Chapter 13: Chapter 13

He’s the worst.

He can instantly melt my heart but at the same time can also immediately broke it.

Why did I fell in love with someone, whom he cannot love me back?

Why is it that I’m hurting so much?

After a few moments of battling with myself. I went outside the cubicle and looked at the mirror. I looked at my face, I looked like a sea monster.

Get a grip, Celine! You can overcome this. You can find someone else. There are many creatures under the sea!

I can and-... My imagination we’re being cut when there is a guy that entered the comfort room. He immediately locked the door.

What the heck?

I was waiting for the guy to turn around. Only to my surprise that it was.

Sir Beks Yjn!

I looked at him from head whose look like a foot, oops! I mean I looked at him from head to foot.

He was very handsome and has a good physique. His body is like the perfect creation of heaven. He always goes to the gym.

His way of looking at someone can make your undies go down by itself. Flirt undies! His lips are very red, which I want to taste.

How I wish. But, why is he here? He is with someone else! It is a ladies’ room.

I met his gaze.

And, oh boy! It was very evident that he is angry. His facial expression, his fist that turns into a ball one, his lips that

forms a straight line.

He walks fast to me and puts his hands on the sink.

My heart beats fast. I didn’t know why? Is this because I’m afraid? Or because I saw his face again?

He grabbed my shoulders using his free hand.

“Fuck! Celine, why you are with that Dave guy, again?” he said to me as if he is being irritated.

Why is he angry? I must be the one who gets angry with him.

Instead of being intimidated by him, I do know have the guts to answer him, “Why? It’s not your damn business! Just go back there! Maybe the flirty girl that you’re with is looking for you!”

Instead of backing off, he just leans towards me.

I shook his hands and resists him.

“Heee—y! Let go of me! Sir Dave is waiting---".

I never finished my sentence, he just carries me without hesitation.

As in the carried me as if I am a sack of rice!

“Ahhhhhh! Let go of meeee!!!” But, he never does what I’ve said. He just pats my butt.

He carried me till we reached his car, and throw me inside the passenger seat.

I felt only one feeling. I’m scared!

He took me to his condo unit. It was very fast, I didn’t notice things in my environment. What I am just thinking is that I love this gay, and I know I can give him everything he wants.

That moment, we stepped outside the elevator, when he grabbed my hips, and lean towards me and kiss my lips.

At first, it was just pressing his lips unto mine. Waiting for my body to react.

Then, he slowly kissed me. It was very sensual, my lips join him as if they are dancing with a rhythm.

I didn’t know how we got inside his unit. He was the first one to end the scene.

I catch my breath. Woah! That was intense.

At that exact moment, I noticed that we are inside his room, and he is not wearing his top anymore.

While me? The buttons of my top are open, my boobs now are exposed to him.

We looked at each other. I saw something in his eyes as he stares at me. I don’t know how to explain it, but it’s something that I’ve never seen before.

I walked towards him, touch his face, and told him with a calm voice, “Why did you that, hmm?”

He didn’t move, he just looked at me.

After some time, he hugged me. It was a tight hug.

As if he doesn’t want me to let go. I instantly feel at ease when he embraced me.

“You’re only mine, okay?” he told me.

What? What does that mean?

“Are you drunk or something Sir?” I told him. But, he just hugged me more tightly.

But, I struggled to break through from his hug.

“ It's bullshit ha! You confused me! Earlier you are kissing me, then you told me that I am yours. Then what? Tomorrow we will go back to what we are? As if nothing happens?”

I exploded. The emotions that I am suppressing for the whole time just come out.

My tears run to my face. “What is your real deal?! F*ck.!  I am tired of loving you.”

He just looked at me, standing in front of me while I am crying. He looks surprised. But, I don’t care anymore. I can’t stop.

I need to tell him everything. I need to take risks.

One last time.

I’ll leave him here. I’ll turn my back to him, if he will not run towards me, I’ll be gone from his sight.

I breathe. I composed myself.

“First thing in the morning, expect my resignation letter tomorrow, at your table,” I said, using my final tone.

I slowly turn around. Praying that he will run to me. I am waiting for him to grab my arm, and wait for him to tell me the words I am waiting for. That he loves me too.

But, I didn’t hear anything from him. I cried.

Is this the end?

I run towards the door.

But, before I open the door. A guy went in front of me. He hugged me. I am resisting to his hug but, he just hugged me tightly.