Chapter 42: Chapter 42

"Kayden, are we there yet?" Heaven kept on asking, as she sat in the front seat of the car. With her hands clutching on to that of Kayden's.

"We are not, you are grabbing me so tightly. How do you expect me to drive like this?" He complained to her.

"Why won't I hold on to you? We have been driving for the past three months, the place we are going to, does it take a lifetime to get there?" She frowned her face, letting go of his arm.

He looked at her, feeling uneasy that she had let go of him so quickly, so he took her hand back and put it on his again.

"Huh?" She raised her head, to look at him, with those innocent eyes that drove him crazy.

"We, sorry I mean, I have only been driving for three hours, not three months. You should know this, you just like to overreact sometimes" he faked a smile.

"Oh Kayden, whether three months or three hours….my a*s hurts" she rested her head on his shoulder, not caring that they were on the road.

"I'm sorry princess, it's just that the airport is quite a distance from this place" he was unhappy as well.

"I don't want your a*s to hurt. I haven't smashed into it yet" he let out an evil smile.

She immediately disengaged herself from him, staring at him like a thief in the night. And threw her weight back on him.

"Heaven" he whispered her name. He didn't understand the feeling he was having inside, it was a bit strange. He wasn't lusting over her, he wasn't horny, and yet he wanted her presence as he enjoyed being around her.

"Yes," she replied, licking her lips seductively.

He didn't know what to say, or why he called her name. But, it just felt right to him.

The awkward silence between them was getting more and more intense. Heaven was having the strange feeling as well, she didn't know what pushed her to do it. But she jumped on him, k*ssing him so immensely with her tongue smashing on his.

Kayden didn't hold back, as he stopped the car, adjusting the car seat to be a bit more backward. She sat on him, with her legs spread apart.

With her hands enveloped around his head, and his hands firmly on her waist. She k*ssed him so passionately.

This k*ss was different from their other k*sses, this wasn't sexually driven but it was intense.

She finally let go of his lips, and she did nothing but stare at him.

She licked her lips, savoring the taste of his, in her mouth.

"Stop" Kayden whispered, she didn't know that her actions were doing crazy things to him. They were driving him nuts, and….he just couldn't handle so many feelings at the same time.

She had enough of him pushing her away, of him telling her not to come too close to him.

She didn't know what this feeling was, but all she knew was that she wanted him so much. If only he could just let her have him the way she wanted.

"Please Kayden…please don't say no. Is something wrong with me? I'm I not attractive? Why do you keep rejecting me over and over?" She asked him, with such a sad voice, and a tear almost escaping from her left eye.

"No, Heaven I am not rejecting you. I am only protecting you" He whispered to her, playing with some strands of her hair, as she sat on him.

"Protecting me from what?" She refused to understand what he was trying to tell her. She didn't even want to listen to him, all she knew was that she wanted him. He could say any other thing to her after she get him.

"From the demon in me," he confessed, looking away from her.

"I am okay with the Demon in you. You can be Satan for all I care, I just want you" she replied to him, sounding so desperate.

He had never seen her like this before, he could barely read her thoughts, as a lot of things had clouded her mind.

"You are making a big mistake" he tried to scare her off. But the more he did that, the more she wanted to be close to him.

Gosh, she was making this decision hard for him.

"What if I say I love you?" She asked him, with her lips shaking, as she said the last three words. He looked at her slowly, and then looked away.

"Will you love me back?" She asked him again, and she didn't get an answer. She looked away in disappointment, as she was about to come down from him.

"Love doesn't exist to me.

Unfortunately, people like me are not allowed to fall in love with anyone.

Because, all we do is hurt them, just the way I hurt you" he stopped her from coming down, as he tightened his grip on her waist.

"You won't hurt me that much. You are better than a lot of guys out there" she tried to defend him, from himself.

"I'm glad you think that. But, things are not always as they appear" he pressed his lips, using his thumb to play with her lips…

"I don't know what else to say" she was discouraged, and he brought her body closer to his.

"I know what you want. I want that as well, but for now. I still feel like you are very fragile, and hence I cannot take you as I wish.

But I will make sure you get a lot of pleasure when we finally get to our destination" he made her a promise, a promise he knew how to keep.

"Are you sure?" She asked him, keeping an innocent face like a little child.

"Yes, I am" he smiled at her, rubbing his palm against her cheeks and caressing her as he pleased.