Chapter 21: Chapter 21

KIAN

I watch Estrela asleep in my arms, my mind keeps turning to having sex with her. God! She is unbelievable. Just the thought of ever shagging someone else sends chills down my spine. I only want her! And that feeling scares the shit out of me. I sigh softly, rubbing my face before slowly pulling away from her, being careful not to wake her. She immediately wraps an arm around a pillow and mumbles so sweetly to herself. Sweet? What is wrong with me? I sit up and look at my phone. The clock reads shortly before four o'clock in the morning and it's time that I let myself be seen downstairs again, although I would much rather stay in bed. I quickly grab my shorts and pull them on. Even if I don't feel like it anymore I have to go to the party to see what's going on, after all this is my house. I dress fully and padded quietly out of my bedroom, away from the woman I desire so much and who stirs up feelings in me that are foreign to me. I lock my room like I do every time I throw a party. I don't want to take the risk that there will be some on my bed. It's enough if they do it on the toilet. Also, I don't want anyone sneaking in now and scaring Estrela to death. like I do every time I throw a party. I don't want to take the risk that there will be some on my bed. It's enough if they do it on the toilet. Also, I don't want anyone sneaking in now and scaring Estrela to death. like I do every time I throw a party. I don't want to take the risk that there will be some on my bed. It's enough if they do it on the toilet. Also, I don't want anyone sneaking in now and scaring Estrela to death.

"Dude, where have you been so long?" Jason approaches me just as I'm coming down the stairs. Summer, who is standing next to him, looks at me suspiciously. I just shagged Estrela - would have been my answer if Jason and Summer didn't feel the need to protect her from me. I know how Summer is when she likes someone and she really likes Estrela. I guess Summer warned her about me - well, warned her that much, I guess not.. I don't hold it against Summer, no matter what she said, it was the truth, but it still bothers me a little. With any other woman, I wouldn't care what she thinks of me, but I don't want to be the asshole for Estrela.

"Where is Ela anyway?" Summer asks with a disapproving look and looks around searchingly.

"Upstairs in my room. She wasn't feeling too well." Summer's eyes widen while Jason gives me an odd look.

"In your room?" he asks, amazed. I nod, unimpressed.

"Yes, she is sleeping." Which is also true, but that before that we rubbed our bodies together and I was inside her... Damn! I digress and my cock is ready to pursue my imaginations again.

"What is wrong with her?" An orgasm for sure. Summer furrows her brows and gives me a critical look.

"She was sick, probably from the cocktail," I lie. "I'll take her home later," I lie.

"Okay... We had to go first anyway," says Jason, pulling Summer towards him.

"But Ela?" She first looks at him, then at me questioningly.

"What should be? Kian took care of her and is bringing her home." Oh, and how I took care of her. I grin to myself.

"Yes, okay." Summer still seems skeptical.

"Bye, dude." Jason pats my shoulder and pulls his girlfriend with him.

"Yes, bye." I wave to them and grab a beer while sitting on my sofa and watching the party. I can't stop thinking about her lying there in my bed...naked! Fuck! I shouldn't be sitting here. I go to my music system and turn off the music, immediately attracting a lot of attention. "So party over. Fuck off!" Everyone lets out a phew and looks at me blankly. While a few actually leave, some remain and may need a second prompt. After about an hour, the last ones have finally left and I breathe a sigh of relief. I laugh. Since when did I - Kian Warren, ever actually end a party?

I sprint up the stairs, quietly opening my bedroom door and looking at the bed where... she's gone. Fuck! She didn't go either?! But wait! She can't even get out because I locked the room. And when I also see the light in the bathroom, it confirms that she is still there. I quietly push the door open, the steam coming towards me from the shower, and what I see there is better than any idea I had of her before. The windows of the shower stalls are a bit chipped, but I can still see her naked body perfectly. Oh fuck! I took off my clothes and approach the object of my desire. She hasn't noticed me yet, which is why her eyes widen when they meet me as I climb into the shower with her. Her mouth is open and her eyes sparkle with anticipation. I grin while her gaze wanders undeterred over my body. Oh yeah baby look at me. Look what you're doing to me!

