Chapter 50: Chapter 50

Two weeks later

Author's pov

It's been two weeks since Aurin returned to Mikaeel's house. Hearing the news of her return, her parents tried to contact her and tell her how much they are happy about it but Aurin didn't even pick up their call let alone meet them.

Mikaeel's family members greeted her wholeheartedly except Mikaeel's mother. She was indifferent to this matter. She kept her mouth shut thinking about Mikaeel. She doesn't want her son to leave the house.

Everything started getting normal except for Mikaeel and Aurin's relationship. Though they sleep on the same bed, they behave like strangers. A huge gap has increased between these two. Both of them want to eradicate this gap but don't understand how to do it. They behave normally with each other but haven't opened up to each other yet. Mikaeel wants Aurin to take the step first while Aurin expects the same from Mikaeel.

The craving to be in each other's arms was devastating for both of them but without emotional attachment and sorting out everything nobody wants to get close to each other.

It was early in the morning and just like everyone Aurin was sleeping. But, Mikaeel woke up early today. He was thinking about his relationship with Aurin. How to improve it? He wasn't understanding how to start the conversation properly. He was dying inside by suppressing his feelings.

Suddenly, Mikaeel noticed Aurin stirring in her sleep frowning her brows. The sun's rays were disturbing her sleep. Without wasting a second Mikaeel pulled the curtains and Aurin's facial expression changed instantly. Caressing her head gently Mikaeel placed a soft kiss on her forehead.

After freshening up Aurin returned to the bedroom and sat down in front of the mirror while Mikaeel was reading a newspaper and watching Aurin. She started drying her hair and Mikaeel was mesmerised seeing her in the morning sun ray.

" Don't you have office today?" Mikaeel asked to start a conversation.

Aurin replied brushing her hair," Today is a holiday."

Nodding his head he walked toward her and sat on his knees in front of her. Holding her hands he looked directly into her eyes. Aurin looked at him questioningly and wondered what's he going to say now. She can feel her heartbeat increasing already. Mikaeel decided to take the first step to make everything normal between them.

" Wifey, I don't know how to start this conversation. I just want to apologise to you," he said sounding guilty and sad.

Aurin asked nervously," Apology?"

" Whatever happened I know that somewhere I was responsible. Because of me, you had to go through so much emotional pain. You had to face your parents' wrath because of me. I am sorry about all these," Mikaeel apologised genuinely and a warm smile formed at the corner of Aurin's lips.

She answered looking down," Somewhere I was also responsible for whatever happened. You would have told me the truth if I didn't have the habit of overreacting on every single matter."

" There is no fault of yours, wifey. You acted according to your situation. I am sorry for my misbehaviour from the beginning of our marriage. I was very insensitive towards you. Let's just say I am sorry for everything," Mikaeel said without any malice in his heart and Aurin only nodded her head. Finally, he understood what an asshole he was.

Kissing her knuckles Mikaeel said looking at her emotionally," Today, I want to promise to you something. I want to promise that no matter what I will never hide anything from you. You gave me a second opportunity and I promise that I won't give you any chance to complain about my feelings and love for you. I swear that you are my first priority. Your emotions, your wishes, your every demand are my first priority."

Smiling a little Aurin replied caressing his cheeks," I will also try to act more mature. Sometimes I really act immature. I am happy that we opened up to each other, accepted our mistakes and promised to each other about our relationship."

" No more hiding," Mikaeel asked offering his hands to her.

Taking his hands she answered smiling," Yes, no more hiding."

After that, Mikaeel slowly got close to her and Aurin closed her eyes. She could feel his hot breath fanning over her lips. She shivered to feel him so close to her. Aurin became a statue when he pecked her lips gently. Cupping her face he deepened the kiss and unknowingly a drop of tear left her eye.

" What is the reason behind this tear?" Mikaeel asked touching her wet cheek.

Aurin didn't answer but Mikaeel realized why is she crying. Just looking at her eyes he realised what was bothering her.

" That child is Maryam's only. Not mine. I have no feelings for that baby. I know I am her biological father but truth to be told I have no emotional attachment toward her. So, I request you to not shed your valuable tears for something which has no value in my life. Yes, I hope for the child's better future. As a human being, I hope for it but not as a father," Mikaeel cleared his perspective about Maryam's daughter and Aurin hugged him tightly.

She knew that it wasn't Mikaeel's fault but still it itches her a lot. No matter how much she tries to forget about Maryam she can't. But, she decided to move on. Why should she feel down when Mikaeel has no emotions for Maryam & her daughter. Aurin decided to act more maturely.

