Chapter 86: Chapter 86

I stayed on the balcony following his car leaving. He didn't look back once after he left my room as if I no longer existed in his eyes. As if I didn't matter so much anymore. I felt rejected.

At this thought my heart froze, bringing my trembling hand to my neck. According to Elsa, no matter what your feelings are, once your predestined mate has been chosen, no matter if you have loved another before, once your heart accepts this union in front of the moon goddess, whether you are marked and become lovers if one of the partners acts inappropriately and the other rejects him, the first will be struck with a curse and will be injected with a thorn by the goddess as a punishment.

A horrible curse that gnaws at him painfully little by little until his death. I swallowed, my alpha and I have already marked each other, I accepted that he is mine and I am his, we are lovers and we share something more than carnal. I love him and I know he loves me.

So if he rejects me knowing that he has the right to do so, I will be struck by this accursed curse and I will surely die. I swallowed wrong.

Not that this is the reason why I have so much pain because of the coldness of my alpha, but I must admit that the idea of ​​dying in excruciating pain, because I was rejected does not delight me with mas

I want to cry just to imagine it but at the same time what could I do? Tell the truth to my alpha?

Uh listen, my love, you see, I'm the Shield of Rain's Alpha grandchild and the reason I meet Jessy so often isn't because he and I are having an affair; no it's just that I come to this city to take revenge on the Soul Moons who could potentially be your pack and I want to kill your Alpha with my own hands. Yes, I am also half alfe.

I looked down, sighing at the absurdity of my thoughts. Here is my dilemma, one thing is sure, in both cases I am dead. Once after revealing the truth to my sweet lover, he will kill me and if I keep hiding the truth from him, he will reject me and I will suffer the thorn.

Either way, I'm dead and no one can do anything for me. I'm strictly forbidden to tell the truth to my alpha but I can't bring myself to lose him. I sighed while going to sleep hoping that the night would calm my beloved's anger and that tomorrow this story will only be a sad past.

Finally, I dream of color.

I woke up and found no messages as usual. My alpha has a habit of sending me a message every morning to wish me a pleasant day regardless of whether we spent the night together. But today nothing, not even a simple cold hello, he ignores me and makes me feel it in the worst way. However, I took my cell phone to send him messages. If he does not come to me, I will go to him.

It was a good plan at first but after more than thirty unanswered but read messages, I'm starting to worry. Is he really that put off by me? I now feel very bad. What can I do to make amends? Does Elsa know where he lives so I can apologize? But will he receive me well? I looked at my cell phone with a feeling of deep torment coming over me. I could now understand how Chad felt when he texted me and I purposely ignored them. It hurts like hell.

I texted again before going into the bathroom to get ready for work as it was almost time. Only a few minutes later I ran into the room to see if he answered my message, my thirty-first. I took my phone to realize that it had another "VU". However, with this one, I would have thought that it would soften him.

[ My sweetheart, I love you more than anything in the world, if I hurt you it was not my intention and I ask your forgiveness. I know my actions sound ambiguous but there is nothing suspicious about it, you know I will never do anything to harm you so please reply to my messages. I don't even know why you are doing this if only you told me the reason... I love you, I miss you]

I think that post was pretty good, right? There's no reason to keep that anger in him but no, he ignored me again. I sighed deciding to get dressed.

When I came out of my room, I ran into Paméla, who was frightened when she saw me.

Pamela had the impression of having a ghost in front of her, so Sophia looked like the living dead with her morose face and her pale complexion. She had huge dark circles like bags under her eyes and she had no makeup or hair. It was scary as hell.

" Uh, Sophia, how are you?"

I looked up blankly at Pamela as she made a scared face.

" Yes, I'm doing well."

" It can't be seen at all... do you want me to fix your hair and do your make-up?"

I sighed, what's the use?

It's no use being flirtatious today, why would I want to be desired when the man I love doesn't want me and makes it clear to me? It's no use, I prefer to keep this look of horror which corresponds to my state of mind and my future sentimental state.

" No thank you ... that's fine I have to go, have a nice day …"

Pamela didn't answer for a long moment before she just nodded seeing Sophia leave with sad eyes.

" Honestly, what are you playing Greg? I thought that with Sophia you would leave your cold and distant character but now you are behaving like this cold monster that you have always been even with her…"

Pamela felt Rayan's hand on her shoulder before turning to look at him.

" don't directly condemn poor Greg like that... You don't know what could have happened between them and you say directly that it's his fault? Don't judge things too quickly, Greg is madly in love with this girl and has been for a long time, he's not the kind of vicious person who would deliberately hurt the people he loves."

"So you mean it's Sophia's fault?"

" I didn't say that but of the two I think it's her who could act in such a way as to hurt Greg…"

A vein exploded on Pamela's forehead and broke free from her alpha's embrace.

" But of course, you defend your cousin so quickly, has it ever occurred to you that this guy is mistaken in his approach with Sophia? To hide his identity from him, to give him only what he wants in the quantity he wants. He treats her as his object and does not realize it. How would a so-called love guy refuse to introduce himself to his girlfriend officially, continuing to hide his identity like this? Oh I know it's tricky but it's about his mate, he fucks her whenever he wants but can't tell her who he is? It's frankly unhealthy my man, I do not condone it. Sophia must love him deeply to accept him as her alpha but also as a lover because it's mean to do that to her girlfriend. But no, the guy continues to make her miserable, making her sad. Go fuck yourself assholes."

Pamela raised her middle finger in the air in front of Rayan's dumbfounded face before turning to her car.

" But why am I getting yelled at?"

He scratched his head before sighing. Frankly, women... They are too touchy and it's tiring.