Chapter 20: Chapter 20

KIAN

As I puff on a joint, a woman excitedly rubs my back. I watch Estrela and Max sitting outside on a lounge chair in front of the pool and talking. Neither Max nor Estrela seem to notice that I'm watching them. I don't know why I'm doing it, but I just can't take my eyes off her. She really upset me with her outfit. Max can be glad that he doesn't show any signs that he wants anything from her. And if that were the case, he's probably too shy or you wouldn't even notice. No offense, but Max is a loser when it comes to women. Estrela, on the other hand, often has that innocent angelic look, but if you take a closer look, you can see this wicked side of her that attracts men - especially me - like magic.

Jason and Summer approach me and let me take my eyes off her for a moment. "Give it to me." I take another drag and hand the package to Jason. The woman rubbing against me and smiling lasciviously at me from time to time is kissing down my neck. Summer grimaces as she looks us over. She clings to Jason before taking the joint out of his hand as well and taking a hit as well. Jason smiles and pulls her into his arms as the joint is passed back to me. Yes, come here baby!

"You're so hot," the brunette whispers in my ear and her hand wanders under my shirt. "Wow, you have great muscles." I grin when suddenly Estrela joins our group.

"Well, how did the conversation go?" Summer asks her. She doesn't answer at first because her attention is on me and the woman. Estrela looks away with a grimace and turns to Summer.

"Very good. He promised me another appointment. I think it could really be something." The smile that forms on her red lips is beautiful. Fuck! Just looking at her gives me a hard-on. And what she's wearing is insane. This dress flatters her curves perfectly. And then those lips. I imagine what they would look like around my cock. Fuck! I want to touch and fuck her. It was a lie when I told her that I don't want to fuck her. I want her! So damn much that it really takes all my will to keep my distance.

"That sounds great!" Summer beams at her before getting serious again. "How do you actually know Gabriel?" I look at Estrela. Biting her bottom lip nervously, not knowing what to say in reply.

"I found out that my father works for him," she replies honestly. Jason gives me a look and has knitted his brows.

"Oh ok and how did you take it?" Summer asks her tentatively.

"I was really shocked, but Gabriel told me why my father is doing this and also why he's a – you know what." Estrela glances behind her to where Gabriel is. She suddenly wrinkled her nose and looked down at my hand holding the joint. "Is that about ... ?" She doesn't finish the sentence. Your innocence amuses me.

"Grass? ... Yes." I smile at her innocently.

"OK." She really seems a little shocked.

"Oh come on, Ela. That little bit doesn't hurt," my Jason, when he also noticed her look.

"Yep, just to loosen up." Summer nudges her shoulder and laughs.

"You all take that?" she asks in astonishment.

"Sure, why not, it's not hard drugs or anything like that," I answer matter-of-factly. "Do you also want?" I hold the package in front of her, but she just decorates her face in disgust. I laugh.

"No thank you." Summer giggles.

"Something to drink, then?" Jason offers and Estrela nods in agreement.

"You have to try one of the delicious cocktails," Summer says to her and pulls her by the arm to the kitchen, where there are a lot of alcoholic drinks to choose from.

"How did she find out? That with Gabriel?" Jason asks me curiously. I roll my eyes. "You have something to do with this, don't you?"

"Dude, she wanted to know what her father is doing, I was just accompanying her." Jason just nods knowingly and I'm glad that Summer is back, just without her. I almost wanted to ask where she is, but then I remember that I shouldn't give a damn. Why am I so worried about her? Let her do what she wants! Instead of joining in the conversation between Jason and Summer, I give my attention to the lady who still hasn't left my side. Although I'm not particularly keen on her, I can still have some fun with her. I just need a distraction. Not to think too much about a lady in a hot dress and red lips that I so badly want to feel around my cock. Fuck! i'm screwed

ESTRELA

I glare at Kian from my seat and watch as he makes out with the woman at his side. Although they don't kiss, it's still not nice to see how someone else approaches him like that. There's no mistaking how much she wants him. She presses her impressive bust size against his body and lasciviously caresses his chest while Kian wears that sexy grin.

