Chapter 48: Chapter 48

Janu's POV

That day, I entered into the room with a lot of excitement to meet Akshadh. I thought he would at least stare at me in hostility mode but he didn't. He laid in the couch without even looking at me. I feel a throb in my heart and I understand his suffering too. I knew sorry is not enough to wipe out his pain but still, I want to express,

"I am sorry Akshadh, I knew I was unfair but couldn't help me. I am sorry" I muttered slowly and I am not sure that Akshadh would hear me who is laying facing the other side.

I couldn't sleep for a long time and that midnight, I got up and looked at him. His face is not visible as much as he was facing the other direction. I feel a gentle cool so I picked up a blanket from my wardrobe and wrapped him slowly without disturbing him.

At the next moment, he pulls it away and threw it on the floor. I laid down as I don't know anything. He was tired already and I don't want to argue with him.

I didn't protest for anything in my life as I did for Akshadh. I knew I was not right to get him in my life. He said many times before the marriage that he has an affair with someone but I brushed away his feelings in the fear of losing him. Finally, I got him to mine and I knew he was enduring the deepest pain. I would give him time for everything until he showers his love for me. I will wait for him. I am one of the reasons for his pain but definitely, I will be medicine for him to come out better.

The next day morning,

I opened my eyes slowly hardly as I slept after a long time. I didn't find Akshadh in the couch and I was searching for him with half-opened eyes. He was found nowhere and I got shocked what would parents think if Akshadh was with them? I got up spontaneously and peeped outside to find him. Finally, my eyes fall on him who was sitting on the left side of the room facing the beautiful morning outside. I found him something writing in the notebook. I signed in relaxation thinking he didn't spoil our relationship.

Then, I took long steps towards my bed and looked at it for a while. Tears filled in my eyes, then I clenched the flowers and collapsed it making in the way as a family believe that we slept together. Then, I ran towards the restroom and took a head bath. Then, I wore salwar and went out to meet Akshadh.

Akshadh was still there with a pen and Diary. I stood back of him adjusting my cracked throat. Sensing my presence he got up immediately and moved straightly entering Siddharth's present room. I turned to go straightly seeing my family and Akshadh's maa. They gazed at me with happiness filling all over their face.

"Jaanu Betti, Have this tea. Where is Akshu?" Her mom placed the tea in her hand.

"He will come now," she said and turned aside to call him but both Akshadh and Siddharth came there to pick up their dresses in the next room.

Understanding the situation, Janu turned towards her mom "Maa let me move and pack my dresses. Only one hour more for flight and I was already late," In the gap, Both the brothers crossed the family and entered into the room.

"My God! This girl is speedy....She can't miss Akshu bro and that's why she is escaping from you ladies," kidding her.

"Uff, we miss you, baby," her family said one by one.

"Why are you all worrying? She is coming to my family. I will look after her like my own daughter and there is nothing to worry," Akshadh's maa said confidently.

Jaanu smiled and about to turn...

"Janu is very lucky to be your part of the family. We are very happy about it," Janu's parents replied with full satisfaction.

Akshadh's POV

I didn't sleep yesterday. I can't further lay in the couch for so long so I got up at 4.00 a.m. I have no words to console my mind and body. Januvika, who spoiled my life was sleeping down peacefully. I walked out after refreshing me. I sat there for long, thinking about my Dhiya and Allen. I started living with them with my soul and no one can apart us. After a long, I came inside and took my diary where I wrote my complete feelings after Dhiya's entry. I found this diary will be helpful for me at this time. Let this diary take me to my dreamland. With a small smile, I went out. I opened the first page and found the wordings 'My life after my love," I just caress those sentence with my palm and started reading. At some places, I stopped and re-read and at someplace I skipped because it was making me cry like a kid. Only the memories were alive in my heart.

After reading, I started drawing her eyes that were so powerful carrying lots of love & emotions. Meanwhile, I heard the footsteps of Janu and just feel to get away from that place. Really, Irritating me to the core....Damn it! I got away and walked straightly to the room where my brother stayed..

"Siddhu, I just need to go immediately. I don't want these bloody rituals again. Killing me with their practises," Akshadh angered.

"Okay Anna, Don't worry. Let's pack all our dresses now and let's move..It's time,"

I Nodded and followed Siddharth...

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Half an hour later, Janu's family bid a happiness mixed emotional bye to Janu and Akshadh's family. Janu fell emotionally in her maa's shoulder. She is the most pampered girl and she really miss them all. Strong tears occupied in her eyes and she blinks often to stay strong.

Sometimes later, they reached the airport. Akshadh and Siddhu were discussing something while Akshadh's maa and Janu formed a discussing group. Meanwhile, the flight came and after completing the usual formalities they enter in.

Akshadh rushed and seated next to Siddhu avoiding the seat next to Janu. His maa noticed and she avoided that she doesn't want to hurt Janu while arguing with Akshadh and also it was not the right place to argue.

Akshadh's maa arranged some of the rituals in her home at the moment they arrive. As per her idea, everything was arranged perfectly by her family members. When they entered inside, The couples face the same Aarthi rituals in the entrance of the home. Akshadh turned his face in other side showing his disapproval clearly visible to everyone. Janu stood with heartfelt contentment.

Then both are allowed to enter in. Janu was supposed to take first right step inside the home while she was entering and she did it perfectly. Then finally she lighted the lamp praying silently to give peace and joy to the family forever. Her family members left after having Brunch (Breakfast combined lunch) as the time was 11.30 a.m.

Siddhu stopped Akshu who

was busy in stepping out of the home while rituals are going on.

Then, he entered into his room and changed his attire to formal. Then, he picked up his bike key.

At the entrance, he found his maa, "Maa, I'm going to the hospital," he said and didn't wait for her reply.

"Akshu, can't you stay home at least today?"

"No way," he went and Janu ran to the entrance to look him but she didn't find him.

Seeing Janu, Akshadh's maa convinced, "Don't worry Janu, he is in this way and don't worry. Everything will change. Don't worry,"

"Ok aunt. I knew that and he is workaholic. There is nothing wrong and you please don't worry thinking about me," she showed a big smile to her.

"Okay Janu," Akshadh maa was happy about her that she understood everything without explanation.

Then, she moved to Akshadh's room. A kind of happiness occupied her. It was a big room and it occupies many things inside. A big wardrobe in the side and opposite to that a mini library, few of his awards and magazines at the other end. Apart from these, there is a huge space, there is a king-sized bed at the centre of the room and a couch at a side..

Meanwhile, Akshadh maa phoned Akshadh. He picked up after three trials.

"Maa," He voiced lowly..

"Akshadh, It is not right to go to work. At least spend one day in the home. Inform the leave and come soon. We are waiting for you to have lunch let's all together have it,"

"Sorry maa.. I am busy here," he ended the call without hearing anything.

After that, Janu went to kitchen seeing Akshadh maa in there. His maa looked disturbed and she was worried about Janu.

"Maa, Will Akshadh come for lunch?"

"We don't expect him due to his busy schedule let's have food," Akshadh maa convinced. Usually, at Night, His maa and Siddhu will have dinner only after his arrival. She just lied.

"Oh! Let me call once,"

Janu phoned. He didn't pick up and again she called and the phone was switched off. Her face turned pale and she felt a heavy heart..

"Ok aunt, let's have the lunch,"

Both of them had their lunch with pain in their heart leaving Akshadh..

After having lunch, Akshadh maa phoned him and his phone was switched off. Then she phoned to his P.A number, He picked up, "Akshadh didn't come to hospital since last week,"

"Ok," she ended the call.