Chapter 32: Chapter 32

Chapter 32

"two weeks ... two weeks I try to forget you, but fuck, you will not be removed from my mind and heart, I told myself I will not let you see me again .... but here I am and talking to you . "he said and dried the grain of tears on his cheek," I'm going to Philippines to forget you .... so I'm here to say goodbye to you, "he continued what he was going to say, well then but there was a part in my body that I do not want him to leave me, I do not want him to forget me ... but it will not work. I smiled wryly at him.

"That's better, so we can forget about each other." I brave to say but deep inside it hurts so much to let go of that word.

"C-can i hug you before i go?" He asked, I nodded.

He quickly hugged me tightly and cried, "I-I can't ... P-please come with me ... we'll go far apart. Let's forget that we're brother and sister-"

"Please let me go, we will get hurt more if we force each other ...Caspian. Have mercy on me, please let me go first because I am already hurting so much in this situation, I want to end everything, I just want to this end. " I said with a broken voice.

"I just want to continue this relationship, but we can't because we're same blood, I'm going insane .... Damn it!" He answer to me.

"Let's move on, for us." That's all I could answer him, and I broke away from his embrace.

"I'll go so far as to forget you, but." He looked at me, "For the last time, C-can I kiss you?" He added and I still couldn't answer he kissed me on the lips, that kiss didn't last long because he himself cut it. "I know I can't kiss you on the lips anymore because it's forbidden, go ahead take care." He said and finally came out,

There were tears falling before I wanted to get rid of them, as if my heart was being torn apart, so much pain.

I just lay down on the bed and covered myself with a blanket and cried.

I heard a knock, just let it go until I could feel someone sitting next to me.

"Get up!" maximo ordered, but I did not listen to him especially when squeezing the pillow. "I just want you to know that the plane that Caspian boarded flew," He said I was even more hurt.

Where can he go? "He did not say where he was going, he just called and said that they should not disturb him uncle and aunt, he also said do not look for him, he will start He said he had a new life, he didn't even bring his credit card." "

"Please shut up!"

"I'm sorry!" when he apologized, I sat down and hugged him.

"What are your plans for life?" he asked, I broke away when I hugged him.

"From now on, I will focus on learning first, and fulfill all my dreams." I said with a smile.

"That's better, go ahead and take a bath because your siblings and your mommy were looking for you earlier." He said,

"I can only bathe at home." I said. he laughed.

"There is a goat breed my cousin. "He teased.

"I'm not your cousin."

"How can you tell?" he asked with a mischievous smile on his face.

"I just feel it."

"You're hurting me." he dramatized and pulled me out of the room.

"Whose house is this?" I will ask.

"to the neighbor." he replied sarcastically. "I'm probably going to take you here if I don't own it? I might have fallen in jail because of being a drunkard." He told me.

"I'm sorry." I said, shaking his head before getting into his car. wow I wasn't even opened.

"Get in, don't wait for me to open you, you're not my chicks." he snorted. really stupid.

WHEN I was able to go to mommy's house, the person who greeted me hugged me, it's yugo. He hugged me.

at those times I let them know that I was strong, I did not cry in front of them, I did not want them to see me hurt because they were hurt.

I immediately went straight to the room and muttered, I do not want them to ask, because I might cry in front of them. I don't want that to happen. I don't want them to see me as a fool.

AFTER ten years, I was busy studying, I did not even go out anywhere to be happy during those ten years until I finished, and became a full-fledged doctor, I did nothing to those It's been years since I started working, but finally now I'm really a doctor.

"Doctor, is my son okay?" The patient's mother asked, I smiled at her.

"Her fever has gone down now ma'am, you just continue what you are doing to her so that you can go home." smiling if the answer, the lady smiled.

"Thanks doc."

"It's gone." I answered and said goodbye, I still have patients going.

I did not even have sleep, as many patients as now have come, and all have fever, because they have been bitten by dengue.

when I entered my office I came across maximo's friends, the helpless in life.

"Hi doctor, I have something to check up, my heart is beating so fast." ani vincent,

"Should I buy a coffin huh?" I asked, I am tired now and they are there now to confuse me.

"Your hars on me," Vincent said. I just smiled.

"By the way, all of you what are you doing in my kingdom?" I will ask.

They were carrying plastic bags, "We went to Starbucks and bought the right food, because we knew that at this time you could not eat." Denver said, they are very kind to me. and for ten years I had no friends but them.

"So my dear couzin, eat that." It was lysander.

"Yes." It's was Cyrus.

"All right, put that on my table," I said, as they put down what they were carrying.

'After all, you bought a lot, can you join me? so that I can finish it all. "I said. it was as if they were children who nodded and sat in front of me, really young minds.

"Your birthday is near Shishi, where do you want to party? My new band that sings at the bar, there are more probably chicks. "said cyrus.

"All right, I'm really the same." I said, I want to watch that band.

They left, and I'm back to work, I still have a lot to finish before I go, maybe it's time for me to be happy, I'm tired of being sad. i just want to end this stupid pain. Maybe I'm the only one who feels this power, maybe he have a family now. why do I think that even though he doesn't have a wife we still can't be, I guess I want to slap myself he is my brother after all. And that's hurt the hell out of me.

TO BE CONTINUE ...