"When are you killing with your gaze?" I start when I hear Gabriel's voice next to me. He sat down next to me and raised his eyebrows, smiling at me in amusement.

"No one," I lie.

"I see..." Gabriel leans back, stretches out one arm so that it's directly behind me on the armrest. "You know..." he begins. "Kian's acting like this because he wants to show you that you don't give a damn about him. In fact, it's exactly the opposite. He's trying to distract himself - to forget you by making out with someone else." I roll my eyes

"And if it were, I honestly don't give a damn." I take a sip of the really, delicious cocktail.

"I very much doubt that." Gabriel moves up so that his knee touches mine and he puts his hand behind me, brushing my hair. I squint at him, his eyes are on me and he grins. "I know a way for you to make Kian insane..." That makes me look at Gabriel, realizing that he has gotten really close to me.

"And why would I want that?" I ask him. Gabriel grins and shakes his head.

"Believe me, deep down, you really want to piss him off. You want him to know how you're feeling." I'd be lying if he wasn't a little bit right. In fact, there's nothing weighing about the thought of making Kian jealous as well by...well, what am I supposed to do?

"And how do you suggest we can make him angry?" Gabriel beams at me, he seems to like the idea of teasing Kian a lot.

"I'll show you." Gabriel comes closer and closer to me, so close that the tips of our noses almost touch and I can feel his breath on my skin. I sit stock still and wait for what comes next. Gabriel's hand, which was previously on the armrest, now lands on my hip and he presses me with it even tighter that I almost stick to him and feel his muscular body. Oh God! I have no idea what to do now.

"And if Kian isn't looking at all," I whisper, a little out of breath.

"Oh, believe me, he'll be looking because he's already doing it." I glimpse Kian and he seems about to burst with anger. His fists are clenched tightly. When he sees me looking at him, he slowly shakes his head as if it were a warning. Gabriel turns my head to him.

"And how mad is he?" He grins.

"Pretty much," I gasp.

"Okay, let's blow it up then." As soon as I know it, his lips are suddenly on mine and I'm far too shocked to pull him away. Gabriel's lips feel soft and he clearly knows how to kiss, but I still don't feel any emotions.

"What the fuck!" Gabriel pulls away from me abruptly, leans back casually as if he hadn't just kissed me, and looks up at Kian, who is now standing in front of us. I falter. I've never seen him so angry. The veins in his neck are protruding. In general, his posture is tense, as if he is struggling to hold himself back, not hitting anything.

"I swear to you, if you touch her again, then..." Gabriel stands up and stands close to Kian. I notice that some people around us have turned to face us, and the music also seems to have gotten quieter.

"Are you threatening me?" Gabriel cuts him off. Kian's eyes sparkle. "Don't forget who's standing in front of you!" he hisses warningly in Kian's face. Then Gabriel starts to move and walks past him. The crowd around us seems to be going about their business again. They probably expected the two to fight. Well, that's what it looked like for a moment. At least Kian made it seem like he was about to smack Gabriel.

"You!" Kian grabs my arm and pulls me up.

"Hey! Let go of me." He ignores my process and drags me with him. Since I don't stand a chance against his tight grip, I reluctantly follow him. He leads me up the stairs that lead to his bedroom. Then he takes a key out of his pocket and unlocks the door to his room. He pulls me in with him before closing the door again, finally letting go of me.

"What's that about?" I hiss, rubbing the wrist he was holding me by.

"What's that supposed to mean? I should probably ask you that!" Kian turns to me, his eyes sparking and he still seems like he's about to break something. "Why did you kiss him?"

"It's none of your business what I do with whom!" I reply angrily. He hisses and takes a step toward me.

"And did you like it?" WHAT?

"Excuse me?" I say, horrified.

"You know exactly what I mean! Did you like it when he kissed you?" Isn't he serious? He doesn't really want to know that from me. And as if I'm going to give him the satisfaction of telling him that the kiss didn't trigger any feelings in me. Because the only one I want to kiss is in front of me.

