Chapter 49: Chapter 49
I immediately jolted from my sleep when I saw Gray who was stabbed by someone right in the heart made my whole body tremble and cold sweat soaked my whole body until I finally tried to open my eyes
“Are you okay? Did you have a bad dream? A familiar voice that made me immediately looked to my side where Gray was looking worriedly, he immediately complained The side of my face that was filled with sweat
" youre here? I asked making Gray nod his head
"Yes, I continue to be by your side while you sleep. Did you have a bad dream?" Gray asked making me nod my head immediately, I don't know why lately I often dream of things that are outside my head as if I go in and out of another dimension like what Gray often does.
"This time, what dream is bothering you?" Asked Gray who really knew if I had a bad dream, I always told every detail of the dream I had and he always calmed me down that it was just a Sleeping Flower but this time it really looked real as if Gray would really disappear in front of me by someone who even I can't see clearly who he is
"This time what huh?" Gray asked again making me shake my head, this time I couldn't even bear to just tell Gray, he immediately pulled me and hugged me and stroked my hair gently.
"Even your body is very shaking, is it really scary what dream you're having this time?" Gray asked making me not answer I just kept hugging Gray tightly, it seemed like he knew if I didn't want to think about the dream I had, he just kept quiet while continuing to calm me by replying my arms, until finally for a while we were silent to each other I looked up to stare at the handsome face that looked at me warmly
" have you calmed down? " Gray asked making me nod
"Do you want to drink something I'll get it wait here okay "said Gray was about to get out of bed but I immediately stopped him I held Gray's wrist making him immediately turn around staring at me "Don't leave me
" I said weakly "Okay, I'll stay by your side. So you don't need to be afraid of anything," Gray said, making me silent again staring at the gray beady eyes that looked so beautiful in front of me until finally I reached out my hand to stroke the jaw that was so firm framing his handsome face, Gray smiled and then kissed my palms gently
"Gray Can you kiss me" I said making Gray flinch a little but after that without an answer Gray immediately pulled the crook of my neck and gave a soft kiss on my lips, I just want to make sure that Gray is currently really by my side and will never leave me forget the nightmare what I experienced I then slightly straightened my body gripping his shoulders and climbed into his lap making Gray immediately pulled my waist.
I can feel how his tongue is starting to infiltrate between my lips, sipping my tongue firmly making a sigh escape my mouth again. I thought the same thing until I finally released the link of his lips, For some reason I felt a little disappointed, I seemed to not want our lips to separate to attach our lips to each other, Gray then hugged me and buried his face in the crook of my neck
"I don't know what's wrong here, Aurel, you seem to be releasing pheromones that really make me really crazy, your body smell makes my whole body react with something I can't control" Gray said making me immediately cup his face looking at him with a serious look
"As well as what I feel I can't seem to stay away from you I want you to have me" I said starting to bring my face back closer and kissing the corners of Gray's lips
"I know what you're worried about, maybe because we are of different types. You're afraid that I will have trouble facing you, but maybe fate prepared me as your soulmate, because I'm a little tougher than other women, so do you trust me?" staring at me he was like the middle of staring at a small child in front of him until he kissed the side of my face with exasperation
"You are really innocent Aurel" Gray said making me just shrug my shoulders indifferent.
"So are you still afraid to do it?" I asked again making Gray nod as if he hasn't made up his mind even though he really wants to
"then let me start it" I said back even Gray had not issued his disapproval when I returned to kiss his lips as if here I was the one who took over, as if here I was the one who attacked Gray, I continued to play with Gray's lips making Gray finally come back replying to the kiss that I gave, I could feel how our heartbeats were beating fast and shouted at each other, our body temperature that was starting to heat up merged with the room temperature which made the silence feel even more burning our desire for each other.
until finally Gray let go of the kiss he turned to the side of my face after that down to the crook of my neck he sucked on my scent so strong I don't know the scent What does Gray mean by the name pheromone because what Gray said that I don't have like the women in the world of wolves allowing their Soulmates to sense each other's scent, but I was lucky that only Gray could smell mine
"This is driving me crazy Aurel" Gray muttered in between kisses which made me even more sure that what I wanted was to unite with Gray, I seemed to be entangled and didn't want to be separated by anything anymore, I wanted to get rid of Gray's doubts that I would be fine, that I was sure that he would never hurt me.
I then tried to help Gray remove the clothes that were still attached to his body showing a sixpack stomach and also his broad shoulders allowed me to touch him freely, Gray immediately growled when I played my fingers on his perfectly attached muscles, I could also feel myself sipping My neck skin firmly left a trail of redness that made the desire even more passionate.
not only that his fingers started to enter between the clothes I used to stroke my back gently touching some of the sensitive points that I had making me even crazier on his lap, I couldn't even hold my voice from continuing to sigh with pleasure just because of receiving caresses from Gray
"I want to have you, Aurel, I want to have you," Gray muttered between kisses which made me immediately move his face away and look into Gray's eyes.
"as well as me. You are free to do whatever you want to me at this time, I will accept it and I'm sure that you won't hurt me in the slightest, you will definitely treat me and also take care of me as well as you take care of your own life" I said and that's when Gray pulled my neck again. our lips, the kiss that we did this time was different from the previous kiss, it felt hot and also looked rushed to make a strong suction as if to draw a deeper desire from our bodies.
Gray then pulled the hem of the clothes I was wearing and let it go, showing my body parts exposed clearly, Gray didn't leave a single thread attached to my upper body making it able to freely touch every inch of my body's skin I immediately sighed when Gray's hand cupped my chest gently after that lowered his kisses on the niche of my neck and switched to my shoulder while continuing to enjoy how the massage that was given made my body feel floating as if my body was being tickled by an electric current that made my body tremble.
I can only keep muttering Gray's name in between his caresses, if in a nightmare the sweat running down my body makes me shiver but this time somehow it feels tingling all over my body as if there are thousands of butterflies about to come out of my stomach and it feels good, Gray then slowly lay down my body and locked it between the bed and also his big body, he freely fondles every part of my body in front, fondles my chest gently playing with his tongue making me only able to grip the spray that is around me. How warm Gray's mouth felt on every inch of my skin that he didn't even pass an inch,
I just kept calling Gray's name making Gray even more excited playing with my chest giving a reddish mark on my white skin until finally Gray let go of the only clothes he was wearing. I still wear makes me fall asleep in front of him without a single thread. Gray was silent while continuing to examine every inch of my body making me only able to turn my face red, I don't know what Gray is thinking right now whether I am what he wants or not "You look beautiful
" he said making me look back at him with embarrassment as if my common sense was being attracted again I looked away but Gray immediately hugged me and pulled the side of my face to meet his gaze.
"Are you shy?" Gray asked making me nod weakly "This is the first time for me and somehow I feel nervous" I said making Gray smile "This is also the first time for me" he replied but I immediately looked at him with raised eyebrows
"you lie." I said again making Gray immediately frowned “Do you think I have such great experience with women? Gray asked again making me nod again
"For example with Megan, I know how the story between you" I said which actually made Gray release her laughter in front of me as if she was mocking me.