Chapter 50: Chapter 50
Gray then brought his face closer to the crook of my neck so I could only close my eyes and inhale Gray's scent that blended with me
"You're wrong Aurel. Because for me this is also the first time, I don't know what you've heard out there but I can't do this. If it's not with my soulmate, that's what happens in the werewolf world," Gray said after looking at my sad face. be close to him
"Do you believe me?" Gray's question made me finally nod, looks like I should ask him after we're done with what we're going to do, I'm still not sure and there are still many questions I want to ask him
"So if I make a mistake and if I hurt you you can push me or hit me in any way so I can stop because I have a little difficulty holding myself back let alone holding Alpha later" Gray said making me nod again again, I don't know why I immediately thought that this time I'll do it with one person who has two souls What does that mean with two different people I thought making Gray smile, looks like he knows what I'm thinking
"whether it's me or Alpha we are one and what we want is you" said Gray who started to come back closer to his face kissing every inch of my skin, this time Gray came down to my stomach and I gasped when he opened my legs wide, I immediately wanted to push Gray but he immediately held my waist as if he did not accept any rejection he was about to do.
I really sighed long when I felt something soft hit my core, it felt like I really floated so high when he played his tongue all over the sensitive spot
. "Gray I beg you to immediately enter it" I said trembling but Gray didn't even stop him, he continued to play with the sensitive spot under there making my legs tremble If only he didn't hold it, until finally I felt something that just wanted to explode in my stomach.
This is the first time I've ever felt when my common sense just cut off feeling something that felt so good made me feel my heart pumping my blood so fast, Gray immediately straightened up with a blushing face he came closer to me with a thin smile
"This is really extraordinary I really will never let you go Aurel" Gray said which made me just silent with a red face imagining what he had just done
"You can just put it in Gray, you don't have to do something like that" I said back while turning my face away I'm really embarrassed I don't know why he did that
"I can't put it in right away you'll get hurt. That's why I'm trying to do anything to reduce the pain" Gray replied again making me just nod, I don't know what to do maybe Materially I know what lovers will do but not with practically, I'll just follow what Gray will do.
He brought his face back closer and pressed our lips to each other, allowing me to feel how warm lips and a sip of the scent lingering on his lips, and at that moment I really flinched when Gray played his fingers after I was made limp by his tongue this time as if it hadn't happened. enough Gray again teased me with these stout hands.
"Focus on me Aurel this will help you" Gray said which made me refocus with our lips linking I gripped his shoulder tightly when I felt one of his fingers enter into my intimate area, I winced between my kisses there was a feeling of pain and also a burning feeling in the core mine when his finger slowly in and out, I let go of my lips and biting my lower lip when Gray again stopped him
"You will get hurt if you bite your own lips, you can bite my lips if you feel pain" Gray said, who again linked our lips to each other and after that, the burning burning sensation was now replaced with turmoil which again made my stomach tingle especially when Gray started to speed up his movement
"Gray I think I will __" I didn't even continue my words when again a liquid came out of my core, Gray immediately released his fingers he showed how the mucus was coming out of my body
"Clean it up, it must really make you uncomfortable" I said making Gray smile instead
"what do you mean I'm even crazy not to squish it dry right now" Gray said making me just speechless, he then straightened his body he released the only barrier that covered his body made me turn my face back when I saw Gray's really visible big. Can it get inside me I started to feel doubtful and Gray seemed to notice my nervousness he immediately kissed my forehead gently
"I'll do it slowly and it will be fine. Okay, do you trust me?" Gray asked as if to convince me to make me just nod again and that's when Gray justified my sleeping position as comfortably as possible so I didn't feel nervous before finally I could only grip the cloth that was around me when Gray started to slowly push in and it hurt so bad , I almost even I screamed at the top of my lungs when I wasn't holding it in.
"Aurel, I still focus on me, I'll do it slowly, tell me. If you can't stand the pain," Gray said again, making me nod, I kept looking at Gray's face, who was still trying to suppress his core to me, and that's when I could see his shining eyes
"Are you Alpha" I said making another soul in Gray's body growl
"damn I really can go crazy on you Aurel" even though it is one body but from what he said Gray and Alpha were very different and it seemed I could tell them apart, I then screamed when Gray's core was pushed and hard enough I winced Even I didn't unable to stem my tears from the corners of my eyes, I looked back at Gray where at this moment it seemed Gray's soul and also Alpha's soul were fused
"I'm sorry I'm a little out of control" he said again making me nod, though still with a grimace until finally Gray hugged my body
"Give me this kiss will help you relieve this pain" Gray said again making me not wait any longer and immediately brought our lips back together and that's when with one beat I felt Gray really pushed him hard enough so we finally joined each other other.
I didn't even intentionally bite Gray's lip which was now flowing blood, I didn't even focus I just focused on my core which felt full and also felt very sore, Gray was still silent while looking at me I saw the corners of his lips that had red liquid and then rubbed it, but Just as I was about to apologize he moved his waist again and that made me scream again, this really hurt many times over, I don't know if it would be this painful, I could only try to control my breath.
I don't want Gray to worry because I can't take this pain
.” Aurel, can I continue?” Asked Gray made me nod, I don't want Gray to stop in the middle he will definitely be very disappointed as well as what I will feel
"I'm fine so I'm right" I replied making Gray grip my waist again and move it, I can only continue to sigh this time the pain that I previously felt is starting to feel better, I can feel something stinging which feels good, Gray then pulled my back to sit on his lap and helped me to move because this time he moved slowly making me follow my body, I really couldn't think straight when something down there was tickling me again and when Gray tugged hard enough that's when something down there seemed to be eating Gray's pretty forcefully. Gray growled too
"Damn this is really very delicious Aurel" Gray said making me able to see How Gray's eyes were burning so brightly Abu's eyes were looking at me with adoring eyes, Gray kept moving him making my whole body vibrate until finally when Gray returned to put me to sleep slowly he just looked up feeling the pleasure from the movements he made, he kept hitting me hard enough until finally he hugged my body tightly and I could feel something flowing to my core with such pleasure and warmth flooding it.
our bodies heated up to each other I could feel his heartbeat pounding quite strongly, his hunting breath which now hit me as if Gray was getting the same pleasure as I got, Gray then looked back at my face which was filled with sweat I don't know how messy I was right now But that wasn't the case when Gray didn't pull his own on my body
"Are you okay you're enjoying it aren't you" Gray asked making me speechless Don't say if he's not done with what we're doing
"I can't just stop Aurel I really can't let you go this time" Gray said and afterwards moved his back to my core making my whole body tremble, this really made me crazy until I couldn't stop my voice from shouting his name again , I don't know what room my voice got into. I hope there's no Brenda or anyone in this house and I hope Gray installs something protective or something so it can muffle the room we use.