Chapter 35: Chapter 35

Jessie's POV

As soon as my eyes opened, my eyes immediately scanned the room that I'm currently in.

A relieved sigh escaped my lips as I saw the sleeping figure of Yohan on the couch.

Images of what happened on the elevator flashes before me, how those stupid girls tried to beat me up.

I remember hearing Yohan's voice before I passed out. Did he actually come to save me?

I bite my lower lip as I try to sit down on the bed.

The room looks familiar but I'm definitely sure this isn't my unit, my room nor my stepdad or real mom's house. We're now back in the boys’ unit, and judging from the interior, I am currently in Yohan's room.

Once I saw his face, guilt started to eat through me as I realize how I was occupying his bed when he just came from a long journey and series of concerts.

I removed the blanket that was covered in my body before moving towards him and placing it in his peaceful state.

I grunt as I notice the bruises on my arms and probably, I also have a few on my face.

The fact that he had seen me like this makes me feel like I've disappointed him. Ever since, he had never failed to make me feel love. And since then, I know he was trying so hard to help me get over my fears and aloofness to people.

He always makes sure to remind me that I am not alone, that everybody cares for me as much as I care for them.

And I'm failing to remember that every time.

He had always been considerate and somehow, I feel like he deserves so much more.

God knows that I was trying but doing that for almost twenty years makes it harder for me to change.

Why can't I just be me?

But then, I also think that maybe, I wasn't really that person but the person that was made because I didn't stand up for myself.

I crouch down a few spaces before him so I can study his face.

Did he cry?

My hand brushes the locks of his hair as I stare at his beauty.

Sometimes I envy how crystal clear his skin looks. He may be pale for some but I love every bit of him, even the way his words slurs when he is talking.

You are so lucky Kim Jessie for having a Min Yohan.

A smile crept at the corner of my lips.

I felt my throat getting dry so I decided to go out of the room.

Once outside, I was greeted by the boys going wild in the living room.

Vash and Jake were dancing like crazy while Haiden was singing on a mic.

Rome was rolling on the floor while Josh in flying multiple kisses on everyone.

Are they on V-live or they're just being their usual selves?

By the time I've spent with them, I've come to realize that they were really consisted of some weird bunch of people.

I can still remember the first day I met them. They were all piled up like a pancake on the floor except for Yohan.

I shake my head in laughter. But then I realized that there are only five of them while Yohan is in his room.

The pink-haired guy was missing.

Jason was nowhere to be found, probably in the restroom or something.

How can these boys have so much energy when they just had a hectic schedule?

I really admire their passion on what they are doing. It goes to show that the things that they are doing right now is what really makes them happy.

Ever since I attended their concert and played with them on stage, I felt a sudden outburst of inspiration.

I want to make people happy. If the music that I am making with the boys makes people feel happy and all kinds of emotions, I feel like everything is worth it and my life had been more meaningful.

Before I can even move, Haiden oppa noticed my presence and he quickly moved towards my direction with a cheeky grin on his face as he gave me the mic.

"What?" I chuckled at him but he still moved the mic closer to my lips urging me to continue singing.

This little ball of sunshine.

Once the boys saw me, they started cheering for me. But before I can even start singing, I felt a hand on my arm and in a split second, my body turned towards the other direction and my face was greeted by the very first person I saw when I woke up.

And judging by the look on his face, he is definitely not in a good mood.

"Yohan..." I whispered.

Once the boys noticed him, the music abruptly stopped.

"Why did you guys stoppe-"

I almost choked on my saliva when my eyes landed on the newly arrived Jason, with only a towel hanging on his waist, drips of water still coming from his wet hair.

"Yah, Jason!"

"Are you crazy?"

"You're dead, hyung!"

I heard the boys saying altogether.

Once his eyes landed on me, he quickly covered his body the same time that I covered my face.

"If I ever see you roaming around this unit looking like that again Park Jason, I will cut that junior of yours." I heard Min Yohan screeched and Park Jason immediately runs back to his room.

A chuckle escaped my lips as I heard the contagious laugh of Josh oppa.

Soon enough, I felt Yohan's hands on mine as he gently pulled me back to his room.

"Use protection hyung!" I heard Rome oppa screaming and again, I had to cover my face in embarrassment. The rest of the boys laughing.

These boys.

"Don't mind them." Yohan screeched and soon enough, he had already closed the door.

Once the door was locked, a scream almost escapes my lips as I felt my body being lifted from the ground, my hands automatically wrapped around his neck for support as he carry me to his bed.

"Yohan..." I gulped.

Shit. What are we going to do? I'm not ready for this.

My cheeks blushed at the thought.

Yohan and I had already had a few make out sessions but we know when to stop.

He's not thinking of doing something right now, is he?

My hands automatically reached for his blanket as I cover myself. My cheeks getting redder and redder.

After seeing my reaction, Yohan's brows furrowed with a confused expression before it slowly turned into a grin which ended up with a full blown laughter.

I pouted.

"What are you laughing at?" I asked as I sat down on his bed, closer to where he sat.

"Yeah, what were you thinking earlier? Your face is really red," he said in between laughter.

"Thinking how ugly you are and who I will have the boys as a replacement.” I scoffed, trying to hide my embarrassment from earlier.

He flicked my forehead and I grunted in pain.

"Ahhh...." I whispered. "Yahhh!" I scowled at him.

"Don't think about hitting on the boys. You're off limits and you're only mine in case that wasn't clear to you."

My jaw dropped on the floor as he I saw him grinning in front of me.

"And I'm pretty sure the boys won't hit on you anyways if they know what's good for them." he chuckles as his hands reached up to cup my face.

He stares straight through my eyes. The beating of my heart getting crazier.

I love you, Min Yohan.

His eyes glistened and my heart did a little somersault.

"Why?" I asked worriedly.

He shakes his head as he bites his lower lip.

Will it be so weird for me to get turn on at the sight of him even though he looked so worried?

"Jessie, promise me you won't let this thing happen to you again. Or I'd end up staying by your side or you'll going to have to marry me so I can take you wherever you go. Your choice." he muttered and I swear I almost fainted.

But then he still looked serious.

A sigh escaped my lips.

"I know and I'm sorry I've disappointed you again. But trust me, I'm trying." I told him as I lift my other hand to brush the hair covering his eyes.

"I'm getting there Yohan. Thank you for being so patient." I added. "I promise I will be better, for you..."

A smile flashes on his beautiful face and before I knew it, he had already pulled me closer, his lips crashing into mine.

I was caught up in surprise, my eyes widen and I felt my whole world stopped.

His soft lips continued moving and I can feel my insides burning. Before I can even respond, the door suddenly burst open.

"Hyung! Can I borro-oh shit!"

I quickly pushed Yohan away from me and covered my face in embarrassment.

"Close the fucking door Park Jason!" Yohan growled and the door slammed shot close and soon enough, Yohan's laugh echoed inside the room as he pulled me closer to his chest.

"Stop laughing." I pouted.

His hand landed on my chin, lifting it up on the process.

"But I was serious about marrying you, Jessie." and then he gave me another peck on the lips.

Shoot. I can never get use to this. But I am not complaining either.

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