Chapter 59: Chapter 59

NAINA KUMARI

We were stuck in the middle of our way back home. There outside still raining heavily. I was watching outside through the closed window. Raindrops were falling into it. The dark sky lightens up with a loud thunderbolt.

"Don't you feel scared of thunderbolt?" I heard Kunwar Sa's voice and I snapped at him blankly.

"No." I simply said shooking my head right to left and hear him groan. That made me laugh and I did but in my mind. Then I looked back at the window.

"You are a mood spoiler." He said in an offended tone making a grumpy face.

"So you were surmising me to afraid of a thunderbolt? And when it'll came I'll hug you tightly as the heroines do in TV serials." I laugh hard imagining such things.

"You are just not only a mood spoiler but also an unromantic girl, no lady." He accused me, pointing his finger at me.

"Who said I'm an unromantic person?" I asked him quickly cocking my eyebrows at him.

"Me." He pointed his finger at him and said. "I'm saying this."

"I'm not unromantic." I retorted boldly and I'm shocked by my own words. I didn't suppose to say it loud but it just slips out from my tongue.

Stupid me!!!!

"Then prove it." He challenged me while smirking at me with a naughty look. As I jumped into it so I have to play along or else he'll think I'm not his type. And he'll again leave me. Again breaking my heart.

"How?" I asked.

"Kiss me." My eyes go wide hearing him out. He didn't even let me think just put his lips on mine saying, "Okey! I'm going to make it easy for you."

I was shocked at the sudden movement. His lips brushed against mine. They feel so soft and delicate, and his mouth smells like fresh strawberry gum.

He starts to move his lips, but I'm still awestruck that, I don't even know what I'm going to do. It tells how inexperienced I'm.

Yes! I'm inexperienced. So what? It's my first kiss.

"Open your mouth." He whispers against my lips.

Wait, what did he just say? My mind was still on cloud nine that I can't comprehend anything he said.

So he finally kissed me. What has he wanted to do from so long ago, I think? Even he tried at once in office. But badly interrupted by Nisha.

So purposely challenged me to full fill his desire.

Naughty. Naughty. Kunwar Sa!!

But I comply anyway. I gave him access and the next thing I know, he shoves his tongue into my mouth. His tongue teases mine and explores the new territory so slowly that it makes me almost moan. Almost.

He continues kissing me and everything feels so good, sweet in my mouth. I don't think that I'll be able to hold my moan for a long time.

I like it. I like my first kiss.

I close my eyes and kiss him back. Trying to mirror what he's doing.

Although I'm basically a clueless newbie here. I can feel him smiling between our kisses. I know because I reciprocate the kiss. And trying to cop with him.

He then pulls away and I look at him. His eyes glint with amusement but not as much as the desire he has been showing to me for the last couple of minutes. He unbuckled my seat belt and pats his own thigh, telling me to sit on his lap.

"Come here." He whispers. And so I do as he told like a good girl.

I get up from my seat and sit on his lap. Thank God I was wearing a short white color top with pair of jeans or else it'll be difficult for me to seat on his lap.

And I'm also glad that this road is empty and it's nighttime. It's almost a deserted place away from the crowded city.

But it's making me feel embarrassed at the same time because of our kiss also in a public place. It should have been done in our home, in our bedroom.

But Gosh!!! It's happened here and I can't change it.

When I sit on his lap he puts his hands on my back and nape. Then he pulls me into another kiss. And I grab the front of his shirt for support.

Instead of telling me what to do, and without stopping our kiss he grabs my arms and circles them around his neck.

I find myself being pulled into the kiss more in this new intimate position.

His kiss is tantalizing and becomes more passionate and bold as we go on. It sends all kinds of sparks through my body like fireworks.

I pushed him, lack of breath holding his shoulders. I started inhaling deep breaths closing my eyes. And so he is. I opened my eyes and looked into his eyes and found him happy. I got down from his lap and sit on my own seat.

Within that time rain also came in slow motion. I buckle the seat belt and looked outside. "The rain has stopped, now we should go home."

I said looking outside. Now at this moment, I can't meet his gaze. I never pull this type of bold stunt ever. Now I'm feeling embarrassed thinking that why I get agree to his challenge in the first place.

He must be comprehend my discomfort as without saying anything he just start the engine and drove back to our home.

Now I'm standing under the warm shower closing my eye's letting the warm water go freely making me calm. If it would be cold water that will be much better. But if I get into the cold shower then I must catch a cold.

It's already nighttime so I choose the warm one instead of cold water. I stayed there for some 15 minutes. Then turning off it, I changed myself into my night dress.

I came out of the bathroom and went to my old room. I'm not used to doing romance. And after our kissing session, I'm really feeling uncomfortable going in front of him and facing him. His eye's made my heart go crazy. So tonight I decided to stay in my old room, away from him.

I know it's not his fault and it's wrong to punish him like that but I can't help. I need some time to calm down. Or else I would get a heart attack. Just a kiss made me like this what will happen when he goes further taking our relationship into a new turn.

I don't know. I just don't know anything. Now I just want to stay alone for some time. I get inside my room and shut the door. We didn't even have our dinner. I don't have any mood but what about him? He must be feeling hungry. Doesn't he know how to cook for himself? So he can cook and have his meal. I don't have to take stress him. He'll manage.

I covered myself head to toe with the sheet to get sleep. But my sleep was far far away from my eyes. The memory of our kiss it's repeating in my head making me sick.

My hands are sweating and shaking also. And so my legs. What is happening with me? He kissed me.

