I was no longer restrained, and I spoke. Maybe if we talk for a long time, I won’t be able to cope with the drowsiness. In the pain of my body, it was like a battalion of men punched me in the face, including my painful private part.

I tapped him. “I’m going to go to my room to rest. I can’t join you today. I’m sorry. I left early.” I was about to leave him, but he quickly pulled my hand so I could come back. I closed my two eyes because of the pain of that below me. I try to walk softly so that it doesn’t hurt, but this guy if pulls me. I looked at him with bored eyes and waited for what he would say.

“When will you answer me for courting with you?”