Chapter 45: Chapter 45

JAYAR'S P.O.V

I encountered a bottle of brandy on the terrace tonight. I am alone in this mansion where before, this is where my love affair with Kiera began. The amount that bothers me mentally and my mood is very difficult.

I tried to plant in my mind that I had no hope of getting him. She’s happily inlove with Esan. Irain don't want to mess up the world of the two of them. I have done this once and I have felt so much remorse. But when I saw the look of the twins up close, I noticed it looked like me. They both took pictures of my face when I was young.

I also felt differently with the two children. I like to think they are my children but Kiera herself said that they are not my children.

Then my phone rang in my pocket. I immediately looked at who it was. The name of a detective registers on the screen.

"Sir, I did what you asked me to do."

“Good. Bring it to my place immediately. ” And I turned off the call on the other line.

I hired a detective to investigate whose son Erson and Jaysan were. I just want to answer the questions that are troubling my mind. I have a feeling I have two children and Kiera is just lying to me. When it’s time for me to prove my son has two twins, I’ll promise to win their back no matter what it costs.

It was as if I had won the lottery when I saw the evidence proving that my son was twins. I can hardly release the documents I have now. I repeat it in reading and maybe I'm just mistaken but 100 percent sure that they are both my children according to the DNA test.

I was even happier when Esan and Kiera were probably not married, according to my detective. I have a big chance to bring the girl back to me and this time, I will not let her go even if she pushes me away and stabs me a few more times that she will not forgive me. I will do everything to get him back.

I decided that night to visit my mother and me. Carrying a basket of peace offering flowers, I knocked on the door. Mela opened up to me. The girl was even more surprised when she saw me but she let me go and told me to just wait for her Ate Kiera.

I sat patiently in the living room while waiting for the girl. I heard the two kids upstairs giggling. I looked at Mela, she was in the kitchen and looked like she was doing something. I decided to visit them in their room upstairs. I stepped towards the stairs and headed for the source of the happy giggle.

When I opened the door to a room, two identical twins looked at me at the same time. Surprise was the first thing I read on their faces but they immediately smiled and approached me.

“Hi po! Who are you?" they both asked at the same time.

I knelt down and ‘couldn’t stop crying. I could not understand the emotion that enveloped my heart when I saw my son again and it was as if my heart was closed.

"I'm Jayar."

They looked at each other and smiled at me.

“Hi Tito Jayar. I’m Erson, ”one of the twins enthusiastically introduced.

"I'm Jaysan." is smiled and they pulled my hand at the same time. "Let's play Tito!"

I immediately accommodated the two little angels. But before that, I hugged them so tightly and I couldn’t stop crying. "I'm really sorry," I whispered.

If only I could take back the time and opportunity to correct the mistake I made. God! I didn't even take care of Kiera when she was pregnant with our child. I am so stupid! A massive idiot!

"Why are you crying?" their innocent question.

I smiled and kissed them on the forehead. “Nothing. Tito was just happy because I saw you two. Let's play?"

They quickly agreed and a few moments later I accompanied them playing with their robots. We just stopped when the door opened and Kiera and Esan spat.

"The thickness of your face come here!" Kiera angrily chased me and approached me. "Leave our house Jayar!"

“Mommy, don’t fight him. That’s bad. ” Jaysan.

"Yes, he's just playing with us," Erson added immediately.

Kiera angrily ordered Mela to take the two and take them away from me. "What do you really want?! Even Esan and my children, you are messing up our lives! ”

I did not answer. I just stared at him. If this can give her pleasure and comfort, I’ll let her do it. But I have only one promise, I will never give up.

“You left now too Jayar. Out! ” He pulled me out of that room. “Go back to where the hell in the States you came from. I am happy with my life and I am happily married to your cousin! ”

"Kiera ..." I tasted a slap on him. Anger and hatred envelop his personality today. “I know I have sinned greatly against you. But please ‘don’t deny s I have our son. ”

I tasted a slap again. This time he was crying in anger. I, in turn, endured the pain he gave me. That is even less in fact. “How dare you claim them as your children. Esan is the father and not you! ”

“I run an investigation. They are our two children, ”I answered softly and I saw him for a long time stunned. It was as if he had seen a ghost and was shaken.

"Now that you know you're the father, will you take it like you did to Jai?" suddenly the expression on his face changed. The pain and reproach subsided on me.

Damn! I don't want to see him cry. I'm hurting. "Kiera please come back to me," I begged.

"Jayar," Esan entered quickly.

