Chapter 47: Chapter 47

"Please, listen to me dammit!" My anger started to burst not because of Jazzlin, but because my men were busy watching our fight like in soap operas.

She completely ignored me. I was invisible to her. It was starting to rain outside, at that time I realized I had run to the gardem without wearing a top and only in my boxing shorts.

"Jazzlin!" Her arms were wagging so I could hardly reach her, for sure she was on purpose for doing that.

She ran like no direction. My patience ran out for a moment I tightened my run then I easily grabbed her. I pulled her elbow and made her tiny body bounce back and clinging to my body.

Rain water dripped rapidly, making my vision faint. But, I could see how she looked at me with hatred and a sense of being cheated. Her blonde hair was getting wet and her clothes made her black lacy panties and bra visible.

For God's sake! This woman always messed up my brain's thinking.

"Hear me!" She cut me off before I even opened my mouth, "I don't want to hear anything else from you. You like her right? Is she good on the bed? Is-"

My lust and hurt were stirring so I made my way to crash my lips with hers. She was struggling to push me as I grabbed her waist too tight.

"Let me go!" She tried to scream for a moment my lips held her lips. I bit gently, making her gasp before opening her mouth fully, making me explore inside her.

She gave up after a minute then kissed me back. Her lips were soft and wet for a moment we didn't care that the rain was getting heavier. I pulled her body to get closer to me.

I was craving for the taste of her lips. It was like chocolate and vanilla mix, really making me addicted to her and wanting more.

Amid the sound of the rain, I heard her moan and her hands slowly pushed my head closer then tugged my hair in desperation.

"I want you." I let her know.

"Take me there." I thought I heard wrong, but I didn't. She jumped and I caught her in my arms. Without breaking our kiss, I brought her into my room.

I laid her down on my bed as I kept kissing her on the top. I hold my hands as a support of my body so I didn't pressed her body with my heavy.

"Don't go." I whispered as I kissed her neck. She moaned in pleasure, her hands bringing my head closer to give me more access to every part of her.

I kissed every part of her face up to her neck and even left a hickey in some parts.

"Are you sure we'll do it?" As far as I knew, Jazzlin was a virgin, so I didn't dare to take any rash actions that she might regret the next day.

She nodded in response.

I really respecting every decision she made. Surely she kept her virginity for a proper man and the one she chose, so I asked her one more time.

"No turning back?" I gave her one last chance to run away from the beast inside me, but she was still there. She looked me in the eye and never run away.

"You're so naughty." I said as I tried to undone her clothes but, gunshots rang out.

I grumbled when Jazzlin glared as if she was aware of the action we were about to take.

"Jazzlin, stay calm." I got up as I said that in soft tone.

"How can I calm down, it was gunshots!" I knew she had a bad experience with gunshots especially after that incident.

"Let me go check it." When I got out of bed, she pulled me back.

"No. I don't want anything to happen to you." She whimpered before finally releasing her grip from me.

I was confused, since when did my mansion become this insecure?

"Then stay behind my back." I told her then took my gun from the drawer. She walked behind me as her hands accidentally touch my back. I smiled with satisfaction.

None of the guards were injured, so what was the sound that disturbed my quality time?

I walked until I found Jake and Ronald standing facing me. As they retreated, Haytham was standing there holding his gun.

"I came here to bring Jazzlin back home." He pointed behind me as Jazzlin looked at me in apologize.

"No! You can't!" I said back to him in answer, "No one dare bring her away from me." I said that loudly enough to make them all heard it.

I grabbed her waist as I pulled her closer so protective. Jazzlin looked at me. Her eyes sparkling with delight.

Then those eyes felt a little distant from me, she seemed to have made her choice. She pushed my chest slowly with her hand then walked away from me.

My breathing was shallow and fast. Jazzlin's steps went further before she finally stopped right next to Haytham.

"I think you've forgiven me." I whispered full of pain.

I thought our make-out session just meant nothing to her. "I know you were disappointed by what you saw, but you never gave me a chance to explain. You misunderstood, principessa." My voice was getting heavier and the rhythm was in hurried.

They looked at me one last time, before her silky blonde hair turned its back on me and walked away with the man beside her.

My biggest heartbreak occurred. My fear of losing the people I love had happened, and it made me close the door to my heart even more.

I would not let anyone else be able to open the door to my heart wide.

I thought that was enough.

I didn't do anything and just let the woman I love go with her choice.

I was not chasing her anymore. My feet were nailed in place, unable to take another step and my arms felt cold without her body warm near me.

Her happiness was my happiness, if Haytham was the one she chose... I would leave her even though I was badly hurting.

It had been two weeks since I met her. I was missing her every single day. I missed seeing her smile, feeling her moist lips, and now it was just emptiness back to me.

I worked hard every day trying to get rid of thoughts about her, but nothing was able to succeed. I had tried to approach other women, but all I did was compare them to her.

I kicked Moorah after what happened. She was being reckless and I didn't want that to happen again.

I was sure Jazzlin was disappointed by what happened that she chose Haytham over me.

Our make-out session was on fire. The way she was breathing hard right in front of me and how she moaned in pleasure intoxicated me. I seemed to be getting lost in her sea of ​​power. She really got me crazy and wanted her more and more.

She was bad for my health, really bad.

She was like an addictive drug, I wanted more until myself was killed by it for sure.

It was undeniable, maybe our story just ended here. I was never expected that I would always be betrayed and abandoned. Everyone did that to me, and it should always be me.

But, Jazzlin ... My principessa ... She never left me so cruel that I begged her every night for her mercy to come back to me.

She couldn't hear me, no. She also may no longer thinking about me. Maybe she was happy now or even once I never crossed her mind.

"Young Master, the car is ready."

I was stubborn even though she had dumped me, I was still hoping to meet her tonight at Niki and Sean's wedding.

I would always find her.

After Mr. Salvatore's betrayal, I knew I shouldn't be there. However, I accepted Haytham's challenge who told me to go there if I wanted Jazzlin to come back.

No matter how hard it was for Haytham to hide or take her away, I always had a way to bring her back in my arms.

I purposely gave my appearance more differently than before. She must be aware of what she was missing. I would not let her eyes glance anywhere but me.

Jake and Ronald were ready in their respective positions. I let Ronald bring his lover, Elsa.

With her around, I believed Jazzlin would get close. It was an easy thing for me to get her back. Herself and also her trust.

Many times I said I would let her go, but my actions spoke louder. I could never lie that I still wanted her, and only her.

"Haytham would be there with Jazzlin and Alia." Somehow I felt like Jake, Ronald, until Elsa were hiding something from me. Every time they mentioned Jazzlin, they seemed to want to mispronounce the name of another woman.

How suspicious, especially Ronald's pale face and Jake's uneasy gaze that I could easily guess.

"I can't wait to bring her back." I admitted it to them, "I'll bring her here with me."

They faces turned into serious one as they kept looking at each other like giving a signal.

"Is there something I need to know?" I grabbed Jake's collar, but he shook his head helplessly, "Good." I mumbled.

I wasn't in a good state since all the things screwed up. It made me feel like I wasn't my old-self anymore.