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Chapter 46: Chapter 46

KIERA’S P.O.V

I insisted on having some energy tonight when I got home. I don't want my twin to see me sad. They will definitely ask me questions and do anything to tease me.

“Listen to your heart Kiera. What does it say? If you really don't like Jayar anymore, tell him you don't love him anymore. ‘Don’t hurt yourself.’

I was shaken when I remembered what Esan had said. What is my heart saying? All I know is, anger is contained in it. But why every time I push the man I hate away, the anger I feel slowly disappears. Should I really accept him back into my life after all he did? Does he really deserve a second chance? What if he hurts me again? What if it leaves like a useless thing? I don't want to experience them. Stop. But why is the whisper in the corner of my heart to forgive him?

I bit my lip. No, I can't forgive. Maybe when I do that, I might go back to where I used to be. The former Kiera fool in love.

After I changed into house clothes, I headed to my twin’s room. As usual, they had fun playing two. There is really no end to their fun as siblings.

"Ate!" Mela hurriedly ran.

"Why?" I looked at him nervously. The thief may have entered us with the reaction on his face.

“Someone gave you teddy bears and chocolates. Look, Ate! ” Mela almost dragged me down. But before that, I loaded Erson first and Mela loaded Jaysan.

“Who is sending—” I didn't finish what I was about to say when I saw the huge stuff toys that the delivery boys had entered. I can now build a Stuff toys shop. They are classy in size and cute. It flashed through my mind that Jayar did it so my heart couldn't help but beat.

When the delivery boy handed me a bunch of flowers and I read the letter written there.

Kiera,

I am sorry. I’m sorry I hurt you. I hurt myself by hurting you. I can’t change the past and what I have done. But all I can say is that I won't do the same mistake I have done no matter what happens. I know how stupid I am but please give me a second chance to put things right. My mistake has changed everything. It has broke our relationship. Please I’m begging you to come back. Give me a chance to prove how much I love you. I love you so much Kiera.

My eyes watered when I finished reading it. The content of the letter penetrated my heart. Am I ready to forgive him? Am I ready to accept his love? But the question that was playing in my mind stopped when someone spoke at the door after the flower deliverers left.

"Kiera."

I wiped the tears from my eyes when I looked up. I saw him standing in the doorway. The eyes that used to penetrate the soul are dim when you stare. He smiled and then I just noticed that he was with someone.

Si Jai!

The previous tears that I wiped away spontaneously welled up in my eyes. I can not move. My tears just kept falling. Is what I see true? Here in front of me is my son who has been separated from me for four years. He is big and a very handsome child.

My lips quivered as I said his name. I wanted to approach him and hug him but my knees were shaking and I couldn’t even take that step. I saw him slowly approach me and stop in front of me. Just now I noticed that my handsome baby was crying.

"Mommy!" He hugged me quickly.

"J-jai baby." I hugged him tightly too. God! After 4 years, I saw and hugged him.

I couldn’t help but sob as I hugged her tightly. The pain that reigns in my heart seems to be filling now that my son is here.

“I-I remember! I remember that. You are my Mommy Kiera. I miss you so much Mom. ” crying he promised not to let go of my embrace.

“I miss you too much Jai. You know how much Mommy loves you. Thank you and come back, ”my tears continued to flow when I looked at him. That was relentless. “Don't leave Mommy, huh? He loves you so much. ”

He nodded in response and kissed me on the forehead. “Not at all. Daddy and I will stay here. Me, my twin brothers, you and Daddy. Mom, please forgive him. Daddy is very much at fault for you but we are here to rebuild our family. ”

I bit my lip and looked at Jayar. I saw his teary eyes. I could see in the twinkle of his eye the great remorse for what he had done. He remained standing in the doorway. When Jai wiped the tears from my eyes.

“You will never cry again Mom. Forgive Dad. ”

Magmama am i still tough The whisper of my heart now is to accept the man. The truth of the matter is that I still love him but he is just overwhelmed by anger and hatred. But now? The anger in my heart is gone. It is ready to forgive.

I let go of Jai and stood up. I stared at Jayar. God! I still love him wherever I look. I smiled and slowly approached him.

