Chapter 90: Chapter 90
The moment Khushi opened her eyes she found herself in her apartment, her head aching like hell and to her surprise Arnan was sleeping on the chair beside her, holding her hands tightly.
"Ahh! My head is aching badly. What happened to me?", The moment Khushi questioned herself, all the memories started flashing in front of her eyes and she started shivering in fear.
Khushi looked around her, checking if she was still there at the hotel or if it was her own bedroom in fear.
" I.. My.. Oh! No...", Khushi put her palm on her mouth to stop herself from screaming and tears started flowing continously from her eyes, remembering the incident and that man who tried to rape her.
Khushi removed her hand from Arnan slowly, trying not to wake him up and went towards the washroom immediately.
She looked at herself in the mirror from top to bottom and her own image started talking to her from the mirror.
Khushi's image : Your horrible past did not let you be pure, girl. Today, you have lost everything, your virginity, your respect, your purity. Shame on you. You wanted to share your every first with your husband. But it seems like your bad omen will never let you marry a man who you always dreamt of.
Khushi : No.. No.. Don't say these things. It's not my fault. I did not do anything. I tried to protect myself from the monster but...
Khushi's image : But what? You failed in that. You not only failed in that, you failed in your life Khushi. His touch will remain on your body forever. Not only on your body but on your heart to hurt you remembering the incident, forever.
Khushi : Nooooooo.... I.. I will never let this happen.
With that Khushi started throwing water on the mirror and the mirror got blurry and her image finally stopped talking to her.
"No.. I.. No.. I will not let his touch remain on my body forever. I will remove it."Khushi stuttered and started searching for a scrubber here and there.
The moment her eyes landed on the scrubber she immediately picked it up and started rubbing it on her whole body remembering how that monster treated her badly, from dragging her like a sack to throwing her on the bed without her consent and talking dirty things to her making her feel like hell.
Red bruises formed on her body due to continuous rubbing but she did not stop herself from doing that because this pain was very small for her in front of the pain she experienced a few hours ago.
Finally, when her hands started shaking due to the wounds and the intolerable pain, the scrubber from her hand fell on the floor and she went towards the shower to remove every single touch of that monster who made her happy life hell in just a few minutes.
She turned on the cold shower and sat there without blinking her eyes. Remembering the horrible moments, made her cry continuously.
The cold water drops touching her body could not lessen her pain and she rested her head on her knees as her head started aching badly but she did not move an inch from there making her body suffer. Her body was becoming cold with each passing time but she was not in her senses anymore to feel or see anything.
"I.. I really want to die now. From my childhood I was searching for love in my life. No matter how difficult the situation was in front of me I never gave up because I felt giving up without trying was being cowardly.
My life was full of miseries but I always hoped that one day everything will change and love will fill my life with happiness but my fate proved me wrong. It proved to me that my life was useless and of no use for me. So the only possible option in front of me is to give up. It's time for me to say goodbye to this world. Maybe in heaven, I will find my peace, my love, my happiness which I always craved for, from my childhood. I will end my life now as I have no one whom I could call mine.
I am sorry father, but I couldn't keep your promise. Please forgive me for that. ", Khushi talked to herself in her heart, sitting there in the cold shower.
Her situation was turning worse but she did not move an inch from her position. She was remembering all the incidents of her past and present, without blinking her eyes, which made her cry even more.
She started shivering badly, her skin started fading its color, her swollen eyes continuously crying making her situation worse.
When suddenly the door opened, Khushi could not see who was there as her vision got blurred due to tears in her eyes but the person was saying something to her which she could not hear properly.
But she noticed that the water stopped coming on her body from the shower. It seemed like that person turned off the shower.
She felt like she was in the air when she finally realized that Arnan picked her in bridal style in his arms tightly and moving towards her bedroom.
Abeer wrapped her up in a towel instantly and put a towel around her wet hairs too and then he started searching for her clothes in her wardrobe. He picked up a night suite and went towards her, forwarding her the clothes in her direction to change her wet clothes immediately.
But Khushi was not taking it nor reacting. She was like a statue in front of him, making him worried more.
"Oh no, if she does not change her clothes she will get sick. But she was not reacting to anything then how would I make her do it, now?", Abeer talked to himself, concerned and worried expression both, clearly visible on his face. "But I can't let her be like this, if she will not do it by herself then I have left with only one option to change her clothes myself." He added.