Chapter 52: Chapter 52

No One Pov's

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Aana fell to the ground, not able to balance herself... Aaron looked at her side hearing the noise and his eyes widened seeing Aana's face. Her whole face turned red because of a lack of oxygen as she was struggling to breathe. He went and sat beside her. He was about to hold her but stopped remembering Aana's words.

"Please don't touch me.... please… Your presence... your touch.. everything makes me sick"

Aaron closed his eyes to control his emotions and focus on the situation. He opened his eyes and looked at her. Before he took his hand back which he raised to hold her, Aana held his hand.

"Those words are not f---for" Aana was having a difficulty in talking.

"Don't talk and please calm down" Aaron requested, tightening his grip on her. He holds her hand tightly to make her assure that he is with him.

"Yesterday" Tears were continuously falling from Aana's eyes remembering her yesterday's behaviour towards him. She was begging him to give her wolfsbane. Aana detached her hand from his grip feeling embarrassed for her behaviour.

"How can I be so lost? How can I be?" she mumbled remembering the moment when those warriors said filthy things about her and the thing that he heard them was making her feel more embarrassed in front of him. she was feeling disgusted with herself. She moved away from him.

"don't come near me… I'm not good" She mumbled and rubbed her hand over her arms, remembering the touch of Alexander.

"I'm not touching you... don't worry" Aaron said, thinking that she was asking him to stay away because she doesn't like his touch which is wrong.

"I went so lost that I was about to lose my dignity... They"

"I was not about to cross the line," Aaron said, cutting her in between. He was thinking that Aana was talking about the morning incident.

"they would have.." Aana clamped up, not able to say what would have happened if Aaron didn't save her yesterday. She wiped her tears and stood up from the ground.

"I can't live like this... I can't.. what if my drug addiction again took over me and I ended up entering Alexander's pack. Yesterday Aaron saved me but what about next time? Even Alice was not able to control me. One day or another, Alexander will catch me then no one can save me... No one... I can't take risks… I can't... I can't lose my dignity to the person who killed my Vince. Instead, it's better to die… Yeah, it's better to die" Aana muttered to herself and ran out of the room while Aaron was thinking that she ran away from him, not liking his presence around him. Rex was also upset with this thought.

Aaron was recalling Aana's words when he realised something.

"I went so lost that I was about to lose my dignity... They"

"they would have"

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Aaron stood up from the ground recalling Aana's condition, her words, and her action after he came out of his room.

"What does she mean by 'they'?" Rex asked confusingly.

"She was not crying because of us, Rex but remembering yesterday's incident. She was having a panic attack remembering those warriors and their words. she was thinking about what would happen if we didn't reach there on time" Aaron concluded everything and then ran outside the room in search of her. He used his smelling power which was coming from the side stairs which led toward the terrace. The fact that she was having a panic attack and running towards the terrace was enough for Aaron to understand the situation and what Aana was thinking. Everything was enough to scare the hell out of him. He ran as quickly as he could towards the terrace and his fear came true. Aana was standing near the fencing, ready to jump over there.

"Aana" he called her but she didn't turn towards him, instead she started climbing the fence. Aaron ran towards her and before she could jump he held her hand, pulling her towards him.

"What the fuck you were doing?" He growled, taking her away from the fence while Aana started struggling in his arms.

"Leave me... I don't want to live in this world.. Leave me... I want to die" She was struggling in his arms continuously.

"I will kill myself"

"No… You won't.. stop thinking nonsense Aana" he scrawled but she was not in her sense.

"No, leave me… I just want to kill myself. I don't want to" Before Aana could say something further, Aaron slapped her. She looked at him shockingly, not able to believe that he slapped her. He pulled her closer holding her shoulder.

"Think about suicide again and you will face my worst side," he said, gritting his teeth. His grip on her arms was painful for her and her cheeks were still burning. She tried to release herself from him but he didn't let her go.

"You're hurting me, Aaron"

"And what are you doing Aana? Weren't you hurting me by thinking about suicide? Weren't you going to give me and your love once, a lifetime of pain by killing yourself?" His one question was enough for Aana to realise what biggest mistake she was about to make. Nor once she thinks about the people who care about her.

"You decided to kill yourself but not once you thought about the people who care about you. You lost your first love, Vince. you know how painful it is to lose your loved one and you were about to give the same pain to everyone... Why Aana? How could you be this cruel? And... And what about Alice? What's her fault in everything? You were about to take her life as well" He yelled, breathing heavily. Tears stopped from Aana's eyes when she realised what the biggest mistake she was about to do.

Aaron left Aana with a jerk when an unwanted tear fell from his eyes. Aana was about to wipe his tears but he shoved his hand away.

"I know, a weak point came in everyone's life where a person thought to kill himself and at the problem but that's not the solution, Aana because it's a sin and it only gives pain to the person who left behind whom you loved the most. We have to fight the situation for our loved ones." Aaron muttered. Tears fall from Aana's eyes when the thought of her parents crosses her mind. She couldn't even imagine what would have been gone on them if she had committed suicide.

"But there is no solution to my problem," Aana muttered and sat on the ground while crying.

"What problem?" He asked. She looked at him hesitantly, not able to decide whether she should share her problem with him or not.

"You should Aana" Alice mindlink her.

"Alice" Aana called her and a smile broke on her lips, seeing her awake. She got scared when she found her sleeping like a dead wolf.

"Tell him everything, Aana... tell him what scared you that you took the decision of suicide" Alice muttered. She regained consciousness a while ago when Aana was climbing the fence. She was about to stop her when Aaron pulled Aana towards himself. She witnessed everything that happened, not interrupting Aana and Aaron, wanting Aaron to heal Aana in his way. Alice wanted him to make Aana understand the value of life.

"Tell him about your fear, Aana" Alice pushed her human to open up with their mate. Aaron sat beside Aana and took her hand in his.

"Please say, Aana… What is bothering you? what is your problem?" He asked, looking into Aana's eyes while Alice started praying to the moon goddess that her human share her pain with Aaron.