I touch her hips and pull her naked body to me. I hiss as her skin meets mine. Shit, she feels so damn good! I run a hand to her back, then to her nice ass, gripping it tightly while pressing her against my pelvis. Oh yes! She gasps and her hands claw at my upper arms. I press my lips to hers, driving her insane. Instantly she becomes wax in my arms and I press her against the cold tiled wall behind us. She gasps in shock, but that turns into a groan as I slide my hands onto her breasts and knead them.

"You're so hot!" I gasp into her ear, tracing my tongue while my hands travel deeper, closer to her middle, which must be wet by now. My cock throbs painfully and I grasp it in one hand. I put the other one between her legs, circle her clitoris and penetrate her with two fingers. I take my eyes off my finger that's inside her and look at her face. Her eyes are closed and she has propped her head back. Her mouth is slightly open, from which came wonderful sounds.

"Kian!" she moans and our eyes meet before she looks down at my hand where I'm touching myself. She moans loudly and comes a few seconds later. I rub my cock harder, eyeing her and cumming with a loud moan.

"Fuck!" I exhale and lean against the wall with one arm before pulling Estrela into my arms and standing together under the warm jet, she shyly wraps her arms around me and snuggles into me. I grin contentedly and close my eyes, then I grab the shampoo and start washing her. Estrela enjoys my massage on her scalp and my touches that I dedicate to her body. She washes me too and I try to remember ever having had such a beautiful moment with a woman – but I can't think of any. We both get out of the shower and I hand Estrela a towel, which she uses to dry herself and then wrap her up. I too dry myself, not bothering to wrap myself in a towel, and pull her into my bed with me.

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ESTRELA

Something disturbing wakes me from my sleep. The bright light that shines through from the blinds would suggest that it is already morning. I roll onto my side where Kian tosses and turns, rattling on uncomprehending things. His body is naked and covered in sweat. Not wanting to startle him, I gently put my hand on his cheek and try to wake him up, but it doesn't help much. His forehead is furrowed and he is moving back and forth uneasily. "Kian?" I say right in front of him. But he's too caught up in his dream, so I have no choice but to shake his broad shoulders. "Kian!" I say now more energetically. Startled, he opens his eyes before he looks around wildly and his eyes get stuck on me.

"Everything okay?" he asks me, still seeming confused from his dream.

"Um... yeah, I'm fine," I reply. "And you?" What a stupid question, how is he supposed to be after such a nightmare? Kian closes his eyes and shakes his head.

"I have no idea," he says. "I haven't had those dreams in a long time." He lowers his eyes.

"These dreams?" I ask. Something's on his mind and I'd like to know what's going on with him, actually ever since he got so mad at the boxing club, but I didn't want to come across as too nosy and pushy at the time, so I didn't. But maybe now he's ready to open up to me a little.

"Yeah... it's always the same kinda," he murmured.

"Would you like to talk about it?" I ask tentatively, but to my regret he shakes his head.

"Believe me, you don't want to know," he says coolly.

"Why?" I ask carefully.

"Has anyone ever told you that you're damn curious." Now he's smiling and I can't help but grin, too. Still, it saddens me a little that he doesn't want to confide in me. Sure, we're not dating or anything like that, but I thought after that night we'd become a little bit closer, I don't mean physically but – well, more like… mentally. A hand cups my chin, forcing me to look into his stormy gray eyes. "Are you hungry?" I just nod weakly. Kian smiles at me, then stands up in his total nudity and I can't help but stare at him like a drooling dog. The play of his back muscles is just too beautiful to look away and then that tight ass almost makes me sigh out loud. I can't believe I actually had sex with him. Oh god, this is bound to get more complicated between us than it already is. But how are you supposed to resist such a man? I have to say the sex has been the best I've ever had - well, I don't have much to compare either. Because Kian is the second man in my life I've slept with.

I continue to watch Kian as he pulls on a fresh pair of boxers, then gray sweatpants and a white shirt before he looks over at me and grins knowingly because he catches me staring at him. He reaches into his closet and then throws me a pair of boxer shorts and a black shirt. "Here, you can get dressed." He winks at me and leaves the room. I take a deep breath and put on the clothes he gave me. The boxer shorts hang loosely on my hips and the shirt reaches halfway up my thighs. Kian's smell envelops me, which I inhale deeply.