Chapter 18: Chapter 18

XVIII

"I need to know one thing before we do anything, though." he announces and I nod.

"Okay."

"Have you ever done anything like this?" he asks and I purse my lips.

I haven't ever really done anything with a boy, but I'm not sure if I want him to know that. What if he thinks I'm a prude or something?

"Sophie?" Axel asks and nudges my cheek with his nose intertwining our fingers.

I slowly shake my head. "No, I haven't." I decide it's best if I tell the truth.

He lifts his face, his eyes on the same level as mine. "Ever?"

I shake my head. "Is that weird?"

He quickly shakes his head. "No, not at all. I'm really glad, actually." he says and smiles and I smile back.

"Is it going to hurt?" I ask and he lowers his head into my neck, laughing to himself.

I pout. Why is he laughing at me?

Then he shakes his head, returning to the previous position. "You are really fascinating to me, you know." he said and I frown. "I didn't mean that in a bad way." he quickly adds.

"You are just so innocent. It's so different, but amazing in a way." he explains. "It's the polar opposite of what I'm used to."

I look away from him. "You did things like this a lot of times, haven't you?" I ask and he bites his lip.

"I'd be lying if I said no." he admits and I gulp. "But that doesn't make this any less special to me, baby." he continues and I want to believe him, I really do, but I can't.

He is so used to this and has done this so many times that it is simply impossible for this to be in any way memoriable to him.

And to me, it's so memoriable, so special.

"I meant what I said, you know. We don't have to do this." he says again and looks into my eyes.

His green eyes are so comforting, so beautiful and sweet. Sometimes they change so much that it scares me, but I love it so much when they are like this that I somehow keep letting him come back every time.

I shake my head. "No, I want to." I say and put a smile on his face again.

He lays his forehead on mine. "I'm so glad I'm the first one to finger such a beautiful and amazing girl like you." he says slowly.

"Axel!" I say, quietly scolding him and he chuckles.

I put my hands on his lower back under his shirt and start pushing it up, indicating that I want him to take his shirt off.

He obliges and lifts up his torso, straddling me. Then he pulls his shirt off in that sexy way guys do and throws it somewhere behind him.

I look at him and his body in awe; he must be working out. He has prominent muscles, and the tattoos scattered around his chest and hands only make him look even better.

He reaches down on my body, and slides his hand to my back, undoing the bra and ripping it off of me.

I bite my lip as I look up at him and he gulps.

"You're so fucking hot, Sophia Watson. You are so fucking hot, and you are all mine."

With those words, he joins our mouths again, his hot tongue slipping into my mouth.

I pull at his hair, hard and he groans and his fingers start to play with my breasts again.

"So when I asked you where you want me to touch you and you said no to this-" he says against my mouth and grabs my bum.

"And you also said no to this-" he continues and squeezes my breasts.

I moan and he says:"Then I'm assuming you meant this."

And then, just like that, his hand is groping my special place through the jeans I'm wearing.

I gasp, harshly, but it's inaudible because Axel's mouth is on mine, swallowing my moans and gasps.

He begins to make small circles on the area. "Does this feel good?" he asks me and I moan.

"Answer me." he says, harshly.

"Yes, Axel." I reply and he smirks.

"Then I guess this will feel even better." he says and for a moment I can't feel his hand there and I almost start to whine, but he cuts me off when his hand starts to slip into my pants.

My eyes widen and he looks into my eyes. "Now, baby, I want you to remember how this will feel. And I want you to remember that only I can make you feel this way."

And before I can do anything, his hand is there. No jeans blocking him, no knickers, just his hand.

And it feels so good.

His mouth returns to mine, swallowing my moans and making sure our parents don't hear us, while his hand explores.

His middle finger circles the entire area first, and then stops on a particularly senstitive bud, concentrating on it.

He draws small circles on it and then presses his finger down on it.

"This is your clit, baby, and it will be your favourite part of your body." he says and I close my eyes in pleasure.

He does that for a few more moment, until I think I'm going to convulse, and then slowly starts to press one finger into me.

I gasp at the unknown feeling. "And this is your opening. This will soon be my favourite part of your body." he says and I can barely understand the words he's saying.

He pushes his finger all the way in and then slowly starts pushing it out, and repeats the action until I am completely comfortable with it and enjoy it.

When he sees that I got used to the feeling of his finger in me and is sure that he isn't hurting me, he brings his thumb on my bud and starts cirlcling again, while his finger is still moving inside me.

The feeling is amazing, there is so much pleasure that I almost feel like I'm going to pass out.

Very soon, I begin to feel a weird feeling down there.

"Axel-" I try to warn him but he softly "shhh"s me. "Let it go, baby. You look so beautiful right now." he says and a feeling of bliss spreads all around my body. I close my eyes and almost scream but Axel covers my mouth with his hand.

"I really wish I could listen to your screams of pleasure, baby." he says and begins to suck on the spot on my neck, his fingers working me through the bliss.

When it ends, Axel pulls his fingers out and covers my entire area with his hand, softly squeezing. "Mine." he says against my lips, looking in my eyes.

With that, he pulls his hand out of my pants.

He lifts his torso above me. "So- you're not going with Theo tomorrow, right?"