Chapter 59: Chapter 59

Chapter 59

Until now I am still confused with Kerzen, it looks like something is wrong, it looks like Kerzen is not telling me anything. I know that since he fell and lost his memory, our relationship has been a bit bad because of Evve. He learned to lie to me. But now I doubt that something is wrong.

Why is Kerzen acting like that? Why does he not want to divorce me. Shouldn't he be happy because he and Evve are free?

I have a lot of questions in my mind. and I feel like I will going crazy if I don't get an answer to all that.

A week has passed and Kerzen has not been going to the hospital for work and I don't know why. He was just watching over us and his son.

I'm here in the kitchen now and Kerzen is behind me. Sitting next to the sink. I ignored him and he had been paying attention to me. Since that night I haven't noticed him.

I don't want to rely on his flowery words. Maybe when I talk to him he will hurt my feelings again. I know that I'm a fragile woman so as long as I can avoid him I will do it. I will not stress myself.

I will think of this child first, I don't want to be stressed.

"How long will you avoid me? I'm sorry wife."

I ignored him. I just kept slicing the onion.

"Notice me, I can't afford to be like this," he said.

Because of my haste it would be an accident I cut my index finger.

He quickly approached me as I sharply stopped what I was doing.

"Fuck!"

He was shocked to see that my index finger was bleeding. He Immediately took my hand.

"I can handle this."

It was said that so he looked at me.

"Let me treat your hand," he said. He took my hand and I quickly pulled it back from his grasp.

"I said I can handle this! Are you deaf?" I shouted at him. He was startled and his hand fell as he bent down.

"I'm sorry."

"I don't want to be stressed right now, I don't want to cry, so can you stay away from me? go to Evve. And if it just because I'm pregnant so you can't leave me alone here, I just wanna say that I can protect and care our son without you."

That is a lie. Because I can't afford not to have him by our side. My children need him. But I don't want to get hurt, I don't want to share with Evve anymore.

I used to be desperate because I was not in the right frame of mind then.

"Are you done? You'll make me happy when we finish treating your wound."

I looked at him. His mouth was shut and his face was spotless with emotion.

His eyes fell on my wound, I just felt his hand holding one of my hands and pulled me out of the kitchen and we walked into our room. And I almost dropped my jaw at what I saw.

Too cluttered here. The T.V. is on the floor and cracked. I've been sleeping in Saber's room for a week.

Why did he scatter and smash things here in our room.

"I'll just clean the housemates later, I'm sorry," he said.

"Don't consume the things here in the room, are you lost because you don't see Evve anymore? You can see her. I won't fucking mind."

I almost froze when he bride lifted me up and we walked to the bed.

"I told you later that I will be treat your wound."

He made me sit on the bed and quickly took the betadine from the drawers along with the cotton.

After he cleaned my index finger, he wrapped my index finger in a white cloth.

My wound didn't hurt much. I would have stood up if he had stopped me.

"This room is cluttered so let me carry you. You might stumble."

I looked at him badly. "What do you think of me useless?" I ask.

"I didn't say that," he said. He even smiled at me.

"Get out of my sight," I said emphatically. But he didn't leave but he frowned at me.

This man is annoying. Can't he see that I don'tt pay attention to him.

"Let me carry you," he said. I sighed.

"What are you waiting for? Lift me up first," he grinned at what I said.

He picked me up and took me back to the kitchen. He made me sit in his seat earlier.

"I will cook," he said. I just stared at him and he laughed softly.

"You're so rude to me," he told me. I stared at him again.

Shit! You're cute.

"Don't talk to me," I replied to him. But he just laughed again.

Annoying.

"You know I can't afford not to talk to you," he said. The strength of the beating of my chest again.

"Why are you torturing me like this? The trouble is, I'm confused." He dropped the knife and approached me.

"Don't stress in yourself," he said.

"Why are you like that? Why are you just playing with my feelings for you? I have a lot of questions in my mind. I ask myself what what is happening? I did. everything but why do you still not like me? I thought ..... I thought you love me? You are deceitful! Now everything is clear to me, I know. But do you know that Instead of making me angry with you, I am still happy because somehow you became close to me ... You have a lot of lies you told me, you always hurt me. But I can't make my self angry because I love you so much."

I catch my breath then when I say that words in front of him. My face are already wet.

"I'm letting you go with her 'cause I know that she can provide you the happiness I want you to have." I was surprised when he suddenly kissed me. After he kissed me he pressed our foreheads together.

"You're my happiness, with Saber and that baby."

He walked away and there I looked at him in astonishment.

There is something wrong.

"I'm confused, isn't Evve the one you want to be with. Aren't you going to be with her? Why are you like that?"

He looked around. What happen?

"Fuck! I can't let you die, with my children. Please trust me. I will fix this problem. I'm sorry if you always cry because of me. You always remember that you are the only woman dear my love."

My tears flowed again when he said that. Should I believe?

"Is there a problem?" I asked him. "Please tell me? For me to believe you!" he shook his head. "Why are we dying? Tell me?" I added.

"I love you so much," he said while smiling.

I'm still confused. What's going on? Does Evve know anything here?

Why do we die?

Is there a threat to our lives? Who?

Fuck!

I was shocked when I heard an explosion outside.

"What's that?!"

"Fuck!"

Kerzen immediately lowered me and took my hand and we went out of the kitchen.

We went straight to Saber's room. I hugged my son who is now crying because of that outburst.

"Stay here, I'll just watch," Kerzen said as his jaw tightened in anger. He came out.

"What happen, mommy?" Saber asked. She stopped crying. .

"I don't know, son. Your daddy is still looking at what exploded, stay calm okay?" my son nodded and hugged me.

When he fell asleep I went out to look for my wife.

I saw Saber's nanny Kath and I immediately approached her.

"What happen? Where is your sir Kerzen?" I immediately ask to the maid.

"He is leaving." she said. How was he able to leave us here?

"Where is he going?" I ask.

"I don't know, but I heard him talking on his phone. Sir Kerzen is very angry," she said.

"All right, look at Saber."

Shee nodded in response, "All right ma'am, the police are coming too," she replied. I just nodded and smiled at her.

It seems like I have an idea of what's going on between Kerzen and me. Fuck!

Poor creature, madly in love at my husband.

The police came and immediately asked me what had happened and if we knew who did it.

"A bitch who needs to be taken to a mental hospital," smiling I told the police who were interviewing me.

"Do you know her?" asked the handsome policeman.

"Hmm. I don't know her. But I always see a woman here wandering around and I know she's going crazy with my husband."

The handsome policeman was stunned by what I said.

"That woman is serious. Don't worry ma'am. We will investigate that, Be careful," he said. I just nodded while smiling.

"What's your name?" I asked him.

"Jhaxx Phloem Mercedez," he introduced. I just smiled at him. Cytozen and jhaxx really matter.

The handsome policeman Jhaxx has left.

"Am I going to kill that policeman?"

To be continued.....