Chapter 85: Chapter 85

Jason felt bereft at the office. He was used to having Nancy there with him and did not know why it felt so empty without her there though he had many other employees.

He wondered how it would be if she hit married to someone and moved away or decided she no longer wanted to work for him.

His driver was back and he knew that Nancy must be home.

Rebecca had asked him out on a date but he did not even care for appearances this time as he refused bluntly.

She was beginning to get it into her head that Jason wanted nothing to do with her but she was not ready to give up just yet.

Jason asked Felix his driver to drive him home.

As soon as he got home, he did not go into the main house but went straight to Nancy's quarters.

He knocked and since the door was half open, he walked in.

She was not in the living room, so he walked to the bedroom which was open and saw her sleeping in the bed. She looked so much like an angel as she slept. So innocent and yet so very sexy. Her simple attire that showed of her breasts to perfection caught him off guard as he stood transfixed, staring at it and remembering some time not too long when he had tasted those delicious breasts at the pool.

A bulge had already started forming in his trousers. He just wanted to go to her and love her the way no man had ever done.

Her eyes fluttered open.

'Jason, are you the one? What are you doing here?' she asked shocked to see him standing there looking down at her. She quickly covered herself with the bed covers, because she felt self conscious and naked and did not know why she felt that way but the look in his eyes was doing things to her which she did not care for.

Jason was disappointed when she covered her lovely body.

'Eh, I came home and decided to look in on you. I knocked but there was no response, I was scared, where could you have gone to with the door open this way? But when I came in here, the door was open and you were asleep and I thought foolish me, couldn't I have known that you would be sleeping after your time at the hospital? I shall leave you to rest. We shall talk later'.

He turned to leave but Nancy stopped him.

'There really isn't any need for that.I am awake now. You can say what you want to say to me. Now that you have taken it upon yourself to come here,we might as well make it worth your while'.

Jason looked at him as his eyes darkened with desire, thinking, dies she know what she just said?'

He sat on the bed looking at her and she felt flushed. She thought if what she had said and bit her tongue. He must have taken it the wrong way.

"Do you really mean that, Nancy?' he asked deliberately, his voice rough and husky.

'What I mean is that it would be wrong fir you to come all the way to my quarters only to go way without answers to your question', she explained.

He held her hands.

'Nancy, you do not have to explain. I understood what you meant but can you really give answers to my questions?'

'You can only ask them to find out. You may want to know what the doc said, is that not it?'

'It is part of it but not really all. But it is a start. What did she say was the problem?'

'She said I was stressed and that though my baby abd I are healthy, I needed a little bed rest'.

'And you shall have it!' he said.

'It does not mean I cannot come to work, only that I should take it easy', Nancy said knowing Jason would not want her to come to work and it was work that took her mind off alot of things she did not want to think about and at the same time kept her close to him.

She just was not sure anymore what she wanted.

'Please do not argue with me. You shall stay home for a few days. After that, we shall see how you are before deciding if you should come back to work or not'

'By which time it would be holidays. Christmas is here already. The work at the office will pile up'.

'The work at the office is reduced and that is how it is at the end of the year, you need not concern yourself with it'.

'But....'

'No buts'.

'Now ate you ready to answer my other questions?'

'It depends on the question. If it is something I can answer, then I will but if not....' she left it hanging.

Jason nodded. 'Fair enough but I think you should be able to answer the questions'.

'Then ask away!' she said and the both of them burst out laughing. It was funny the way she had said it.The tension in the room was greatly reduced. And they kept smiling at each other. Each feeling closer to the other.

'Do you have any feelings for me at all?'

He asked out of the blue. He had not wanted to phrase it that way but now that it was out, he realised that he did not want to rephrase it. Let her give him her answer.

Nancy was shocked. She had expected anything but that particular wlauestion and she knew that the time for truth was finally here.

'What difference would my feelings do? You are about to get married and you are asking someone else if she had feelings for you? That hardly seems appropriate'.

'Just answer the question, woman!'

'I like you alot. You have been a good boss to me and I owe alot to you'.

'Nancy for goodness sake, I am not talking about your gratitude. In fact, I do not want it. What I want to know idks if you feel her heart race when I am close by? Do you feel like coming into my arms, do you have feelings for me that a woman has for a man?'

'I am pregnant, Jason, in case you have not noticed'

'And what has that got to do with anything? Does pregnancy stop a woman from feeling or having all the normal emotions? I think not. Stop hedging Nancy and give me your answer. You already know how I feel for you. You know that I care deeply for you'.

'You care deeply for me and you got another woman pregnant and you were going to marry another but now you are forced to marry the woman carrying your baby. What is my place in all of that? I cannot see myself in the picture anywhere and you ask me if I have feelings for you? How can I have feelings for you when I want to be with you everytime? How can I have feelings for you when I feel like melting in your arms as soon as you touch me? How can I have feelings for you when I had to stop myself with difficulty the other night at the pool because I had wanted you to take me. How can I have feelings for you when I do not know what I'd do without you? How can I... and she was sobbing.

What had she done? She had not meant to say all those things. Now she felt both relieved and exposed- naked.

'Oh, My darling', Jason said and took her into his arms. He wiped her tears with his hands and could not stop himself as he took her lips into his.

They kissed.

It was gentle at first but he became demanding as his desire flared.

She felt so right in his arms.

He unzipped her dress and dipped his hands inside her body, caressing her.

She moaned. She knew she should stop this but she just could not.

He went straight to the breasts that had been beckoning on him since he came into the room, He fell beside her on the bed, taking care not to fall on her stomach.

She was oast caring.

She felt that she was where she ought to be.

She was feeling like she was in a roller coaster filled with honey.

As they lay on the bed still kissing,she kept moaning and holding on to him, while he raked his fingers into her hair. He wanted her so badly but he also knew it was not this way. He wanted to do it right but he could not seem to stop himself.

Her gown had gone many inches up and her smooth thighs and straight legs were exposed to his viewing.

He groaned as he placed his hands on those thighs, caressing them as he took her nipples into his mouth again.

His hands were acting of their own volition as though they had a mind of their own.

His hands were caressing her and moving upwards and she could not seem to do anything about it.

His other hand went behind her pulling her closer to him. She could feel the evidence of his desire.

She never wore any pants while sleeping. It troubled her and she did not have any on, his hands went round to her buttocks, caressing and stroking and pulling her closer to feel his need and then without knowing it or really intending it, Jason's hands moved back to the front up to her pubic region and with an anguished animal groan, he inserted his finger into her and found her extremely wet.

'Oh God!' he thought as the blood kept pumping rapidly into his organ, making it grow impossibly bigger. He felt he would burst.'How will I stop myself now?' He went back to kissing her and now, his mouth was really hot, scorching her and she was enjoying it. She threw her legs further apart and moaning, said 'Yes, Jason, Yes' as his finger continued thrusting into her out of his control.

That singular action was nearly Jason's undoing as he nearly lost his mind and his control.

With a deep throated groan, he jerked away from her, his breathing laboured, standing up to avoid the temptation of falling back into the bed with her because he knew that if he did, he would not be able to stop himself again.

Nancy was shocked. She was dazed. Why did he stop?

He looked at her and she felt that he was going to say sorry and she shut her ears. She did not want to hear those hateful words because she was not sorry.

He saw the hurt in her eyes and he wanted to kick himself but he could not take advantage of her.

Dear Readers and fans, I wish you all a very blissful and productive new year.