"Yes," I lie. Kian eyes me impenetrably.

"Really, so would you also tell me that kissing him was better than me?" I can't believe he's actually asking me that. Does he want confirmation that he's the only one I want to kiss?

I shrug. Kian closes the distance between us until he's only a few inches in front of me, eyeing me intensely.

"Maybe I should show you that I'm the only one you want to kiss... I know you want me even if you think I'm an asshole. You want me! My lips on yours, my hands on yours Body and my cock, preferably deep inside you," he growls and also closes the last distance between us. He hugs me tightly, making me gasp in shock.

ESTRELA

Kian kisses me out of sheer desperation. Deep inside me, a voice of reason is screaming that what is happening is not right. But when his tongue enters my mouth, teasing mine and feeling his hands on my body, thinking is just not possible anymore. "I'll make you forget that kiss," he whispers into my mouth. Apparently the kiss between Gabriel and I still bothers him. I feel him roll me over and he flops onto the bed, landing me astride his lap as he pulls me with him. Kian gasps as I look at him, wondering what I'm doing here. "Don't think so much," he says, as if he's just read my mind.

"I thought you didn't want me?" I whisper. I can't believe I asked him the actual question. He tilts his head in a sexy way and laughs.

"Believe me, I want you more than anything." His hand runs up my arm and I get goosebumps. Kian notices and grins. He kisses my neck and I can't help but groan. "God, baby! I want you." His hand on my thigh, now wanders under my dress.

"I don't want to be one of your conquests." I enjoy Kian's touches and kisses, but I still have my doubts whether what we're doing right now is the right thing - or whether it's right in which direction this is going right now.

"You are not a conquest for me." He looks me deep and honestly in the eyes and I'm really starting to believe him.

"But you've had so many women..." He puts a finger to my lips, stopping me from continuing.

"Do you trust me?" Do I trust him? That is a difficult question.

"Give me a reason to trust you," I whisper.

"I can show you too," he growls in his deep voice, pressing his lips to mine. And this time, I turn my head off. It's useless to think about it so much because in the end I always decide I want him. Kian can tell I've put my concerns aside because he kisses me so deeply I think I'll faint. "I'm so hard!" I have no doubts about that because I can feel it clearly. Oh God! His hand keeps pushing my dress up until it bunches around my waist. Since it's only fair, I tug at his shirt. Kian understands and slips it on in one fluid motion, revealing his perfect muscular torso with beautiful tattoos. He smiles, presses my body against his, bumping my middle against his. I gasp as Kian swears. Since there is still too much material between us, he pulls the dress over me until I'm sitting on him in just my underwear. He turns us both around so that I am now lying on the bed and he is on top of me. I blush as Kian looks me up and down and then looks deep into my eyes.

"You're beautiful." He takes off his shoes and his jeans until he's only wearing his boxer shorts. I don't miss the clear bulge in it. Kian grins so devilishly sexy and bends down to my ankle. He distributes tender kisses there while he also strips my shoes off my feet. His kisses travel higher to my knee, alternating between the right leg and the left leg. My breath hitches as he moves down my thighs, kissing them all over. I gasp, tilting my head back as I feel him near my core, which is already throbbing with desire. Then he pulls my panties off and kisses my hipbones. "What do you want baby?" His eyes bore deep into mine. He keeps me in suspense, but I don't dare to tell him where I want him. I close my eyes, then notice how he bends over me. "Open your eyes." I do, his blazing eyes reflecting my excitement. "Tell me what you want." He breathes the words and his hand wanders over my middle. Groaning, I close my eyes again. "So wet for me... shall I touch you there." I nod. A finger runs through my column, while I let out a groan that I can no longer hold back. "Do you want to feel my mouth on your pussy?" God, I have to admit I love it when he talks to me like that. I nod. He grins contentedly, lowering his lips to mine before wandering downstairs and making good on his promise. I dig my nails into the covers