"I'm right in my suspicion!" Chilsea's angry cry.

I was surprised to see from behind Jayar the appearance of the woman even in a dream, I did not want to see.

“Chilsea? What are you doing here? It’s all over with us. ” i Jayar whose voice was just calm.

Jai hugged my waist while my twins were with Mela. If I were the only one to follow, I would wipe the face of this naughty woman on the road!

“I will not allow you to break up with me just because of that beautiful woman! She’s a whore and nothing but a whore! ”

"Stop Chilsea!" Jayar raised his voice. “We both know I don't love you. I love Kiera. ”

While I was nervous about Chilsea but I restrained myself. I just looked at him crying and furious.

“But I love you Jay. Please, I don't want you to lose me. I love you so much. I will go crazy when we break up. You're just mine! Mine! ” He hugged Jayar properly but the young man stepped back towards us.

"That's right Chilsea."

He suddenly fell silent and did not answer. I noticed his fiery stare at me. If ‘Jayar hadn’t blocked him yet, he probably reached out to me in his arms. If he's looking for a fight, I won't stop him. I would actually rub his snout on the floor.

“You are a flirtatious woman! Snatcher! ”

I bravely met his gaze. “I never kidnapped Jayar from you. He just ‘doesn’t love you Chilsea so back off. This is our love story and you are not involved. ”

“You're a real flirt! I should have killed the very day I hit ‘that worthless child of yours when Jayar completely hates you!”

"What ?!" the young man looked at us angrily.

"You? Are you the one who did that? You are a demon! ” I was about to stab him when suddenly he pulled out a gun from his shoulder bag.

We were all amazed at how he acted. “Sige! Come closer and when I break ‘em your head. You can't take Jay from me, he's mine! ”

"Let go of that, Chilsea!" Jayar quickly protected us and hid behind him. “You’re losing yourself. You ran into the boy! ”

Chilsea smiled and pointed the gun at us. He closed the door and seemed to be out of our own presence.

“I just did it to keep you away from him! But ‘I wasn’t killed’ was I? Still alive somehow ‘yang Jai mo! So Jay, come with me but I will kill them! ”

My son was crying as if he felt the danger around him so I approached Mela and made them sleep.

“Let's talk about this. The risk you carry. Do you think everything will be fine with what you did? Please Chilsea, I have that gun. ” Jayar slowly stepped towards the woman and reached for the gun she was holding.

“No! Come with me first and let's live happily. Forget about that woman! ”

Jayar glanced at me and we talked eye to eye. I know what the twinkle in his eye means. I nodded softly in response.

“No Daddy! ‘Don’t let me go with him.’ Jai shouted loudly.

“Shut up you child! I thought ‘I can’t control myself, I’m going to kill you!” Chilsea pointed the gun at the child.

“Get out of here Tita! Your barbarian! ” Jai suddenly let go of my hand and ran towards the woman.

"Jai!" I immediately chased it and wondered what would happen to it. But I was just surprised to see Chilsea pull the trigger of the gun and in Jai's direction. "Don't !!!" I quickly pulled Jai into my arms when I reached my son. Then I heard a loud rumor fill the corner of the house.

"Aahhh !!!" Mela shouted loudly.

I felt myself. I felt no pain. I quickly looked at the child I was hugging, he was just fine. If so, who was hit?

"Jayar !!!" Chilsea shouted and suddenly let go of the gun.

"No!" I was shaken. Jayar was not the one hit. I felt the wetness of my eyes. I could clearly see a blow to the other chest and blood was flowing profusely from it.

Jai cried as he left me and approached the man who was lying down. "D-Dad!"

“H-honey I’m sorry! I-I didn't mean to. ” Chilsea immediately hugged her but with anger at my personality. I quickly pulled her by the hair and pulled her away from Jayar's embrace.

"You're a criminal!" I tweak her hair. Tears welled up in my eyes. “Para am i still tough The whisper of my heart now is to accept the man. The truth of the matter is that I still love him but he is just overwhelmed by anger and hatred. But now? The anger in my heart is gone. It is ready to forgive.