Chapter 19: Chapter 19
"Baby, forget him. Just focus yourself with me. Let's just live a simple life together, with our future babies. We can be happy as long as we are together we do not need a luxurious life." I remembered that was his last words before he died because of me of course.
Simple life my ass. I'm so fed up living a simple life, I'm done being an average civilian, and I'm so tired of being an employee. It's just does not suitable for me. A goddess like me should be worshiped, should be put in the pedestal and I should be the boss not an employee. Being Federico's queen is the best position for me. I should be his other half no other but me. So I am ready to do whatever it takes to have my throne.
"Do you have any idea about the baby, sissy?" I asked to change the topic and for Lizzie's attention to be diverted so she will not think of something about what she heard from me earlier.
"Well based on what I heard his son is 1 year and six months old. He will turn two this year. I am not sure when." Lizzie replied.
I nod my head and a brilliant idea came across my smart brain. I turned my back on Lizzie so she will not see my evil smile because of the plan that I am thinking of doing. Then I turned around to face her with my sweet smile that makes my face more angelic. I know I look like an angel and no one will ever think that I am a demon in disguise.
"You know what, sissy. It really breaks my heart that Federico's son was abandoned by her own mother. She don't have any idea that it was my biggest dream to be the mother of Federico's children." I said while wiping my tears.
Yes I master the art of acting though I am not an actress. It's my inborn talent to shed tears anytime I want to.
"Sissy, don't cry." Lizzie then hugged me while giving me a backrub.
I roll my eyes feeling annoyed with her overreacting reaction. I then simply release myself from her embrace, to stop myself from pushing her.
"I want to be his mother, I want to take care of him. Maybe that will make Federico forgive me right, what do you think?" I asked.
She nodded as a sign that she agrees with my idea.
"You are really smart, sissy. For sure Federico will forgive you and you are innocent in the first place. You are just a victim because of that guy who is so obsessed with you." Lizzie said and anger is really shown on her face.
"Thank you sissy. Well, I am not just doing it for Fred but also for the child. Loving and taking care of him like my own child is sincere and comes from my heart." I said.
Lizzie eyes sparkled with admiration towards me. She once again hugged me which makes me pissed again.
"You are really kind, sissy. You are such an angel." she said
Lizzie does not know anything about my affair with Mark. All she knows is that he is my childhood friend and he is obsessed with me. I told her that he came to my apartment and tried to rape me that is when Federico came and thought I was cheating on him so I will appear like a victim in Lizzie's eyes.
I tried to explain to Federico but he did not listen to me, apart from that Mark is poisoning his mind that we had an affair. Lizzie now has her sympathy on me. She is helping me with all her best. She has no idea that I killed Mark by paying a professional killer in exchange of a steamy s*x of one month. He did a good job without putting too much effort. Killing Mark was just a piece of cake for him.
Because of that I have to endure his smell, his ugly face and his calloused rough skin since his mission was successfully accomplished. However, I admire his word of honor, after a month he never bothered me and never showed up his face even his shadow which I am thankful of.
Mark is in my way so I did not hesitate to end his life and that woman whoever she is she should stay wherever she is if she wants to live longer. And Federico's child, well, I am not sure yet as of now but he better behave because I will not hesitate to kill an innocent life if he gets in my way.
“Thank you, sissy. If only Federico will open his heart and hear me out. I am innocent sissy. He has no idea how much I love him. I am the victim here.” I said as I continue shedding my fake tears.
“Sissy, I hope that Mark will show up. He is the one who can testify that you are innocent right?" she said.
“He will never show up. He tried to rape me, if he will do that then he will be convicted. Fred will never let anyone get away with it. But I really do hope that will happen so he will know the truth and will come back to me.” I said.
I am trying my best not to laugh with my made up scripts. How can Mark show up when he died already. Dead man tells no tales. This Lizzie is really stupid, I want to shout at her face that she is so dumb. If that is really the real case of course, Mark will not show up and admit to Federico that he raped me.
“Oh, I am so sad sissy. I really felt sorry for you.” Lizzie said and once again hugged me.
“You know what sissy, it is like a blessing in disguise that Fred came because Mark was not able to rape me successfully but what breaks my heart is that instead of protecting me Fred thought that I cheated on him. It's just so unfair.” I said as I continue to cry my heart out.
I really want to push this woman who is so close to me and hugging me tightly. Like I really hate her unsmooth skin against mine. Like I literally want to vomit right now but I need to endure as I have to look like a damsel in distress in her eyes. So I continued my drama and played my victim role in full excellence. I am so qualified to win an award as a best actress right now.
=Sarsi=