Chapter 174: Chapter 174

Aaron Pov's

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Aana was looking at the pictures of her and Vince's beautiful memories. She had a beautiful smile on her face with tears in her beautiful eyes. She turned her head towards me and showed me the picture in which Vince was holding her waist while her hands were on his chest.

"I captured the moment when he surprised me on my sixteenth birthday. He tattooed my name on his chest," she mumbled and then looked at the other picture.

"It was the moment when he kissed my lips for the first time" She mumbled in a low tone. She was looking at all the pictures, remembering all her moments with Vince. She was so lost in memories that she didn't even realise she was sharing about her personal moments with Vince.

I was looking at her dumbstruck, still not able to believe anything. Those pictures are real because they are a glimpse of her and Vince's special moments. I remember our wedding day when I asked her about the pictures.

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"Where did you get these pictures from?"

"The question is not from where I got these pictures."

"Are those pictures real?"

"Yes... It was mine and" Before she could tell me that it was her and Vince's pictures I broke the glass which was in my hand.

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"I promise I will not ask any questions. Just say these pictures are fake. Please"

"The--They all are real, Aa--Aaron"

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I clutched my hair frustratingly remembering my questions and answers which I didn't let her complete. Obviously, those pictures are real but they are old. I look at my woman who was lost in the pain of losing her first love. Even that day she got overwhelmed after seeing these pictures and I took her emotions as a sign of cheating. She didn't betray me. I accused her and questioned her Character despite knowing that she loved me more than she loved herself. I felt my chest tightened and with every passing second it was becoming difficult for me to breathe. I accused not only her but our love.

Guilt was consuming me with every passing second. I stood up from the ground and went outside to the gym area which is covered with glass. The moment my eyes went to my image, I started feeling disgusted with myself. I was breathing heavily and tears were streaming down from my eyes. I think so wrong of her. She loved me all the time and I doubted her love. I called her whore. I started feeling disgusted with myself while Rex's feeling was not different. His emotions were an addition to my guilt which was consuming my soul.

"Alpha" I turned my head and found Patrick looking at me with devastating eyes.

"She didn't betray me, Patrick. She didn't" I mumbled and threw the punch at the glass to hurt myself.

"What are you doing?" he exclaimed and held my hand. I pushed him away and hit my head on the front glass wall.

"Alpha stop it.. What are you doing?" He called me but I didn't respond and started throwing everything that came in my hand, trying to injure myself as much as I could. Thankfully Rex was not healing me. I want to feel the pain instead of guilt which is driving me crazy. I kept my leg on broken pieces of glass to injure myself.

"Bring the wolfsbane that you prepared"

"What?" Patrick asked shockingly.

"The guilt of accusing her is eating me up, Patrick. I want to punish myself for hurting her. I want to feel pain instead of guilt. I want to kill myself" I growled and again hit my feet on broken pieces. "Bring the wolfsbane right now" I yelled, making him flinch. He nodded his head and left the place to bring the wolfsbane. I kneel on the ground while crying.

"what the fuck I have done?" I yelled and clutched my hair frustratingly remembering Aana's crying face when she was begging me to take my rejection back. She was continuously telling me that she didn't betray me but I didn't believe her.

"Aaron" I looked up when I heard her voice, only to find her eyes looking at me devastatingly.

"Moon goddess," She screamed, running towards me. She sat beside me and took my bleeding hand in her.

"What the fuck you were doing that you injured yourself badly?" She growled and looked at Patrick. "What are you looking at? Go and bring first aid immediately" She yelled and then blew air over my hand.

"I was sitting on the couch when I felt a strange pain. Now I realise that pain was yours." She sobbed and looked at my side. "Why is Rex not healing you?"

"Because I don't want it" She scrunched her eyebrow at my reply.

"I'm sorry" I apologised. tears were continuously falling from my eyes.

"I should have given you a chance to explain yourself... I should have let you complete it. I shouldn't have rejected you. I'm sorry for doubting you, Pearl." I joined both of my hands together. "Please forgive me... Please" Tear rolled from her eyes with my words.

"They are your and Vince's beautiful memories and I thought" I clutched my hair frustratingly.

"And you thought that I was cheating on you with someone else" She sighed and wiped her tears.

"I'm sorry, Pearl"

"I can't forgive you for doubting my character" She shook her head. I can feel through her voice how much I hurt her.

"You're not wrong... I deserve your hatred" I hit my hand again on the glass.

"Stop it" she held my hand. "Stop hurting yourself" she grits her teeth in anger.

"I deserve this pain... Let me punish myself." I groaned and was about to hit my hand on the ground but she held it before it landed on broken glass.

"I said stop hurting yourself" she yelled.

"Luna" I and Aana look back, only to find Patrick standing there with a first aid box. he passed it to Aana.

"Dare you to take your hand back" she growled when I was about to take my hand back, not wanting her to treat me but after hearing her threat, I didn't do anything.

"I don't deserve this" I mumbled. She glared at me angrily.

"Yes.. you don't deserve this" She snarled and took out the broken pieces of glass from my hand then applied the antiseptic over it.

"Rex healed your human if you don't want me to kick your and his ass" I chuckled at the way she was threatening me and then quickly shut my big mouth when she glared at me with her beautiful eyes. She cleaned the wound of my legs and then took a relief breath when Rex healed me.

"It was your and Vince's picture." Her hand stopped upon hearing Vince's name.

"I accuse you of cheating… I'm sorry "I mumbled. She looked up into my eyes which I bowed down because of guilt.

"I don't know how to punish myself for treating you like that. For calling you" I clamped up, not wanting to use that word again.

"Whore." I look at her with guilt-filled eyes. "You called me whore and Rex called me slut who slept with anyone" She muttered and threw the blood-dripped cotton away.

"Please forgive me, Pearl," I pleaded. She nodded her head negatively.

"I can't." She looked at me with teary eyes. "I can't forgive you for calling me characterless" I bow my eyes realising the mistake I made which has no forgiveness. Maybe we are together right now but I lost her the day when I doubted her love. I lost her when I called her with those words. I lost the only person whom I love with my everything. I lost her because of my stupidity.

"I lost you." I whimper, feeling miserable for hurting her because of a stupid misunderstanding. I lost everything with her.

"There is no forgiveness for my mistake"