Chapter 38: Chapter 38

Josh's POV

In less than an hour, every one of us arrived at the airport. Where still outside our car. I don't even care if we're creating a scene and getting a lot of attention.

What's important now is for us to find both Jake and Samantha.

While in the car, we called our Manager and explained everything to him.

Of course, we've heard an earful of scolding especially me but I don't give a fuck right now. I kind of deserve it anyways.

I briefly explained about the incident with Ara and asked them to immediately release an article about it. I've contacted Ara as well and apologized.

Though she may have liked me before, we've settled everything out and now, I'm happy to have found a new friend.

Before me and the boys arrived at the airport, Jason had gotten a hold with Jake but I guess he was still mad and might have caught on what we're trying to do because he refused to tell us where they are.

So that leaves me to no choice but to use our last card, our fans.

I log in to our social media account.

Yohan looked at me and nodded.

I know I'll get into a lot of trouble for this but this is my last resort. I started typing. Everything that I wanted to say ever since I realized that I loved Samantha, I threw it all out.

"Hi everyone. This is Josh. I know a lot of things have happened these past few weeks including me being linked with Ara. I also know that there is a news that came out speculating that we are in a relationship and I apologize for causing so many concerns because of my actions. I know I have disappointed a lot of you and hurt you unintentionally.

This time, I want things to come straight from me. I want everyone to know that Ara and I are only good friends. We're not in a relationship but it doesn't mean that I wasn't.

Yes, I know it might hurt a lot of you this very moment but I want it to come from me. I have found a special someone.

She is very dear to me. She made me happy and had been patient with me even if I don't get to spend a lot of time with her because of my job. She laughs at my dad jokes even when all the members don't find it funny. She makes my heart flutter and makes me feel all flustered but she can't even remember it the next day." I laughed a little after I typed this part. Now everything seems surreal and I'm starting to realize more how much of a stupid I was.

"She's the best sister to her brother, a great daughter to her parents and a wonderful being to her friends. She's pure and she's perfect. She made my whole existence a lot more meaningful. We were so happy, until I broke her heart." My fingers got shaky the moment I started writing this.

"I broke up with her thinking that it's for the best. I broke up with her even after she still accepted me even with all of my shortcomings and flaws.

I broke up with her even if she wants me to stay.

These past few days, I've tried to forget about her but my heart started to sink deeper. I'm starting to lose my mind. And that's when I realize that I can't live without her.

I love all of our fans so much and I know you all love us as much. I know this is a little shameful and inconsiderate for me to ask but the love of my life thought that it will make me happy if she leaves. And I can't allow that. I can't allow her to leave because I need her in my life.

The problem is, I can't find her right now. All I know is, she's at the airport with his brother trying to leave me behind.

I need to tell her that I love her. I need to tell her to stay. And I need to tell her that I'm sorry for breaking her heart and I'll do everything to make it up to her, forever. So I really need your help.

So if anyone saw our fellow member Jeon Jake and her beautiful sister, Samantha, please tell me. I need to find her. I will be forever thankful for your help and support. I'm so grateful enough that you stayed, supported and loved us until the end. I love you everyone. – VOELEVARD’s Josh"

I snap a picture of us outside of the airport and uploaded it via social media.

After I hit the post button, I felt Vash's hands from my back.

"Don't worry hyung, we'll find her."

"I hope so to. I messed up really bad, Vash huh?"

He just smirked. "If I was his brother, I might have actually killed you, you know."

"And this is why I don't want my sister getting involve with any of you." Haiden added.

"Do you think our fans can find Jake and Sam in time?" Jason asked.

"I trust our fans. Let's just hope for the best. " Rome said as he pace back and forth along with Haiden.

"Hey, stop that you two. You're making me dizzy." Yohan said.

"C’mon, we're just nervous."

"You're not the boyfriend Haiden, why are you even nervous?"

"Let me remind you though, you're also not the boyfriend now. You broke up with her, remember?"

Again, Rome had to smack Vash's head for being stupid.

"What?" he said and he rub the part that Rome hit.

I look at my phone when I received a notification. My stomach started to get butterflies out of nervousness.

I checked our social media account and realized that a lot of people have left a comment on it.

I smiled after reading the words of encouragement from our fans. Until I saw a picture of her and Jake walking together. Jake was wearing a cap and a black mask but no matter what he does, me and our fans of course knew that it was Jake.

"Found them." I told our members.

"Of course, as expected with our fans" Yohan proudly says.

"She booked a flight back to US. Let's go."

And then all six of us started running inside the airport. A lot of fans started to notice because we're not actually wearing anything to cover our faces.

I don't care if our fans see me without any make right now. I'll be fine with pictures of me looking ugly tomorrow rather than live for the rest of my life with regrets.

"How about we all split up? I think it will be easier for us if we try to look for them individually." Jason told everyone.

"Keep your phones ready." I told them.

"Let's go." And with that, we all separate ways...

I started running in hopes of finding her. I can already feel my face filled with sweat. My heart pounding on my chest.

If I lose her this time, I might not see her forever.

"I'm sorry." I apologize to the people that I bump with in hopes of seeing Samantha. I check everyone's faces to make sure I don't miss her.

My breath starting to hitch. I've been running for a good old fifteen minutes when my phone ring.

Samantha, where are you?

"Vash, did you find them?" I asked. My chest about to explode.

"I found Jake. I can actually see you from here." I looked around but I can't find them.

"Look up." he told me. And then I saw the boys with a pissed off Jake, a few fans already around them.

I quickly ran to where they were. I'm so nervous right now.

"Oppa!!!!"

"Oppa, we love you!!"

"Josh oppa!"

Once I reached their locations, my heart dropped om the floor after seeing the sad looks on their faces.

Yohan was looking down.

Vash and Jason was looking at me with pity.

Rome was shaking his head while Haiden was covering his face with his left hand, his right hand supporting the other.

I heard my heart shatter into pieces on the floor. My steps became slower, my knees become shaky.

My eyes started to tear up. I looked on the ground. My feet started to go numb, I stopped walking.

No Samantha around.

I felt my whole world stopped from moving.

I was late.

She left.

She left me and she's never coming back.

I blew all my chances. She had given a lot but I blew it.

I felt my tears starting to flow on my cheeks. My heart is broken.

I don't even care if people see me crying.

My knees gave up and fell to the ground. I covered my face as I continue to cry.

Samantha left me. I was too late....

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