Chapter 38: Chapter 38

Ranveer’s POV

The sun rays falling from the window was disturbing my sleep.

I opened my eyes and then I felt a weight on my chest.

I looked to see that Naina was sleeping on my chest.

Naina.

I remembered everything that happened yesterday.

I looked at her and she was looking so innocent.

Who would believe someone who looks so innocent can make such a brilliant plan?

Why Naina?

Why?

Was every Moment we spend was just a plan for her?

She loved Sameer and they made a plan together.

To fool me.

To break my heart.

You never loved me, right?

All this was just a game for you.

Just a part of your plan.

You ruined me Naina.

Yesterday I got drunk for the first time.

I decided to drink because I heard somewhere that drinking makes you forget everything.

I thought that it will help me forget her but alcohol also betrayed me.

The more I drank the more I was remembering her and the more I remembered her the more I drank.

She is my wife but lover of someone else.

She stays with me but her heart was somewhere else.

She is pretending to love me but she actually loved someone else.

I looked at her to see that she was scrunching her nose and after few seconds she opened her eyes and looked at me and she hurriedly woke up.

"Was sleeping with me a part of the plan?" I asked as our eyes met.

She didn't answer me but was just staring at me.

"Tell me Naina Singhania..oops I am wrong you never thought yourself as 'Naina Singhania' right? So tell me Naina Mathur, sleeping with me was also a part of the plan?" I asked again and tears rolled down her cheeks.

Once upon a time I was not able to see her tears but maybe the tears was also a part of the plan.

"Ra..Ranveer it's not like that,” she stuttered.

"What is not like that Naina Mathur?" she flinched as I shouted.

I never shouted at her but every time I look at her I realize,

What a fool I am !

"So you are saying that you did not plan anything?” I shouted and she started crying.

"Ranveer...I...I..love you,” she said while sobbing and I started laughing.

At least pretend to laugh.

It hurts.

It hurts a lot.

"This is the most funniest joke I have ever heard,” I said and left the room because as soon as I heard those three words from her I could not control my tears and that's why I pretended to laugh because I didn't wanted to show my tears to her.

I went in the hall and finally let my tears fall.

Everything was a lie.

I was the only one in our relationship.

Why Naina?

Why?

I remembered every Moment we spend together.

Each and every second she was pretending.

Did she imagined me as Sameer whenever she spend time with me?

Sameer..

I have heard this name somewhere.

Where I have heard this name?

Whenever she used to smile looking at me did she imagined me as Sameer?

Whenever she used to say those romantic thing did she imagined me as Sameer?

When we had our breakfast, when she used to massage me, when she used to go out with me.

Was I Sameer for her?

Sameer?

Was she imagining his lips while kissing me?

After every kiss there was a smile on her face.

Was that because she thought that Sameer was kissing her?

Every time when I bit her neck, caressed her body going down to her intimate parts and feeling myself the lucky man in this world because I thought she was mine and only I have the right to look at her.

And every time I thrusted deep into her looking into those beautiful eyes, was she looking at me but imagined him ?

Was she thinking that Sameer is making love her?

Sameer..Sameer...Sameer...

Where I have heard this name ?

Shit!

The night she was drunk, she was mumbling his name in her unconsciousness.

I slapped myself.

'Foolish Ranveer," I shouted and again started slapping myself.

"Ranveer what are you doing?" I heard her voice as she held my hand tightly.

I looked at her and closed my eyes.

How foolish I am?

She herself showed me a sign that she love Sameer but I was too foolish to trust her.

"Ranveer please..please don’t behave like this. It's hurting me,” I heard her voice and looked at her.

She is hurting?

Can she even imagine what I am feeling right now?

A looser.

"Were you crying?" she asked and I quickly wiped my tears.

Already I am a foolish looser in front of her and now if I will cry she will think that I am not man enough because strong men don’t cry.

I pushed her and went to my room and decided to to take a bath.

After having a bath I realized that I had not taken a towel.

I remembered the beautiful Moments we spend in the shower.

Flashback

"Naina....Naina,” I was shouting.

"What happened? Why are you shouting?" I heard her voice.

"I had forgotten the towel,” I said.

"Ranveer it has become a new habit of yours from the past few days," she said as she pushed opened the bathroom and forwarded her hand which was holding a towel.

I pulled her hand and in seconds she was in my arms.

"Ranveer leave me. What are you doing? I am getting we,” she said and I laughed hearing the last line.

"So your handsome husband is making you wet?" I asked and then she realized the double meaning of my statement and tried to push me but I held her tight.

"Leave me. You are so naughty,” she said and I laughed and opened the shower.

"Ranveer what are doing?" she shouted.

"Naina have you heard of shower sex?" I asked.

"Ranveer I am getting wet,” she said softly as she was looking at me and I could see the desire in her eyes.

"I know baby you are getting wet and I am there for you,” I said as I removed her night suit and kissed her.

End of flashback.

Ranveer why are you thinking all this?

I decided opened the door of the bathroom to take a peak and was praying to god that she should not be in the room.

I opened the door and met with her face.

"You forgot the towel,” she said and I quickly took the towel from her hand and closed the door.

I wrapped the towel around my waist.

I opened the door but before I could go out she came in the bathroom.

What is she doing ?

"Ranveer I...I...I want to tell,” she said and I met her eyes.

Every time I look at her it reminded me of my foolishness.

I pushed her and went and took out my white shirt, black jeans and black coat.

After I got ready I saw that she was sitting on the bed.

I remembered our usual breakfast.

Our thing.

Which was a lie.

Everything was a lie.

I combed my hair, took my bag and left for office.

Leaving her in the room alone.

But she is never alone.

I am the one who is alone because I fall in love with someone who just pretended to love me.

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Naina's POV

"Was sleeping with me a part of the plan?"

The question he asked was roaming in my head.

And today I was Naina Mathur for him.

I can only do one thing and that is to talk with him and make him explain everything but he does not even want to look at me.

I don’t even know what to do.

Okay, I know he doesn't want to talk with me but I want to talk with him.

I called him.

He picked the call after some time.

"Hello,” I greeted.

"Is he there? Is he hearing me have you bought him to our, oops sorry, my house because I thought you were lady of the house but according to you, this was not your house. Your house is wherever he is, right? Anyways, where were we? Yes, did you bought him to my house and did he like the bed and.."

I cut the call and tears rolled down my cheek.

Ranveer it's hurting so much.

I know I am wrong but it's hurting.

How can I make you understand that I only love you ?

After crying my heart out I decided to not give up.

I wiped my tears and decided to take lunch for him to his office.

There he can't run away from me.

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