Chapter 40: Chapter 40

Meanwhile, Mrs Cadhill was watching us with a smile. The rest was like that but filled with casual talks.

I felt really happy. I never had a family conversation like that. It's my first time feeling this love. Maybe accepting the love the others are giving me isn't bad either. I felt so lucky. It was so much fun.

We are about to leave I began to say,

"Violet."

"Hmm?" She asked.

"You can stay here. If you want." I said as her eyes began to shine brightly.

"Can I?" She asked.

"Yes. As long as you want." I smiled as she hugged me.

"Thanks, Raymond! You are the best!" She exclaimed with joy.

"Your Welcome."

She pulled away as she smiled. I walked towards her and held her chin and leaned in and kissed her. She closed her eyes as she kissed me back. After a while, Mrs Cadhill cleared her throat to get our attention. I pulled away as I whispered to Violet,

"This is the first time you kissed me back," I said as I gave her a side hug,

"Take care. "I said as I left.

I felt so happy. Feeling Loved. A Family.A mother in law that calls me 'Son' with love, unlike my actual one.I little brother who is fun to be with.A wife whom I love. I felt blessed. I wish you were here Celine to see your brother being this happy... How they loved me after what I did to them..

Raymond POV:-

It's been two days, Violet is still staying. I was sitting in the window of my study. I looked at the moon. I wonder if Violet is awake as well. I sighed to myself. I missed her. It's so lonely without her. I am used to her presence. In her absence, the place doesn't seem like home. I hope she comes back soon. I decided not to call her but I honestly want to. And my desires won like always as I called her,

"Hello.."I heard my Beloved Wife's melodious voice. I smiled when I heard it. She sounds sleepy.

"Sleeping?"I asked

"Going to.."She said, yawning. I just felt so happy listening to her voice.

"When are you coming back?"I asked.

"After being satisfied that you have suffered enough; being alone."She said playfully.

"Oh ...then I'm also gonna make sure that when you come back ...I'll repay that suffering, "I smirked.

"No thanks.."She giggled.

"I'll be back soon.."Violet said in a sweet tone.

"Right now ...I am sleepy..can we talk in the morning?"She asked.

"Okay. I'll wait for you. Good Night."

"Good Night. Baby" She said teasingly as she cut the call. I truly hate that nickname. It's not my fault that I sleep like a baby.

I heaved as I looked at the moon again. After staring at it for a while I pulled my hair in frustration.

I am losing myself day by day. I couldn't think straight. The more our relationship is getting better, the more I am losing myself in the pool of desires. My urges, My wants, My desires, All of them are increasing day by day. I won't be able to hold myself any longer. I am losing to my needs. I don't know when I'll lose myself but I know that it won't be any longer. My need to crave her. She is arousing me. My Lust is getting stronger. My obsession with her is making me insane. My urge to claim her as mine is intense. I want her.

I certainly don't want her to hate me. Finally, she has accepted me as her husband. I don't want to ruin our relationship. She is trying so hard to turn this obsession into love. On the other hand me, Who is becoming mad; to make her mine. She is desperate. So am I. We both are desperate for our own obsession. But, I don't think things will remain as they are any longer because I cannot control myself.

I pulled my hair harshly. My desires got the best of me. I can't take this anymore. Please, Violet, don't come back. Stay there. Please don't come back. I have lost myself. The only thing I know now is,

'The moment you come back is the moment I'm gonna claim you as mine'

Violet POV:-

After cutting the call, I tried to sleep but couldn't. I want to talk more now. I groaned in annoyance. I went to my mum, I knocked and called my mum,

"Mum.."

"Come in Dear."My mum called from the other side.

I entered. I snuggled in the blanket and hugged my mum.

"What is it dear?"Mum asked. She is my best friend. She knows me the best.

"Mum...I'm going back tomorrow.."

"Why so early dear?"

"Just...missing home..."

"Missing home or missing someone?"Mum said with a smirk.

"None.."

"Really?"

We both have a staring competition, which I lost. I sighed,

"Someone."

"Looks like someone is missing someone."Mum teased.

"Mum..."I hugged her again.

"What dear?"She asked, patting my back.

"I'm trying so hard to save him. To make him feel loved. But, he is not letting it become more than an obsession. Okay, I understood that he was betrayed once. But that doesn't mean he won't love again. What do I do?"I almost cried as I said. It's true. It hurts. It hurts so much.

"He fell hard for her... Too much.. that her betrayal broke him..." Mum said as I felt numb. "It's like when a broken body tries to find salvation in death and leaves the body but leaves the soul to wander alone in darkness."

"No.." I whispered as tears began to fall. "She broke his body and his soul is lost, find it and save it." She said,

"You have to make him feel that you love him. Made him realize that he loves you too.."

"How?"I asked.

"You have to figure this out yourself."I closed my eyes and let silent tears out.

You loved her too much. I wish you loved me like that too. I wish you could think of me as your wife. Not as a need for craving...

I woke up and decided to go home. I decided to go home early. I am so happy. I entered as Emma greeted me,

"Welcome, Ma'am."She smiled as I smiled back,

"Where's Raymond?"I asked.

"Ma'am Sir is in your room"

"Thanks," I said as I walked to our room. Seeing his face when I'm gonna call him for breakfast. I chuckle to myself. I'm having an uneasy feeling. That eerie feeling isn't leaving my heart. I am trying my best to ignore it as I walk. But,

Little do I know that I am walking towards my own nightmare...