Chapter 20: Chapter 20

Mandy POV

I tried to calm myself. I don't want Alex to think I am jealous since I don't have the right in the first place.

His head still resting on my lap and her arms hug me in my hips still crying. I caress her hair and rub his back trying to calm him.

"Hey look at me" he looks into my eyes. His eyes are red and his face is wet. I wipe it with my hands." let's go and eat after that you will take your medicine OK?" I told him. And tried to smile.

"I won't eat and I will better die, you're going to leave me anyway." Still holding my hips and his head rested on my lap.

"Alex! I swear if you don't stand up and eat your breakfast. I will leave now." I warn him since he doesn't have the intention of letting me go. He will end up skipping his breakfast which is not good for his recovery.

"Then tell me you love me. Tell me you won't go away. Tell me you never think of leaving this penthouse without me. Promise me. Take back what you said earlier." He told me.

This man is the most annoying, hard-headed, and stubborn man I knew. Why did I love this man again?

"Alex I won't. Please understand me. Honestly, I want to protect myself from falling for you. I don't want to regret things and I will end up hurting myself in the process. It's not hard to fall for you. You are amazing, sweet, and handsome. Everything a girl could want. But one day, you will forget this, everything about this. Because I know from the very beginning there is no "us" Alex" I told him honestly. I did not notice my eyes began to cry.

He looks into my eyes and jumps into me. Making me fall from the bed. My back is lying in bed while he's on top of me. He hugs me too tight. I was stunned by his reaction. This guy is so bipolar one moment he cries then now he's happy.

"Alex gets off of me," I told him.

"Did you just confess that you love me? Your falling for me?" He said while smiling like an idiot with tears on the side of his eyes.

My jaw almost drops and I shake my head from what he said.

Is that all he heard from my long speech? Urg! I can't believe this guy.

"Alex, what part of my speech did you not understand? Anyway, get off of me. I swear I'm gonna kick your balls if you keep hugging me" my eyes almost pop up because this guy is hard as a shell.

"Don't be so violent wife. No need to drag my junior here. We can't produce many babies if you do that" he told me with a wink and wide grin on his face.

I glared at him and smack his forehead. He burst into a laugh.

"Alex you always end up my words into horny messages. "I told him but my cheeks are red as a tomato now.

"It's true you know! Anyway my answer to your confession. Yes, I also do love you. So which means you accept now that you're my wife? Yes! We're going to get married for real now and we can make many many babies" he told me happily. He gets off of me. While I look at him like he's crazy.

"Alex you did not understand. I told you I do fall for you. But I will not let this continue any further." I told him while I am fixing my dress.

He hug me again and began kissing me.

"No! No! No! Please don't say it like that. I love you and you love me. That's all that matters. How about we make a baby? Should we? So you won't have any reason to avoid marrying me."

"Are you crazy? Alex gets off me. Let go. Alex.." still he keeps kissing me. "Alex" he pinned both my hands with his hand while his other hand traveled all from my thigh caressing it. Still, I keep my struggle and try to wiggle. He keeps kissing me hungrily from lips to cheeks to my jaw down to my neck and my shoulder.

"Alex!" I keep shouting at him. "This is wrong stop it. You're raping me" he kisses my lips to shout my mouth. Her hands travel down to my back unbuckle my bra. Then he copped my left breast. "Shit Alex stop it please" kiss " i.love you wife" kiss.." just trust me OK, ill make you happy. You said I'm hungry yes I am hungry from you" his voice is husky. He resumes his assault on me.

He lift the hem of the shirt then get inside he slowly kissed my breast from left the right.  Oh no, this is alarming. I need to stop this before I will get carried." oh shit! Alex, please. Fine! I will not leave you just don't do this. Please"

He look up and said "promise?"

I stared into his eyes "I promise"

He stops what he's doing then he stands up. He lifted my body and carried me like a baby.

"Alex put me down," I told him angrily.

"Nope stay still we will go to the kitchen. And we will eat breakfast together." He smiles at me while still carrying me. I sign and give up. He will not listen just wasting my energy to argue with him.

He pulls a chair for me to sit down. Then he puts food on the table. He puts a plate in front of me. I look at him confused? "Only one plate? What about you?" I asked him

He did not reply. He picks me up again. Then he sits on my chair and makes me sit on his lap. Geez... this guy sure is clingy.

"We will share one plate and I will feed you and this will be always our position when we eat," he said smiling at me.

I look at his shock. My eyes might pope right now.

"Alex you will be the death of me. Seriously how are we going to eat properly in this position?" I did not notice a spoonful of food in front of me.

"Open your mouth babe"

"Seriously Alex?"

"Come on I am hungry." He said.

I eat what he feeds. This he began planning something.

"Oh, wife. I want five boys and five girls. Then we will buy a house near the sea so we will have fresh air every day. Then will have pet and blah blah blah",

I sigh then told him.

"You're the most annoying, hard-headed, infuriating, irritating, aggravating, maddening, bothersome, irksome, troublesome, and handsome guy I knew in my entire existing," I told him dramatically.

"Hahahaha but at least you admit I am handsome." He winks at me and laughs like a mad man who continues feeding me.

"Alex I'm full stop feeding me. You can eat it all"

"Nope," he said with a sound of "p"

"I still hate you though"

"Nah you love me. You just admitted it"

"I hate you"

"I love you too wife" then he bend and made a quick kiss on my lips.