"Oh my God!" I throw my head back and dig my nails into his shoulder. That feels so good! He knows exactly what he's doing, because the sensations he's exerting on my clitoris with his tongue are just amazing. I've never been so aroused. Eventually I feel the orgasm building inside me. And when he penetrates me with his tongue, I can't resist a loud moan. I explode a few seconds later. My breathing is irregular. He grins contentedly and licks his lips, which are glistening with my juice. He reaches behind my back and opens the last piece of clothing on me. He lowers his head to my breasts and begins to caress them. Now I can't hold back anymore and finally have to touch him. My fingertips reach up to his broad chest, then over his six pack abs and the enticing V that disappears into his boxers. He moans and lowers his head to my breasts. Apparently he likes my touch.

"God, I gotta fuck you!" Kian stretches to his bedside table and pulls out a packet of condoms. "Will you put it on me?" He holds the condom out to me and looks at me meaningfully. I nod shyly, a mischievous smile spreading across his lips. Kian kneels in front of me while I slide his shorts off his hips and he helps me slide them all the way off his legs. He winks at me and puts his hand on my cheek. I take the condom from his hand, open it and then slide it over his penis. Kian watches with his mouth open, his chest rising and falling rapidly. Suddenly he pushes me off the bed, lies on top of me and starts rubbing against me. Oh. My. God. "Fuck!" He curses and grabs my breasts

"Kian, please!" God I can't take it anymore. I finally want to feel him inside me. Very slowly he penetrates me, clawing at his back to find support. He is tall. But Kian is careful and slowly feels his way forward until he is completely inside me and fills me completely.

"Shit! You're so tight. I think I'm in heaven." He pushes all the way out of me, only to thrust deep inside me again. "Fuck, baby!" His moans are the hottest I've ever heard. As I got used to him completely, he moves faster, thrusting into me with powerful movements now that I slide up on the bed a little. He buries his face in the crook of my neck, his hot breath hitting my skin. I close my eyes just to feel how he feels inside me. I forget everything. The party between us, that Gabriel kissed me and that Kian is actually an ass. "Fuck!" Kian loses control. i open my eyes His gaze burns into mine. "You feel so good." He presses his lips to mine penetrates my mouth with his tongue as he continues to thrust me to my protruding orgasm. I rub his back, feeling the muscles tense all the way down to his tight ass, which tenses with every thrust. Very slowly I scratch the skin there. I tense up, dress around him and come with a loud scream. The orgasm seems to have no end. I've never come so hard. Kian can't hold himself up any longer either and hits him violently several times. It's so hot when he comes. He throws his head back and comes with a deep and loud growl. He slowly lowers himself onto me without crushing me and wraps his arms around me. His tender kisses on my neck keep me from falling asleep, but I notice how tired I am. I am totally exhausted and satisfied. "That was so good," he murmured against my skin. He looks into my eyes and when I thought it couldn't get any sweeter, he kisses the tip of my nose gently and smiles happily. Don't fall in love! Don't fall in love! Don't fall in love!

Kian rolls off me and goes to dispose of the condom in the bathroom. I lie there wondering what to do. He surely wants me to go again. So I sit up and hold the blanket in front of my body. Kian comes back into the room, he's still naked and I eye him unperturbed. He lies on his back on the bed and suddenly pulls me against him so that I'm half lying on top of him. I claw into the ceiling as if it were my lifeline. I'm surprised at his sudden gesture. Does he actually want to cuddle with me? In his bed? By just having sex? I remember him saying he'd never slept with a woman in his bed. So was I the first for him? Or did he lie just to get me? God, I don't know anymore what to believe and what not. One thing is for sure, even if he lied about this, it doesn't change how I feel about him. Falling in love with Kian is not a good idea...

"Sleep a little," he whispers in my ear. I turn to him questioningly.

"You don't want me to go?" I ask. Kian frowns and shakes his head.

"No, you can sleep here." I smile and slowly snuggle into him. He wraps his arms around me and strokes my hair. The touch is so relaxing and beautiful that my eyes close and I fall asleep in his arms.