Chapter 41: Chapter 41

I opened the door and saw Raymond. His coat was thrown on the bed. His hands are in his hair. His sleeves are neatly rolled upwards. His tie was also thrown on the bed. He seems stressed.

"Are you alright..?" I called him. His body tensed up upon hearing my voice. But soon he relaxed as he looked at me.

"You are back early." He said in a deep voice. His voice sends shivers down my spine. This is telling me that I shouldn't stay here even for a second.

"I want to surprise you. I am waiting for you downstairs," I said as I turned around. I was about to leave but before I could go anywhere he picked me like the bridal style.

"You are not going anywhere.." His voice was so low and breathless. I looked at his eyes. My body shivered as I saw his eyes are clouded with nothing but a Pool of Desires. Thank you. Maybe surprising him was a bad idea. My hairs stood on their edge as he closed the door and threw me on the bed. He hovered over me. I looked at him in fear as I crawled back.

"You can't escape.."He whispered, smirking. He's so intimidating right now, making my heart stop. Before I could say or do anything he pinned me with his hands and lean in,

"Today...I, Raymond Smith.Will claim you as mine.."

I began to cry upon hearing it.

"please..No...Raymond..." I tried to get out of his iron grip.

"I can't wait any longer Violet.." He growled as he began to kiss my neck intensely. Tears began to fall. It's not that I don't want it. I want it but not as his obsession but as his lover. Someone he loved. It pains me when he shows his obsessiveness. I want it to be filled with love not with lust. I want a memorable night of love, not a mere show of pleasures.

I tried to push him away. I struggled. It angered him as he tightened his grip,

"Stop it! You are making this harder for yourself!"

"Stop...Raymond.." Surprisingly he stopped for a second and looked at me.

"Why?"He asked in a mocking tone. He leans in as our lips touch.

"Aren't saving me your obsession? Hmm?" His eyes are filled with intense lust. His gaze is killing me. I am so scared. I just want him to stop. I wish I never decided to come back here.

"Stick to your Obsession... And Stay still."He said huskily as He began to kiss me. I didn't kiss him back. But that didn't stop him as another tear rolled down. I turned my head. He pinned my hands above my head with one hand while his other hand gripped my hairs. He pulled them, forcing me to look at him. My vision was blurred due to tears.

"Kiss. me. back'' He said in a deadly serious tone making me siffed. The terror he has evoked within me can never be erased. My lips tremble as I manage to say,

"This isn't saving you... It's your lust..." I broke into a cry. But his deadly glare shut me up and he leans in again,

"You are nothing but an obsession...Don't forget that.."

He kissed me as I kissed him back. Because I don't want to anger him. His hand from my hairs moved down exploring my body like a hunter, his menacing gaze making me quiver in dread. My breath caught up in my throat. He was about to undress me as it froze me in terror. Do something Violet. Release this agony. Stop being scared for once! Tears rolled onto my cheeks as he deepened the kiss while his other hand was about to leave me utterly shattered and defiled and I couldn't let him make an irredeemable mistake. I couldn't take it anymore. That's it. Somehow I felt like even Heavens were on my side as I used all of my strength to get out of his grip as I pushed him away and slapped him hard. I began to cry out loud as he touched his cheeks. I realized what I had done. My instant of courage was turned into Fright. My soul was terrorized just by thinking about the consequences.

I covered my mouth with my hand as he looked at me. I couldn't read his expression. Without caring about anything I ran out of my room and locked myself in a random room. I fell on the ground and began to cry. I muffled my cries by biting my hand.

I cried and cried. Why is there no such thing as love between us? Why do we always end up as each other's obsession?

I love you. Why can't you love me too?

Raymond POV:-

I was lost in my bottomless pit of anger. How dare she. I am so infuriated. She'll pay for that. She shouldn't have done that. How could she slap me?

One part of me is crumbling. And being crushed under the remorse of hurting her again. The regret is eating me up. I always ended up hurting her. Why can't I control myself? Why do I always make her hate me? She is always trying to win my love and I'm pushing her away.

The other egoistic part of mine was filled with rage. The anger of how she humiliated me like that. She is my wife and she can't evade the inevitable. How dare she disobey me. Going against my orders and breaking my patience.

I am stuck between my own thoughts. I don't know what I should do. I touched my cheeks as the angered part of me woke up. And I'm filled with nothing but pure fury. I don't want to hurt her but I know I will. My rage overcomes me. I left the room and walked around the house searching for Violet. Where is she? I swear If I found her I'm gonna show her what will happen when she does something like this.

As I was walking I heard cries. Found you. I walked towards the voice and said in a serious tone,

"Violet. Open the door."

I heard her gasping when she heard my voice. I did nothing and said again,

"Open.The. Damn. Door."

But she didn't. I walked away and went to Emma. Doesn't she dare to think it's gonna end the same way every time? This time she isn't getting away that easily.