Chapter 41: Chapter 41

SAMEER PRATAP SINGH

I came to Avilash's Place and Rasiya was waiting outside for me in her car.

When she witnessed my car entering inside she immediately came to my car and we both headed towards the entrance. She was clinging to me every time.

We congratulate Abhilash and Priya and then went to grab a seat for her. But Siya pulled me to the bar. She offered me a drink but I was not in the mood to have a drink so I deny it. She was having a cocktail still clinging to me.

Suddenly my gaze caught a beautiful view.

A beautiful noblewoman draped in a red Saari. It was difficult for me to take my eyes off her. Her back was facing me so it was difficult for me to see her face. Suddenly she turned and our eyes met with each other.

It was Naina. She came here wearing a saari. And she was looking stunning, gorgeous, and breathtaking. Her eyes were looking so beautiful that I couldn't able to avert from them.

Something caught my attention that, she was sitting with Puneet. That means she has come here with him.

I tear my gaze from her and dare not to look back at her. What she'll think of me??

Suddenly I feel Something like liquid fall on me when I look down I found out that it was Siya's cocktail that has fallen on my suit.

"My bad. It's my fault." She gasped looking at my wet dirty suit. And started apologizing for her fault with a sorry face.

"Let me clean it for you. Come, I'll take you to the washroom." Saying that she began to me with her. But I pull my hand back from her grip.

"No, you don't have to bother yourself. I'll manage."Saying that I stood up to go but she caught my hand.

"No, it happens because of me. So I should be the one taking responsibility. No more argument. Come with me."

Saying that with an authoritarian tone, she dragged me with her. She asked Abhilash where's the washroom. And he told her to go upstairs and take a turn to the left side then the 2nd room.

We both went there. She help me to wash my suit and we came out. Suddenly pushing me to the wall she smashed her lips on mine. It was so fast that I couldn't register what was going on until I heard a noise like shutting a door. She was kissing me so hard like a hungry woman.

The sound of the music was so loud that I didn't even realize when someone came and left before I saw it.

I pushed her away from me with force fortunately she was able to stable herself from falling flat on the floor. She looked at me with an amazed look on her face.

"What the hell happened to you Rasiya," I quivered with frustration while yelling at her very angrily.

"The same question I also want to ask you Sameer. What the hell happened to you?" This time she shouted at me at the top of her lungs.

"Why're you behaving so weird lately?" Tears walled up in her eyes and when she shouted tears roll down from her eyes.

"And today, you have crossed the limit. You pushed me away. Some days before you slapped me. And now you pushed me away from you. Why?" She yelled in a choked voice and burst into tears.

She sniffed and again continue in a cracked tone.

"Can you tell me the reason? I wanna know, What is bothering you?" She started sobbing.

"I think now you don't love me like before. My importance in your life seems to be decreasing."

Is this true that her importance has been decreasing in my life? How is this possible? No, it's not possible.

RASIYA AGNIHOTRI

"You know I love you Siya. But I feel like I'm cheating on her. I'm betraying her. I'm doing wrong with her. It's not her fault that we get married. Like me, she was also compelled to agree to do the marriage."

Holding my face in his palms he tried to make me understand.

He's behaving like a mad person now. He's blaming himself for doing wrong with her. He believes, she's suffering because of him. I'm afraid now lest he leaves me for her in the guilt. I can't let that happen. I have to do something. I can't sit back like this.

"I love you, not her. I want to be with you, not with her. It's not her fault in this. THEN WHY DID SHE SUFFER ALL THIS?" He punched the wall behind me while screaming and crying.

It's the first time I have witnessed him crying and saw him in this miserable condition.

He sniffs and again starts. "She's stuck between us. Neither she can leave me nor she can live with me as a wife. I have made her life like a devastated." He again punched that wall. This time it was louder than the first one.

He started going backward. Tears were streaming down his face.

"I should be happy to be with you. But I can't. Whenever I tried to get close to you her words and painful crying sound started to echo in my ear. Making me feel guilty."

Hearing his words make me remember Ishana's words.

"Sameer will get attracted towards Naina. He'll start feeling for her. In fact, he will not even know when he has fallen in love with her. Even you won't know. Naina will win his heart as well as him."

No. No. No. I won't let that happen. I have to save our relationship at any cost. I have to make him understand.

I went near him and wipes his tears away then cupped his face in my palm.

"Sameer, look at me. You only love me okay? You're mine. You know right, how much I love you?"

He's looking at me with moist eyes.

"Now you're sad, that's why these unreasonable thoughts are coming into your mind. You just need to calm down, everything will be fine. Okay?"

I observed his every move and his facial expressions. He was just looking at me blankly. So I tried to put more sense in his brain.

"You're a righteous person with an innocent heart. You're emotional and sensitive, that's why you're feeling like this. Please, stop thinking about this all."

He again tried to get away from my hold but I didn't let him get out of my hold. "Look, you know right, that Whatever happens, happens by the will of God."

"It's written in her fate that's why this's happening to her. There's no fault of yours in it. So, stop cursing yourself." I said and he started shaking his head left to right.

"No, certainly you can't understand what situation I am going through. And yeah, listen carefully I don't want you to be too close to me. Please I need some space. I hope, you'll understand. And my situation too."

"Even though we are couples in the world, it doesn't mean that you cling to me all the time. So please." His eyes became red and puffy due to crying. But what did he just say?

He wants me to stay away from him? Conveying that he wants to break up with me.

But I don't want that. I want to be with you. You just can't end our relationship like this. I need to stop him.

"Sameer. " I tried to make him understand but he stopped me by showing his palm.

"Just leave me alone." Saying that he stormed out from there wiping his tears.

Ishana's words come true. "That village girl wins his heart. She became successful to make her place in his life. She has made him helpless so much that now Sameer wants to leave me. His love. You had promised me that we'd be together forever. We will grow old together."

"THEN HOW CAN YOU STEP BACK FROM YOUR WORDS?" I screamed from inside in pain. I can't cry out loud.

People will hear me. And I don't want others to see me in this state. I can't lose you Sameer. And I ain't gonna give up on you so easily.