Chapter 53: Chapter 53

NAINA KUMARI

Leaving my lunch in between i get up to go. I know he must be converted into a volcano.

"Did you see, how jealous he was? Didn't me and Vansh tell you that, he'll be jealous witnessing you with other boys? No one can tolerate his wife and husband with any other person."

"He also used to sit here and feed his Rasiya with his own hands. In front of you. Then you used to be in pain ten times more than him. Do you know why?"

Puneet bhai sa came near my ear and whispered as others were busy enjoying their biryani.

"Why?"

"It's simple. Because you love him." He whispered with a mischievous smile.

"Puneet Bhai sa, nothing is like that. I don't love him." Saying that in a low tone near his ear I made my way to his cabin.

After knocking on the door I entered inside.

"Sit," He said angrily.

Twisting my lips at him I grab a chair and sat down. Thank God he didn't notice me doing that.

"What was that?" He asked me clenching his jaw if he do more it will break at any time.

"What?" I back questioned him looking confused. As if I don't know anything. But what he saw was pre-planned by Puneet Bhai sa and Vansh.

"Don't you think you owe me an explanation?" He asked.

"Umm, No. I don't think so."

"Listen, don't act innocent in front of me. You know very well what I am asking you about."

Getting up from his chair he yelled at me pointing his finger at me.

"Put your finger down," I spoke in a normal tone. But he didn't.

"I said put your finger down," I shout at him in my extreme voice. I had never raised my voice before like this. But I had to do that. Cause I had to make him remember that he also had done this with me before. When I exposed his marriage matter in front of his girlfriend.

"I am your employee, not your slave. That you shout at me like this? You don't have any right to talk to me in this tone." I tried to say it in a calm tone.

"You're not my slave but wife. My legally married wife. And I have the right to ask you anything. And you are bound to answer whatever I ask you."

I glared at him. And he also glared at me back.

"Why was that guy feeding you?"

He sounds so jealous while asking that. And I smirked in my mind.

"Whether he was feeding me or slaking me, what's your problem in that?"

I asked him arrogantly.

"Ohho! Is this the matter? Now, where has your culture gone, which you used to teach me? Laughing with other men, feeding each other. Does your so-called culture allow you to do this?"

He asked me in a taunting way. And I was laughing from inside. If he wasn't present in front of me then I would have done my happy happy wala dance.

"Kunwar sa, I have not forgotten my values, nor limits. Whom you are talking about, we are very good teammates. And at the same time, good friends too."

"And one thing, when I have no place in your life, then why would I bound to answer you? I think You have got dementia. At first, you say that you are not my wife, you're only the daughter-in-law of my Maa sa and Pitaji. Then now why are you claiming rights on me?"

"Yes. I remember I had said all that. Now I am saying this does not hang out with boys unnecessarily. Stay with them only when there is work."

He yelled at me. Showing his big big anger-filled eyes at me. And his face was tight in anger.

"You will say and I will agree. Who are you to me, that I have to obey you?"

I asked him angrily.

"I'm your husband and you're my wife. Don't forget this thing." He raised his voice this time and his eyes blazed.

"Ohh!! So it seems that you have remembered, Kunwar sa that I am your wife and you are my husband. Good." I said in a mocked way while faking a laugh. My expression changed the next moment into a serious one

"But you remember this thing only when I am with some other boy. Can't remember when you are with another girl. Very, very close to her. Do you understand what I am trying to explain to you?" I said bitterly sending a deathly look at him.

"Don't make any mistake of interfering in my life from now onwards, Kunwar sa. Never did I interfere in your life, neither ask any question to you." I said each word sternly.

"So, I hope that you too will not interfere in my life, neither you will ask any questions to me. Am I clear?"

His jaw left hung open almost touching the floor hearing my words. Obviously, I never used this many harsh words ever with him but today. He's the sole reason behind my changing behavior.

Turning on my heel I walked out from there without hearing his side. What else he'll say afterward yelling at me? First, he has to understand me and trust me. Then I consider whether I should forgive him or not.

My heart isn't a useless thing. That whenever he wants he can hurt my heart. And whenever he wants he can apologize. Or I'll just forgive him so easily. No way. This time it's not going to be easy for him.

If he wants forgiveness from me he has to earn this. Otherwise, I won't give him just like that.

This time he has to pay for hurting my heart and feelings. I'm going to forgive him. Because we are human beings. We are not perfect. And we do mistakes. If god can forgive us for so many sins then why can't we?

He already apologized for his mistakes, his hurtful deeds what he had done to me. He is regretting and guilty too. He tried many times to seek forgiveness from me.

I know he doesn't love me but somewhere in the corner of his heart, I made a little space for him. And I have faith that someday it will convert into love.