HE KISSED ME. ME. And also without even confessing his feelings. I don't know what he feels for me. Does he have feelings for me? Or does it just desires?

"I think I should talk to Sameera. Maybe she has some solution to get me out of my current situation. But how am I gonna say to her about the kiss? No, no, no. I can't. " I pulled my hair into my fist and groan.

"No, no. I have to talk to her. Or else my condition will get much worse." I dialed her number and she answer it after three-ring.

"Hello! N."

"Hell with your hello. You listen to me first."

"Okey, go ahead."

"Umm..."

"Yeah, say further. I'm all ears."

"Todayhekissedme."

"What me?"

"Offo!! you didn't hear what I just said?"

"I did. But I want to hear it for once more time. So now tell me what were you saying?"

"I.... was....ummm.... saying.... that... He kissed me today."

"Who?"

"Who else?"

"OMG! OMG! OMG! Really N? Ohh Gosh, I can't believe."

"Yaar. I'm dying here and you're dancing there. Crazy girl, first listen to me what I'm saying then do whatever you want to do."

"Ohh, Sorry! Then tell me, what are you trying to say."

"I don't know what's this feeling called. It feels....It feels ....Ugghh! I can't even express my feelings in words. You just understand what I'm trying to say. Can't you do this for me?"

"How can he suddenly kiss me without any warning? And moreover, he didn't even confess his feelings to me till. I even don't know whether he loves me or not."

"Naina. I get sured today about one thing."

"What do you mean by that?"

"That, you're a dumbass."

"What?"

"Why are you getting surprised? I'm telling the truth only. How can you be so stupid? Can't you understand this little thing? That, If he doesn't love you, why would he kiss you? Does he kiss any random girl who passes by? Did you feel some special feeling when he kissed you? Or did he regrets kissing you? Tell me?"

"No, nothing happened like what you said. He was very happy at that time when we were kissing and still was happy after that. And I have never seen him so happy with me before today. And I felt like I'm over the moon."

"Hmm. So it is clear that he also loves you. Just didn't confess. And I'm sure he'll do it soon."

"Are you sure about it?"

"Yes, of course."

"Well, if you're saying so. But I'm feeling very shy to face him. How can I face him now? You know, I have hidden myself in my old room."

"Aww! I know you're still thinking about that kiss and being red tomato."

"Sam, I called you so that you can give me a solution. and you're teasing me instead of helping me."

"Okay okay. It happens to everyone. It's very normal. Don't stress yourself much. I know it was your first kiss. And it's very important for everyone."

"Never mind. If you'll be fine till morning. Hence if you feel uncomfortable and don't want to face him now then don't. There's no problem just let him know you want to be alone. I believe he'll understand your situation."

"Now, I'm hanging. Bye-bye."

"Okey, bye-bye!"

I dismissed the call and Suddenly I heard his voice with a knock on my door. Why is he here? Didn't he get the hint that I don't want to meet him?

I heard the door again knock threes. "This stubborn man." I groaned.

I got off my bed and went to open the door. I just popped out my head not fully he can only see my eyes.

"Yes, is there anything I can help with?" I asked him.

"Were you sleeping, Aina?" He asked me looking right into my eyes. I tear my gaze instantly from his intense gaze while looking down. His eyes were piercing my soul.

He is so calm and behaving so normal as if nothing happened between us hours ago. I think I'm overthinking about the kiss. It's normal for him cause he had kissed many girls many times. He is used to it. But for me, it's a special feeling and very new to me.

"Yes. If you weren't disturbing me, I would be sleeping peacefully now. But you disturbed my restful sleep." I said making a cute sleepy face. And yawn.

"Are you angry with me?" He asked in a panicked tone.

"No." Saying that I was about to shut the door but he pushed it. I also pushed the door with all my strength to shut the door but in front of him, my strength is nothing and goes in vain.

But I didn't give up.

"Kunwar Sa, I'm not mad at you. I just need some time. And I'm very tired. I want some sleep. Can we talk about it tomorrow?"

I told him calmly thinking that he'll understand and again tried to shut the door.

"Why do you want to be alone? Talk to me. At least let me know, What's happened to you suddenly? Tell me. Are you feeling unwell?"

Pushing the door more he asked in a worried tone.

"KUNWAR. SA. I. WANT. TO. STAY. ALONE." I said loudly stressing each and every word.

Hearing me he gets shocked and taken aback. Taking the advantage of his distraction I shut the door. Leaning on the door I inhaled deep breaths and exhale slowly to calm me down. My heart is again running uncontrollably. I tap on my heart to ease it.

"Aina, I'm sorry. If I hurt you unknowingly. Or are you upset because of the kiss?" He was still at the door.

"Kunwar Sa I'm fine. Don't worry! And I don't need any sorry from you. You don't have to apologize. You didn't do anything wrong. I just need some space. My heart is not well." I said loudly so that he could hear me.

"What happened to your heart? Open the door let me check." He said while panicking.

"Kunwar sa, calm down. Nothing happened like that. I'm absolutely fine physically. Just not well emotionally." I said helplessly. What I'm even saying, I don't know. I closed my eyes tightly.

"It's just gone crazy whenever I go near you. I'll be fine till morning. Please don't worry about me. We'll talk about it later. Go and sleep." I tried to make him understand my situation. And I think he gets it.

"Okey! You go to sleep. Good night Aina." I heard him walking away.

And I sighed.

"Good night Kunwar Sa," I murmured and get on the bed and sleep.