Chapter 60: Chapter 60

SAMEER PRATAP SINGH

Beep. Beep. Beep. Bee.....

I opened my eyes slowly a little hearing my phone alarm and saw bright light piercing my eyes. I tried to block the bright light with my hand and tried to open my eyes fully and saw a blue sky and white cotton-like clouds on it. So I'm sleeping on the balcony on the hanging swing. I blinked my eyes and tried to recollect the thing that how I ended up here.

Then all the memory of last night replay in my memory like a film and I realized how I ended up here.

I don't know why she is behaving like this. Because of the kiss? Does she is feeling disgusting? And regretful? Did I do a mistake by kissing her? Only she knows why she is behaving like this.

I think I shouldn't kiss her like that. I should have to go slow with her. These things are really new for her. It would take time for her to get used to these things.

We are husband and wife. And we love each other. Yes, I do love her.

I'm into her. And I realized that only last night after our kiss. I had never felt what I feel last night. I thought I was in love with Rasiya. But No I was so wrong. I never have been in love with her. It was just an attraction.

I had never felt the feeling with her that I feel with Naina last night. There was just pure love in our kiss no lust, no need, no sexual desire. Only true feelings and love.

I really enjoyed our first kiss. It's not my first kiss but with her, it's our first kiss. And I'm damn sure it was her first kiss by her reaction of that time. That's why she's behaving like this.

Ohh, God! How can I forget that? Didn't she had told me that she will talk to me this morning? She must be now in the kitchen preparing breakfast for both of us.

I jumped off the swing and ran to my bathroom. After freshening up hurriedly I came out of my room making my way to the kitchen.

When I reached there I found her packing her lunch. She was wearing a simple lite yellow Kurti with pair of jeans. I liked her old style more than this. She looked more pretty in ghagra choli. I walked ahead while tip-toeing and stand behind her.

"Ahem." I cleared my throat to make her realize my presence.

She literally jumped on her place and she turned.

"You scared me!" Placing her hand on her heart she exclaimed with a terrified look.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you," I apologize.

"It's okay!" Saying that she turned to do what she was doing.

Huhh!!

She is still ignoring me?

NAINA KUMARI

No! No! No! I can't face him right now, nor talk to him. Cause, I don't think I'm prepared to explain to him why I have behave like that last night.

I was just thinking, about how to tell him what happened to me last night, and by the time he came before I prepared myself with a proper explanation.

But the next thing I know is that he grabs my arm and spins me around, making me face him looking right into my eyes. A gasp leaves my lips from that sudden movement. And I know that I'm doomed.

He locked his eyes with mine. My breath catches my throat as I stare into his black orbs, drowning in them. It feels as if the world stops and that he's the only thing, I can see. All the other things and sounds around us don't exist and time freezes.

The only thing I can feel is his touch on my skin along with my heartbeat racing inside my chest.

And then his voice snaps me back into reality. "Why are you ignoring me, Aina?" He asked in a deadly serious tone.

"It's nothing like that." Tearing my gaze from his eye I looked everywhere but him.

"Then say it looking into my eyes." Holding my chin he demanded. I inhaled a deep breath and look into his eyes.

He cupped my face into his palms.

"Now tell me what's the matter? Why are you behaving like this with me? Look, you told me last night, you will talk to me in the morning. So, now tell me what's the problem?"

"Why are you running away from me? You have to answer me. I could not sleep the whole night thinking what are you so upset about that you are not able to tolerate me even near you?" His voice was heavy with emotions and his face become etched with sadness.

Now I'm feeling guilty. Because of me, he had to bear so much pain. Poor Kunwar Sa.

"Was I wrong to kiss you? Are you feeling disgusting that I kissed you? Tell me, Aina. What's the matter?" The way he was spoking seems like anytime he was going to cry.

"No, it's nothing like that. It's just...." I looked down clutching my eyes tightly. My heart now started beating like a drum.

"What?" He asked holding a scared face and also tensedfill.

"It was my first kiss." It was like a whisper thank God he was near me otherwise he won't be able to hear it as well.

"Didn't you like that? Are you regretting that I kissed you without your consent?" His hands fall from my face and now I'm missing his warm hold on mine.

His face filled with full of sorrow.

"No, Kunwar Sa. Nothing is like what you are thinking."I said quickly and looked down.

"I really like our first kiss." Barely a whisper came out of my mouth. I feel my cheeks getting warm and I'm dame sure it turned all red. Now at this moment I just want to hide somewhere.

"It was really spacial for me. The matter is, I was ashamed to come in front of you after that incident."

I face palmed myself due to shyness. Heat rushed down my cheeks.

I heard him chuckle. And then feel his hand hold my hands and he removes my hands off my face. I was still closing my eyes.

"Open your eyes, Aina." He demanded and I did. I lift my gaze and looked into his eyes. I find so many emotions in them. His black captivating eyes were piercing my soul.

"It seems like, it's not only me who feels this. That kiss has changed a lot of things, didn't it?" He whispers those powerful words so soft that feel like my heart couldn't hold it anymore. My legs threatened to collapse.

"Kunwar Sa I'm really sorry for my rude behavior last night. I know it was so childish. We are a married couple. It's common in a relationship. But not for me. You know very well that, where I used to live. These things are very new for us. And I'm a newbie. It'll take some time for me to get used to these things." I said very slowly in a calm tone looking down. I can't say these things looking into his eyes. If I do then I might be freak out.

