Chapter 14: Chapter 14

"STUPID!!! I LOVE YOU!"

"STUPID!!! I LOVE YOU!"

"STUPID!!! I LOVE YOU!" It keeps on playing on my head as if it was an old song. I still can't get through it.

Wait... He stopped me... Did he just tell me that he loves me?

Twinks. Then a realization hit me.

Mother fucker, shit!. The man I like likes me too! Oops! I mean the man I love, loves me too!

Because of too much happiness, I stopped and think.

I just can't believe that you are mine now. Hahaha. Omyghad! How I love to hear that song.

But, wait...

He's gay, right? Is he making fun of me? I

don't want to get false hope again.

"Tell me the truth. Are you gay? Or you are just making fun of me?" I asked him directly while looking at his puffy eyes.

He stood then walks towards me, then, he pressed my lips to me.

What was that?

"Do you think I'll kiss you if I am gay?"

While looking into his eyes, it was like he wants to tell everything, but he can't find the right words.

"Why would I get jealous like this because of that fucking Dave, if I am gay and don't like you?"

Those words give me thrill down to my spine. Woah! Jealous!Bravo, ayeahhh!

Does this mean that he likes me a long time ago? He always got a say every time that I am with Sir Dave.

The thought of it makes me go bitch.

But, there is still something that confuses me.

"But...why are you acting like a gay?" I asked.

"Yes, I was gay. I admit it. But, when you suddenly came into my company and especially in my life, the wall that I built crumbles.

Imagine that, Celine? I was gay since elementary. I got boyfriends and some guy flings, but never I imagine that I'll fall with a girl.

But that makes you are an exemption. When I started liking you, my male hormones stirred. I tried looking and hooking up to other guys, but it does not work." He confessed.

A tear fell from my eye. This is real!

Paparap papap...Love it...real for real...real...real.

Paparap papap...

Oohhhlalalala, I can't help but sing.

All of my worries were gone.

He was gay before he met me.

Above all, the girl that he was talking about, is me. He loves me. To sum it up, I was angry for nothing.

It puts me at ease. The emotion that I am feeling right now is unexplainable.

The beat of my heart races to each other, as if it goes to every part of my body.

"So please, Celine. Don't leave me, okay? I can't do anything without you...

You love me too, right?" he said.

There he goes again, he makes me feel like I have butterflies in my stomach.

Hmph.

"Tse! Be thankful, I love you too. You were the most stupid gay that I know. Why didn't you tell me earlier? I got jealous of that girl who just looks like a quail bird.?"

I just laughed at the things that I blurted out.

It's gonna be intense...

It's true. She looks like a quail bird.

"It's not the right time, yet. Someday, I will tell you everything. Always remember that I LOVE YOU, no matter what happens you will always be my baby."

Woahhh! Those words! I nodded as an answer.

I am contented knowing that he loves me.

Soon. I'll get to know the reason behind his secret.

We just need to take it slow.

"Okay, fine. You gave me butterflies to my stomach."

He chuckled.

"Why? Is it wrong to tell things like that to my girlfriend? I love you, Mon Amour."

"What?! Girlfriend? That fast? You didn't even court me. And, what do you mean about Mon Amour? CANDICE? CHAKA? CHARARAT? Fuck you!"

Then, there he is. He laughed like there's no tomorrow.

Is there something funny about that? It wasn't a joke. And, I was dead serious, about what I said.

"Mon Amour means my darling. My mom is a great fan of William Shakespeare, and that endearment was used to his novels."

Ohh... is that it?

Ohh. That's the reason why is he laughing. I thought it was something else.

I mentally slapped myself. Why didn't I listen to my World Literature class way back in college?

"...And I think we're okay. So that no one will go near you, and plans to make a move to you. If courting is what you are looking for. I'll court you every day if that's what you want. But, remember that you are

mine. End of conversation."

I'm kinda feeling that so-called exciting moment.

From: MyBeksLove

Take a rest, mon amour. It's already midnight.

It is already midnight but I can't sleep and I am still chatting with my bekslove. After the confession, he chooses to give me a ride back to my condo.

He told me that it is a bad omen for couples to be together on their first night.

Tse! He knows too much. If I'm going home. I'll choose to stay with him 24/7. That's why I am making him pissed.

To: MyBeksLove

Ehhh. I don't want to! I don't want to sleep, then wake up tomorrow, knowing that it was just a dream.

That, you will go back to what you are before.

Yes, I am afraid to wake up the next morning, how I wish that it will stay the same. Even if it takes forever in my slumber.

I would rather make impossible things happen.

After a second, my phone rang.

From: MyBeksLove

Don't worry, okay? I'll always be here no matter what. I'll still love you regardless of the consequences.

Be at ease, my mon amour. I love you with all my heart. I am telling you this, with intense. Hahaha...

Emerged. Gaah! He brings butterflies to my stomach, again.

Starting now, there is something like "possessive pronoun", because of him. His mine.

After exchanging some messages, I fell asleep. The last face that I imagined before going to sleep is his beautiful ooops I mean the handsome face of the man I love.