Chapter 51: Chapter 51

Constance point of view:

The day in school… Well, I don't know what to say. I was treated with the utmost respect that I couldn't even have imagined. Both the teacher's and the students were all good to me.

The only person I stick around with is my best friend Jocelyn. She was the one that had been there for me even before this new found fame.

During lunch, lots of food was brought to my table by different students both male and female. My husband not only has fangirls, he also has fanboys and it seems ridiculous to me. I thought it was only girls that do these crazy fan stuff. Yeah, boys can be a fan to their favorite celebrities but not to go all crazy for them like girls do but in the case of my husband, I saw crazy fanboys. They were doing everything possible to get my attention. I don't know what was on their mind, did they think that if I became their friend, they would be able to get close to my husband anytime they want…. Well, I believe that was their thought.

I'm convinced because Jocelyn has seen my husband more than two times even before the public appearance. I introduced her to my husband and we had dinner together in the mansion with grandfather and Hannah. Others didn't join us. With their hateful gazes I'm sure they do not like how beautiful me and my husband's relationship is going.

What's their problem? They were once married and I was sure that they had a good relationship with their husbands. Melinda who is still married to her husband is living happily with him, I can see it. If they are happy in their marriage, why won't they let me be happy. Well, I don't care about them. No matter the hateful gazes they shot me, they won't ever take away my happiness. My husband and I will build our marriage and strengthen our bond, nothing can ever break it. We will love each other and be happy forever.

Jocelyn's mother and her brother were also there to have dinner with us. It was such a fun night. Though my husband always has this cold aura that frightens people making it difficult for Jocelyn and her family to relax during the diner, I did my best to make sure he put a smile on that cold face of his.

I myself don't even know when I started looking over that cold face, like I'm no longer scared of it like I was in the beginning. Maybe it's because he has shown me how much he loves me and we have shared intimacy too. I'm now certain that he can never hurt me nor intimidate me so his cold face is nothing to me. Also, he doesn't wear that look when he's with me, though he did in the past but not anymore.

Whenever he's with me, his face is always bright and full of love. But when with others, his face will be mean as ever. I think I know why it is so. I'm sure he's putting that countenance so that people won't take advantage of him and he will be able to command power even without action.

When I was able to bring out my husband's soft side during the dinner, Jocelyn and her family were able to relax and become comfortable around my husband. They even had conversations, especially how they love their music. He and Jocelyn's mother talked about business. He admired Jocelyn's mother. She's a strong single mother that has made a name for herself in the business world without letting anyone intimidate her.

They spoke much about business and even plan on setting a partnership between themselves. I'm glad that my family and Jocelyn's family could be business partners and friends.

Hannah was also free to speak to my husband. I had noticed that not just Hannah, other female members of the family are always afraid of my husband's presence talkmore of putting up a conversation with him.

Even Kevin and Ryan don't have a conversation with him but I think theirs is not more about fear, the three are more like enemies than family.

Grandfather has told me that the reason he forced them all to live together in one mansion. The reason is that he wants them to love themselves as family. He wants them to unite and care for each other. Poor grandfather, his wishes were not made true. Though they all live under the same roof, they are like strangers and they couldn't love themselves but grandfather told me that he had never lost hope. He believes that one day, his family will be united with love.

I also wished the same. I tried talking to my husband about it but he carefully ended the discussion.

“Baby, just forget about those people. They are not my family and will never be," he said last night when I was speaking with him about making peace with his brothers.

“Honey, they are your family. They are your blood. No matter how you try to deny it, they will always be your family because blood is thicker than water. I wish that I have brothers like you do. I will make sure to be at peace with them. My parents only gave birth to me and I don't have any cousins, I don't even know my other relatives because my parents never talked about them to me. I was sad. I don't want our children to feel the same in the future. They will definitely want to have a good relationship with their other family members like I wanted with mine but my parents didn't give me that chance." I added.

I was confused when he smiled and kissed my lips. What's wrong with him, did what I said sound funny? I bet no.

“You called me honey and spoke about our future children. It sounds so sweet in my ears." I blushed. This husband of mine is unbelievable. Here I am, talking about an important issue and he's more concerned about me calling him honey and talking about our future children.

Now that I've realized what I said… I blushed harder. I have never called him a pet name though he wanted me to but I was shy to do so and now I effortlessly said it and also spoke about having children. The first day he called me baby, I was so nervous about the public appearance but afterwards, I couldn't help but blush.

Well, we will definitely have children. I believe that I'm not too young to be a mother. I'm already twenty and I think I want to be a mother. I hope to be a good mother to my kids, I will definitely make sure to be.

“For us to have kids, we need to do the thing every day. Don't you think so?" His voice was so sexy and made my cheeks red as tomato.

I never knew that my husband is naughty but these past days that we were trying to build our relationship, I realized it. He seems not to get enough of that thing, he loves doing it always.

He tried kissing me but I took my face away. “I'm sure this is your way of escaping from our discussion." I told him.

He frowned a bit. “Baby, I don't want to talk about those people. Even if I try to make peace with them, they won't need it. So just forget about them."

He tried kissing me again but I stopped him. “Why can't you make peace with them… I mean why can't they accept the peace? Did something happen in the past?" I asked. I felt like something must have happened in the past though no one wants to talk about it. That could be the only reason the family is not living in peace.

He sighed and replied, “Our fathers were never at peace. Kevin's father was part of the people that plotted my parents death. Him and his wife are as greedy as Ryan's parents. Baby, they are all the same. They don't love me… I mean we don't love each other and we will be fooling ourselves if we pretend to love each other. Kevin wants me dead so why should I love the person that doesn't love me and wants me dead.

“Yeah, in the past I tried but they never welcomed my love and when I found out that Kevin's father was part of my parent's murder, the love I have for them died. Ryan's father also wants my father dead because he's more successful than them but it looks like Kevin's father was ahead of him and killed my father. Funny enough, they both also died but that was years later. I was angry because Kevin's father didn't go to jail for killing my parents, he found a way to cover his sins up. I don't know why grandfather is trying to make us one family when he knows that we don't love each other and can never be one family."

After listening to his story, I understood his point. He was down with sadness after telling his story. I needed to cheer him up so I kissed his lips. As expected, it did cheer him up.

His sad face lit up in a smile. I guess getting him out of a bad mood wasn't that hard to do. I didn't intend on kissing him further,I just gave him a peck on the lips so that he would feel better but that husband of mine took that as an initiative to kiss me deeply and that was how we ended up having sex that night even though I didn't plan for it. But I actually enjoyed it.

“Ma'am, we are already home." I was jolted by Jake's voice. I was so lost in my thoughts, smiling like a fool that I didn't know that we had arrived home.

I hope that Jake didn't see me smiling sheepishly as I was thinking about the intimate moments with my husband.

I was glad that my husband listened to me and didn't sack Jake for his mistake. Jake is responsible and I love him to be my driver, I wouldn't ask for anyone else. It was just one mistake I knew that he won't repeat again.

“Hmmm," I said as I stepped down from the car. My husband told me that he has a surprise for me tonight and I wonder what it is. Well, I'm eager to see the surprise.