Chapter 100: Chapter 100

Alfred had wanted to leave and had told his parents that he wished to take his leave and had got their permission.

As he walked towards the door, he saw Nancy leaving as well and felt that luck was upon him.

'Are you leaving as well?' he asked Nancy.

'Yes I am. I am so exhausted. I can barely keep my eyes open'.

'I was already on my way home, can I give you a lift home?'

'I do not want to be a bother. I can call a cab'.

'You will not be bothering me. It will be my pleasure', he said taking her arms and not broaching any argument.

'But what if you are not going my way?' Nancy asked.

'Then I shall take you home first before going to my house. Now no more arguments', he said smiling at her.

Nancy smiled back and they walked into his car and Jason saw all this and hit his fist on the wall, drawing blood.

He felt a hand on his shoulders. He turned around gently, taking the time to school his features.

'Let her be Jason. She was never yours to start with. She is pregnant with another man's child and now she cannot even remain true to you. The first chance she got, she went with another man. How can you trust her for the long term commitment?

Concentrate on your child and see if you can feel a little affection towards Phoebe it's mother so that the both of you can make a home. I have seen how hurt Phoebe has been at this party seeing you go after that girl like you have fire in your boxers for her and maybe you do but you have to control yourself and see what your desire is blinding you to. The fact that Nancy is not meant for you like you think.

Oh, she is a good and resourceful girl,you can go ahead and use her for your work in the office but as a wife, you have to get wise'.

Jason wanted to jump to Nancy's defence but didn't know with what to defend her. Sally had seen what he had seen as well. He just nodded, patted her on the back and walked away but not before Sally had seen the pain in his eyes.

He could no longer concentrate on the party. He kept wondering what Alfred and Nancy must be doing.

He remembered how Nancy had asked him why he had stopped his lovemaking halfway.

Was she going to allow Alfred go all the way with her?

There was a searing pain in his heart.

He kept imagining Alfred kissing her passionately and getting her naked and wet and wanting and falling into the bed with her and....

'Stop torturing yourself this way', he told himself.

He took a bottle and was going to drink it but Sally was there again. Don't start this again. It is not worth it.

And he remembered how he had drowned himself in alcohol while trying to forget Rebecca's betrayal and had nearly lost his life in the process.

He kept back the bottle.

Maybe he should just get one of this willing ladies and take them home with him tonight but he couldn't do it since his sister and her children were with him.

But he could take them to a hotel.

Who to take? He didn't want to take Phoebe so that she does not get the wrong idea though he didn't see that it mattered anymore.

Who better to choose but to use the very first person who used him and dumped him? His ex wife.

He went to her.

'I am leaving. Are you ready to go as well?' he asked Rebecca.

Rebecca had been with some friends and had had no intention of leaving yet, she had finally accepted the fact that she was never going to get Jason back into her life, not when she could see that he had fallen in love with another. But his request gave her hope.

She knew that he was doing this to salvage his bruised make ego and get back at the girl who had hurt him but she did not care. If this was the way, she would get back into Jason's arms, then there was no problem, she was ready to do it.

'Of course. I was wondering who would give me a lift home'.

'Well, you are in luck. Come let's go'.

Jason was sure that his sister who enjoyed playing the hostess would be there to bid their guests goodnight.

Sally watched his brother leave with his ex wife with mixed feelings. This night reminded her of another party she had thrown some time ago to get her brother back into the social life.

She sighed. Life was full of ironies and twists.

Jason got into the car and Rebecca with him,her short sexy gown moving many inches up as she sat, exposing well polished thighs that would have got another man mad with desire but Jason did not even see it. He was still busy seeing Nancy in Alfred's arms.

'Your seat belt, please ', he said.

'Oh, that's true', Rebecca said, strapping on her seat belt.

She looked at Jason hoping to see him looking at her exposed thighs but he was focused on the road.

'Wait, Jason!'

'What is it?'

'Could we not be teenagers just for tonight?' she asked.

'How so?'

To answer the question, she took his hands and placed them on her smooth lovely thighs, rubbing it round her thighs.

'We could just have a little fun here in the car before going to a more secure place, you know.

She unstrapped her seat belt and moved closer to him, using her other hand, she brought his face down to her waiting lips.

Jason looked at her thighs and the way she was holding his hands on those thighs he had worshiped in the past, and he looked at her lips, and saw another, full and luscious one he had kissed earlier today.

He felt moved to take her in his arms and give her what she wanted.

Rebecca,not sensing any opposition, opened her lips and caught his in her mouth. She kissed him with all the skill she had mastered. No man had been able to resist her kisses so far but Jason did not respond.

Yes, he did not pull away but he still did not respond.

Rebecca, moved his hands further into her thighs to her pubic region and Jason felt his hands touch her wet self.

He gently took his hands away.

What was wrong with him? How could he pass up such an opportunity? But he found that he felt nothing.

He had kept still wanting and wishing himself to feel some desire but he hadn't been able to.

'We have done as you said now, let's get going'.

Rebecca was disappointed.

'But you did nothing!' she pouted.

'Exactly, because I am not a teenager and neither are you and we should act like the adults that we are. If someone were to recognize my car and come here oy to find us in such a compromising position, what would I do and you know that some journalist came to the function this evening. We shall be all over the news'.

Jason started driving and Rebecca felt. So he does not want it in the car but in the privacy of a room? He should have said so earlier but that would not stop her from taking advantage of it.She could even make a video of them together and use it to blackmail him into being with her continuously if he did not continue after the hot night she had prepared to have with him.