Chapter 18: Chapter 18

Angelia Selosvone

I'm currently pacing around in my room and Kayla’s here with me to decide what dress should I wear.

"Stop pacing like an idiot!" She bursted and my eyes widen.

"I'm thinking."

"Thinking of what?" She looked at me weirdly and I sighed.

"I'm going back to LA."

"So? That's great?"

"I- I-"

"Going to miss Alex? Is that what you're thinking?" Kayla smirked and I rolled my eyes.

"No."

"So what? What are you worrying about?"

"Nothing."

"You're going to make a movie with Mark Weler, isn't that great? You're going to make out with a hot guy." Kayla squealed happily.

"I don't know, I just don't know why I'm feeling sad suddenly."

"Just admit it, you already like the guy." She said in a teasing tone.

"You even got him a designed necklace." She added and I sighed,

"I hate you." I said and she laughed.

"Go take a shower, so I can braid your hair fast!" She said and I nodded. I walked to the bathroom and quickly take a shower. I think a lot when I was in the shower, I don't know what I'm feeling right now but it's just..

"Angel! Alex is calling you!" I quickly walked out from the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my body. She gave me my phone and I quickly put it on speaker.

"Angel." He said in his deep tone.

"Yeah what?"

"We're not going to Aaron's party." He stated.

"Oh? Okay." I said trying to act normal when the truth is that I felt disappointed.

"Let's have a dinner instead, how's that?" He asked and I turned to Kayla who was sitting on the bed. She gave me a thumbs up.

"Okay, can you tell me where?"

"Just wear casual clothes." He said.

"Okay."

"See you in 30 minutes." He said and I nodded even he can't see that. After that he ended the call, I looked at Kayla who was smiling widely.

"Yash." She squealed and I chuckled.

"Let's get you ready." She said.

I wore my white jeans with a cream top that shows my belly button a bit. Kayla straighten up my hair while I put my make up on. I put my cream flat shoes since it’s so casual.

Alex messaged me that he's already outside, Kayla wished me a goodluck and I walked downstairs. I kissed my parents and bid my goodbyes to them. I walked out and got into his car.

"Hey." I smiled.

"Hey little Angel." He greeted back and I saw him wearing a white tee and a light brown jeans. He looked really handsome today.

"So where are we going? Is it okay not attending Aaron's party?" I asked as I put on my seatbelts.

"It's fine." He said but I felt something weird about him.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"I'm fine."

"So what's with your expression?"

"The case is done, I gave what Jonathan want." I gulped nervously and I nodded.

"So today will be our last day?" I asked but he just stayed silent.

"What about 3 dates that I haven't use?"

"That's why I'm using it now." He stated and I just nodded. Suddenly the mood dropped down and silence was surrounding us.

"I'm going back to LA in 2 days." I broke the silence between us.

"That's great, you have new movie coming up?" He asked in an uninterested tone.

"Yeah." Silence again..

We got into the restaurant and it's near the Central Park. It's facing the Central Park and he booked the 2nd floor of the restaurant. We walked in and just sat across each other. We ordered the food and again silence started.

"Thankyou." I heard Alex saying that and I looked up to him.

"For?"

"Everything.. I guess." He looked at me and I nodded.

"You quite give me a various experience.. picnic.. birthday.. relationship.. care.. and just things like that." He said awkwardly and I just nodded.

"You're really an Angel.. your name suits you." He let out a light laugh.

"You deserve to experience that.. you’re just not opening yourself to others, you're comfortable with all you have. You don’t want to go out from your comfort zone." I said and he looked up to me.

"I've been hurt a lot in my life." He stated.

"That's why you’re afraid?" I asked and he looked away.

"How about let's try out?" I asked boldly and he turned to me raising his eyebrows.

"Try out what?"

"Date.. a real one."

"No." He said it firmly.

"Why?"

"I can't make you happy."

"What makes you say that?" I looked at him not understanding.

"I don't believe in love, Angel.. you know that!" He bursted suddenly and that got me shock.

"I don't ask you to love me."

"But I k-"

"I like you Alex. I like you a lot that's why me and Nathan won't work. My body was with him but my mind wasn't." That made him glare at me and looked away.

"I don't date girls, I bed them, I use them." He said.

"Use me then." I said boldly but he didn’t answer me.

"Use me, bed me, I don't care! What's wrong with liking you?" I asked and bursted.

"Today will be the last day we meet and I hope you have great life Angel.." He stood up from his seat.

"Thankyou for everything." He left, he walked out from the room. My eyes started to water, I gulped and leaned my back to the chair.

"How can he do that to me?" I sighed and tears came out from my eyes. I walked to the window and I saw his car drove out from the building.

"I like you Alexander, I like you a lot." I mumbled to myself. I decided to call Justin.

"Hey pretty Angel, how can I help you?"

"Book my a race for tomorrow night.. 2 races." I stated.

"Anything for you Angel." He said.