"Alis." He showed me the door of the house. “Even if they are your children, I will not give you the right to approach and claim them as you deprived me of Jai! So ‘don’t bother us anymore. Go away and don't show up again. "

It hurts me too. I looked down and clenched my fist out. Suddenly the tears that I had been holding back disappeared when I stepped towards my car. Here I released inside my car the extreme pain I felt. I kept crying in front of the steering wheel. God knows how much it hurts but I will come back and come back until he finally accepts me and loves me again.

“WHAT’s this?” shock mixed with anger flashed on Chilsea's face when I handed her the divorce paper. Now that I’m in the States again, I want our marriage annulled.

"Sign," I answered without hesitation.

He immediately became hysterical and angrily pushed me to the chest. “How could you! I’m not damn enough for ‘not knowing it! No way I’m gonna sign this bullshit paper! ”

I ignored him. I turned my back on him and headed to my room. Even though we live in the same house, we share two separate rooms.

I'll just take my other stuff. I will return to the Philippines and take Jai with me. The child is with my mother, I left it here temporarily when I lied that I have a business to take care of in Argentina.

“Face me Jay! We will not separate. I love you so much and I will die when you leave! ” she cried pleadingly as she tried to hug me from behind.

“Stop it Chilsea! Even before we become, you are literally alive. Don’t be pathetic. We know that our marriage life did not work out. So right now, let's cut it. ” I let go of his arms around my back and walked away from him, I was with him for four years and that was enough. I quickly packed my gear and pulled it out.

"I'll report you to your mother and I'll tell Daddy ..."

"Will you please stop?" I’m cutting into whatever he says. “Stop holding the things does not yours. Goodbye. ” I gave him a glance and left him screaming in anger.

I immediately went straight to the mansion and helped Jai pack. We’re leaving.

“Jay! Chilsea called me, saying you were divorcing her. My God, what's wrong with you! ” my mother's clatter as she went downstairs.

“Leave me alone‘ Ma. I lost 4 years next to the woman you know I love so I will take those four back! ” I answered heavily.

Draw the shock on his face. “Is it Kiera? He is a criminal! Because of him, the child almost died. ”

Jai looked at me when my mother mentioned it. His eye asks but I will explain it to him on the flight.

“Not‘ Ma. Because of him, Jai is alive and well raised. Because of him, here is your grandson. When because of him, so I suffered for four years because I left without saying goodbye and even took Jai. Now ‘Mom, isn’t that enough? We have to thank him. ”

I saw him stunned and averted his gaze. "How about the accident?"

"I'll investigate again."

The file that Chilsea handed me earlier did not identify the culprit. The detective gave it to him and he handed it to me.

"Who is Kiera, Daddy?" Jai asked uncontrollably.

I took a deep breath. “Your Mommy,” and I turned to look at my mother, “We're leaving‘ Ma. And please, ‘don’t interfere with me. If you love me as your child, respect my decision. ”

"But ..."

“No but’s‘ Ma. Let’s get Jayar into his life. Don't be like me who controlled life then. So now, even my son is far away from me. ” From the door Ermel entered with Bren.

"But I only did it for the good of those three."

“No‘ Ma. You just do it on your own will and plan. You don't understand how your children and I feel. We have grown up and whatever you do, we have our own mind and heart. So please ‘Mom, this time let us your children decide when it comes to love.” Inakbayan ak or of my brother Bren and patted my shoulder.

Mom turned away tearfully. "I'll think about it."

“Be careful on the trip Bro. I hope you get what you want to get for a long time. Don't be like me who still doesn't matter. ” Si Ermel. "Please take care of Jai."

"Thanks to the two of you."

"What brothers are for." Bren smiled. "Jai, hug your Mommy right away 'cause when you meet, she'll miss you so much."

"I will Tito."

Jai held my hand tightly as we got off the plane. I feel nervous and scared of him.

"Is my Mommy's name Kiera, Dad?" he asked me.

“Yes. Later we will go to them. I will introduce you to him and also to see your twin brothers. ”

His eyes widened. "Really? I have twins brothers? I want to see them. ”

I nodded slowly and we went straight to the Mansion first. We will show Kiera later. I will ask God to open his heart to forgive me and accept me again. After he kicked me out of his house, I spent a few weeks drunk and immersed in my room. When I get upset, I go to him and apologize again but again and again I get kicked out and hurt. All the sins I committed came back to me but I regretted it.

When I fixed myself, I decided to go home to the States and file an annulment. Chilsea should be my first fix. So I gave him the divorce paper earlier.

Whether he signs it or not, I don’t care. I can still annul our marriage in some other way.

Jai and I bought a lot of peace offering flowers today and had them delivered to Kiera’s house. I prepared for later. Even if he pushes me away again, I will still come back. I hope Jai can help me soothe the pain I have carved in his heart.

"Jai, force yourself to remember Mommy when you see her later," I said softly when I looked at her.

I got a nod from him and hugged me.