" I love you, Mikaeel. Don't break my trust again," Aurin said closing her eyes and in response, Mikaeel tightened the hug.

A few days later

Aurin's pov

I was doing some official work sitting on my bed when I felt some movement under my bed. Out of curiosity, I looked under the bed and there was tiny human hiding there. An affectionate smile formed on my lips seeing the baby boy. It was Miraz and Amal's one-and-a-half-year-old son.

" Hey, you naughty boy, what are you doing there?" Asking that I pulled him out.

He replied sitting on my lap," Onti.....Onti.......piti......Onti........(Aunty......Aunty.......pretty.....Aunty)"

Hearing his half-broken language I couldn't control my laughter. He sounds adorable. Very soon his mother barged inside my room holding a food plate in her hand.

" Oh!! Here he is. I am searching for him in the whole house and here he is busy with his aunt," Amal said huffing and taking him in her arms.

She apologized to me," Sorry, Bhabhi. He disturbed you."

" Amal, you are too much. Why are you even sorry? I enjoy Emir's company," I told her caressing Emir's cheeks.

Then, she started feeding her baby boy while I continued looking at them with admiring eyes. This mother-son duo was looking so adorable together. I wish Allah blesses me with a child very soon.

By the grace of the Almighty, I have everything now. A caring & loving husband, a career, loving in-laws... Everything. Except for a child I have everything. Mikaeel and I didn't try for a child for the last few days since our relationship was still in a healing situation. We didn't have sex. It wouldn't be wise if we bring an innocent child without improving our relationship.

Mikaeel has changed a lot after all the disasters that happened a few days back. He is still stubborn and egoistic but when it comes to me he behaves so patiently and responsible. He is a good person actually. Or I can say more precisely I appreciate the good things about him. No human is perfect. Even I am not perfect either. Instead of trying to become perfect in each other's eyes, we accepted each other just the way we are.

Tonight I am going to talk about children with Mikaeel. I will tell him that I want a baby at any cost. It still hurt me when I recall that Maryam has Mikaeel's child but even though I am his lawfully wedded wife I don't have his kids. It's not Mikaeel's fault but I can't stop feeling bad about this matter.

It was nighttime. Mikaeel and I were laying on the bed. I was in his arms snuggling into his chest and he was narrating to me what he has done the whole day in the office. It has become his habit to tell me everything.

" Mikaeel, you don't have to report to me everything. I trust you," I said and he gave me an awkward smile.

He was thinking something when I demanded," I want a baby."

" Hmmm.....It takes a lot of effort to make a baby," He said pinching my belly mischievously.

I slapped his hand playfully when he asked sounding concerned," Did you stop taking the medicines that the doctor suggested?"

" No.......Ahh........." A loud moan left my mouth feeling him playing with my boobs.

Very soon we removed the barriers between us. Our clothes are now laying on the floor while we were busy devouring each other. I was laying on the bed resting my legs over his shoulder and he was doing some magic down there with his tongue. I swear I can see the stars now.

" How many stars are there in the sky?" He asked playing with my bud and I screamed.

Sweating profusely I replied huffing," Ahh......... Thousands....of.................."

" I pleasured you so much that you forgot counting," He said sarcastically and I orgasmed breathing heavily.

Coming to my eye level he teased me," What do you want to see next time? Stars or something else."

" Maybe I can show you something else now," I replied straddling him and he was surprised to see my initiative.

I started giving open-mouth kisses all over his chest and he said chuckling," Wifey is getting wild suddenly."

" I haven't started yet Mr Sheikh," I answered stroking his hard shaft and smirking seeing him closing his eyes.

He was moaning and breathing uncontrollably while I was busy playing with his boner. Feeling my tongue over his mushroom tip he howled like an Alpha.

" So, how many stars are there in the sky?" I asked sarcastically.

He growled holding my hair in a tight grip," Fuck the stars!!! Just let me release.............."

" I pleasured you so much that you forgot counting," I poked him laughing and the next moment I was lying under him.

A gasp left my mouth feeling him inside me. I arched my back and he grabbed my neck gently. Feeling his tongue all over my neck I moaned loudly. Flipping me on the bed he entered inside me from behind and I bite my lips.

" My naughty wife needs some naughty treatment," He whispered slapping my butt and unexpectedly I moaned.

After making passionate love I was now snuggling into his chest like a baby. Kissing my cheeks he closed his eyes and I pecked his lips gently. I just hope very soon we become three from two.