Chapter 47: Chapter 47

After completing all the wedding rituals, the newly married couples were taken to Janu's home. Only a few of the close relatives stayed with them. Siddharth took a few of their side relative to the airport to return back. Akshadh maa was spending happy time with Janu's family. Akshadh stood incapable while Janu was enjoying every moment.

Janu's niece gave a traditional welcome with the Aarthi plate from the entrance of the mansion to the newly married couple. Akshadh was in the mood to grab the Aarthi plate and threw it away. He was hating everything, totally everything. The pranks and the jokes made by her cousins were irritating him to the core. Janu with a cute smile enjoying the pranks and jokes. Sometimes, she was bowing her head down due to shyness. Often, she peeked at Akshadh through the corner of her eyes. He didn't even mind her.

Akshadh and Janu entered into the home. The couples were seated facing the east direction. Janu's maa gave a cup of milk to Akshadh (The groom should take at least a sip and give to the bride) Akshadh was dying due to the rituals by knowing the hidden meaning, he got the milk and drank it fully without leaving a sip. Janu's cousin started teasing and she smiled at him. Janu's mom got another glass of milk and poured it in the same glass and delivered it to Janu. She had it happily. The milk was tastier than ever she drank it.

"Maa, when will the damn rituals get completed? I need to move to Delhi, " He asked his maa when she came close to him.

"Can't now, my dear son. Two days later, " she said casually

"No way maa. What are you thinking? In the next flight, I will move. If you want you stay here maa, " Akshadh moaned.

She smiled at him, "The next flight by tomorrow morning, "

"Hmm, " he hummed looking at the clock.

"What are you both communicating?" Janu's relatives queried excitedly.

"Complete the rituals soon and leave them in private, " said one of the ladies in the group. Akshadh stared at her.

"Thank you lovely, " Janu thanked her silently.

"The good time will start from 9 p.m till that the couples shouldn't be together, " said Janu's grandma.

"Grandmaaaaa......., " Janu Stammered slowly.

Sometimes later, Janu was enfold by her cousins and Akshadh left the place. He was in the room assigned to him. It was Janu's room and he didn't know that. Due to the exhausting day, he fell weakly in the couch, nearby the entrance of the door.

Akshadh's Pov

I just hate myself. I totally hate me. Why am I still surviving? Dhiya didn't come here, poor soul. It was the dreadful pain of one's life to see their loved one's marriage. I have given that pain to my sweetheart. I am sorry Dhiya. Thinking about her, tears wetted my eyes. I was totally unfit to live. I was scared about my future now, what will I do if all the situations are against me again? Tears touched my cheeks and my shirt collar. Nowadays I felt very weak to handle my tears...

Sometimes later, my heart and brain together gave me the courage and confidence to fight for my life. Definitely, I need a definition for my life.  No matter whatever problem comes, I will try to change the destiny slowly. Let me make my maa know clearly that I have no interest in marrying Januvika. Anyways, I need Dhiya finally and otherwise there is no meaning of my life. I can't. How will the little soul accept? Allen!!! I am sorry baby..I will make everyone understand and marry Dhiya before adapting Allen. God please shower me at least a small blessings.

Sometimes later, I closed my eyelids and dozed off..

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When I saw Dhiya with Janu's cousin's group. I was longing to talk to her. I wish to tell that I was there for her and as I said I would take her to mine sooner.. Dhiya glanced at me often without a smile and finally stepped towards me. Her face was pale. Her eyes were weak.

"Dhiya...., "I mumbled with tearful eyes. My body was stumbled.

"You got married and let us break up our relationship, " Dhiya said with high pitched tone.

"No ways, Dhiya. I can't live without you. Please understand me, "

"It was not right to think about me after your marriage Akshadh. See Janu, with lots of Dreams..., "

"It is not my sin to love you and come to you. I have already told Janu many times but she didn't even bother, it is totally her mistake and spoiled all the three lives "

"It doesn't matter. Be happy Akshadh. I just want to see the smile in you. It is not the right time to talk even if someone see it, it was not good...I'm leaving, " she left..

"Dhiya! Don't go....Dhiya Don't go!...."

I was rushing myself forward to stop her but I couldn't move an inch. Then, I opened my eyes forcefully and realised it was a dream. I stood up immediately. It was just a mere dream. Dhiya didn't come here. Even in the dream, I could feel the love in her eyes. I am sorry for spoiling our lives!

I walk aside and splashed water in my face. Then, I took the mobile from my pocket and phoned Siddhu.

After talking to him, when I came out, I have noticed the changes in the room. I didn't observe at first, the room was completely transformed into a couples room. I turned my head aside, there was a bed which was decorated with flowers.

My God! I just galloped away from there. Siddhu came halting me. Then, I went to Siddhu's room. He gave the occasional dress and I wore it sometimes later.

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At 8. 55p.m

Janu got ready with delicate saree with embroidery flowers occupied everywhere. She looked very beautiful in the saree. She wore a very simple makeup. She was in bit tensed that every woman faces the same. Though she loved him and married him by fighting every situation, she can't enjoy this moment.

Understanding the present, Janu's cousins started to tease her again and made her laugh continuously.

"Ladies enough, Janu betti come here, " her Grandma called and handed her a cup of saffron milk. All the woman in there including Akshadh's maa blessed her and take her to her room.

She entered in with an awkward feeling. Her room was completely changed and she smiled a bit. She was searching for Akshadh and he was found nowhere in the room. Maybe he would come next. Before his arrival, she looked at her once in the mirror. She smiled differently and bend her head down. She was sitting on the edge of the decorated bed and looking at the door, waiting for Akshadh. Each passing minute makes her heart beat faster and creates a weird feeling.

Ten minutes later, Akshadh entered the room forcefully by his maa. He didn't even looked at her. He laid at the same couch next to the door inside.

Janu sat disappointedly. Her heart wants to talk to him at least. She then took the cup of saffron milk and stepped towards him. He covered his head to toe with a blanket and was facing the opposite side.

Clearing her voice, "Akshadh....., " she called gently.

He didn't respond.

"Akshadh please have this milk, "

Again he didn't respond.

"You didn't have food at night. Please, have this" she said in concern. She looked at herself for a while. He didn't even looked at her once.

"Akshadh....., "

"Will you please allow me to sleep or else you would kill me slowly before I divorce you?" He fumed.

"Akshadh, you sleep after having it, "

"I knew to care about me and who are you to care about me? You have achieved what you desire and have a happy sleep. Have the milk by yourself....., " He sounds pain in his heart...His pain was clearly visible.

Knowing his pain, she doesn't want to argue more and spoil the day. He replied that is more than enough for her. She kept the milk aside.

"Akshadh...Let me sleep down next to you, "

"I don't care and please don't show your face to me that is more than enough"

"Can't you respect my feelings, Akshadh?"

"Ha ha ha....good Joke....You??..Don't take my words out....I will go out," he took the blanket away.

"Nope, you sleep here. Others might think wrong, "

She switched off the light. Akshadh shed tears for Dhiya and Allen. Janu shed tears for Akshadh and her love for him. Both the souls cried for different reasons and both of them didn't sleep for a long time....