"If it's the matter then I'll make you used to it. And then you won't feel uncomfortable around me. And after that, you will not able to stay away from me." He winked at me, making me more blush. Suddenly one thing came into my mind and I looked at him with a serious expression. And his naughty smirk wiped off from his face seeing me being serious.

"But there's one more thing that is eating me from inside and disturbing my mind." I paused intentionally looking into his eye searching for my answer in them. And I am satisfied when I find that in them. But I want to hear it from him and want a double confirmation.

"I don't know yet what you feel for me?" I found him blinking his eye's few times making them wide. Did I ask him the wrong question? And what I saw in his eyes was just my hallucination.

"You thought I was playing around. Huh??" He said, his voice and intense gaze on me sending shivers down my spine.

"How could you think so cheap and low about me?" He said angrily looking straight into my eyes.

"Kunwar Sa I'm sor...."

"DON'T." His husky voice shakes me to the core.

"You are my Wife for God's sake Aina." He said it hurt his tone. He is hurt. I cause him pain. I'm evil. How can I hurt him, whom I love with my all heart? I'm such an evil. I'm the villain of my own story.

He cupped my face into my palm and look into my eyes with his hurtful eyes. Which is tearing my heart apart.

"Aina you are just not my wife. You are very special to me. I fell in love with you the way Rain falls on the first day of summer recklessly and unexpectedly."

"You are mine. My better half. Without whom I'm incomplete. You are my breath. Without whom I can't live. You are my life. Without whom I can't be alive." He said pouring his all emotions into his words.

"Now, do you need more explanation, who you are to me? What do I feel for you? If yes, you can ask it clearly. I won't mind getting rid of your all insecurity thrown away from your head and heart." He said each and every word angrily.

Now I want nothing. Just want to cry.

I hurt him because of my stupidity.

I feel like crying my heart out.

My heart was right, it had told me that, he has feelings for me. Even Sameera also told me the same. But my stupid brain put negativity into me. And now, I hurt him with my words.

He just confesses to me, who I'm to him. How much do I matter to him? What place do I hold in his life?

He grabs my arms, pushing me against the fridge. I'm now trapped between the fridge on my back and him. And I don't have any time to complain when his lips smack on mine.

He kisses me fiercely. He was pouring all of his emotions into his kiss.

Frustration, Desire, Anger, lust, Desperation, and love. All of them I can feel from the way he kisses me. I gasp as he softly bites my lower lip and takes it as a chance to shove his tongue into my mouth.

He continues ravishing my mouth. Sucking, licking, biting, and bruising my lips. He grabs my hair and tilts my head so that he can deepen the kiss.

I grip his shoulder for support as my knees start to give away and that's when he bounces my body up, earning my gasp. As I wrap my legs around his thighs, circling my arms around his neck. My back is still pressed hard against the fridge and there is no space between us. My breast touched against his chest.

I don't even know when I started kissing him back. He makes me feel so wanted that I can't help but let myself lose in him.

He sucked my lower lip earning another gasp from me.

"Kunwar Sa." I moaned. It was barely a whisper.

He pulls away and I open my eyes to find him looking at me with adoration. He walks to the kitchen slab and made me sit on that. Then circling his hands around my neck he came near my ear.

"You know how much it sounds so sexy when you called me Kunwar Sa. I love it." He said snuggling into my neck.

"Kunwar Sa we are getting late." Saying that I tried to push him but it go in vain.

"Hell with the office." Saying that with irritation he snuggles and sniffs my fragrant.

"You smell so good, Aina." Suddenly my phone buzzed which make him irritated.

"Ughhrrr!!!!" Pushing him I took my phone and glanced at it. It shows Puneet Bhai Sa's number.

"Hello!"

"Hell with your hello! Tell me where is your dearest husband, Bhabi Sa?"

He's sounding so much frustrated. I looked over at Kunwar Sa and said, "Umm. Bhai sa, he is taking a bath. Why? Is there anything important?"

"How long have I been calling him and he is having fun? He takes a vacation, has fun, and I die working here."

"Man I am also a human, please, spare me. Send my message to him that, He will take over the responsibilities of office today and I am going on leave."

"Calm down Bhai Sa. Calm down. Of course, you go. I'll let him know. You enjoy your vacation."

"Thank you Bhabi sa. You are the only one who understands me. Otherwise, no one thinks about me."

"Okey, okay, alright. Now stop buttering me. I have work to do, now I'm hanging out. I'll talk to you later."

I dismissed the call after greeting him in my traditional way and he also greet me back the same way. After that, I glared at him.

"I'm late because of you."

"Don't say me, say we." He said smiling. I shake my head with fake anger.

"Go and get ready."

"Okey your highness." Placing his right hand on the left side of his chest he said dramatically bending a little.

"So tell me your highness are you still feeling uncomfortable because of the kiss?" He asked me with a naughty smirk holding on his lips.

"Ummm! I.... think.....Ummm. A little bit."

"Then come over here we have to work on it. Why not we start the second session with a passionate kiss?" My eyes go wide and he started laughing holding his stomach.

"Kunwar Sa," I exclaimed angrily and he ran towards his room.

I smiled watching him running. And at the same time blushed thinking about our second kiss.