Chapter 41: Chapter 41

MIA

Noah and I were lying in front of the fire together. It was around two in the morning. After finally being mated...I have never more connected to someone than I do right now.

I couldn't believe I wasn't a virgin anymore. I mean, I never planned to be one forever, but just the fact that I've finally lost is mind blowing. And I am so happy that I gave it to Noah. I knew he would cherish what I have given him forever.

"You've been silent, love." I heard Noah say behind me. I was sitting in between his legs and resting my back to his chest while having a blanket up to my chest since I was still bare.

I shrug my shoulders, "Just thinking."

"Of what?"

"Of what just happened tonight."

Noah bent down his head and kisses my neck, "You wanting round three?"

I look at him, "I want to, but I'm sore."

He frowned in concern, "Was I too rough, love?"

I shook my head, "No, you were perfect. I think it's just because it was my first time."

His eyes softened, "I'm glad I'm the only one that's touched you."

I smiled, "Me too. I'm glad I waited for you."

Noah sighed in content and leaned back against his arms, looking at the fire, "Tell me Mia, what was your life like in Kendrick's pack. Besides the dark parts."

I looked at the fire, feeling the warmth hit my face as I remember, "It wasn't too bad. I remember waking up, going to school, coming back and playing with Sophie a lot. But it was hard sometimes because she was the Alpha's daughter, she had begun training for being a Luna. And at those times was alone, trying to find something to do. That's how I got my passion for art. I began to draw and slowly paint until I got my skill improved."

He nodded his head.

"What about you?" I asked, "What was your life back at England like?"

I felt him stiffen slightly, "It was hard. Don't get me wrong, my mother loved me and my brother very much, but we had a hard life. Me and my bruv, Isaac, never knew our father. He died in a pack war, according to my mother."

I placed my hand over his that was resting on my stomach, "I'm sorry."

He shrugged, "I'm not. I never knew the man."

"So where did you grow up?"

He chuckled, "I lived in a small cottage in the pack village. My mother was the cook. She would make the pack, breakfast, lunch and dinner. And that was our life. My mother would be gone during the day. I would be taking care of my brother. She would come home and spend time with us. Go to bed, sing a song, sleep, repeat. "

"Is that how you learned to sing?"

He nodded, "Yeah. My mother's singing always calmed me so...I wanted to try and do it for my children. What about you? Did you have a brother?"

I shook my head, "No, but I did have a friend that I considered one. My piano teacher's son. While she would be preparing the notes for my class I would always play with him. It was always good fun. We'd make a play together about how there was a damzel in distress and a person that saves. I used always be the one being saved, so one time I wanted the roles to switch. So he was wearing a dress while I could wear the nice big pretty sparkly cape." I laughed at the memory. I heard Noach chuckle as well.

As we were lying in silence, I felt like we were just talking about this to avoid the obvious. It's over now.I turned around, holding the sheet up to my chest, "Noah, about tomorrow..."

He held my cheek and his thumb softly grazing over my bottom lip, "Don't say it. I already know."

I gulped and look down, "I'm going to miss you. I've gotten used to always being able to see you and touch you, that it just become second nature."

"I know Mia. I'm going to miss you too."

"What are you going to miss the most about me?" I asked teasingly.

He chuckled, "That's a hard one, love. Let's see...I am going to miss the feeling of running my fingers through your thick and soft raven hair. I am going to miss touching your skin, having my arms around you. I am going to miss looking into your eyes. I am going to miss your kindness, your heart, your gentle heart. I am going to miss sleeping next you. But I think what I am going to miss more, is when you smile at me."

I felt the tears fill my eyes. I close them, releasing the tears down my cheeks. I lay my head on his chest and he rests his chin on the top of my head, "I am going to miss, how I feel safe with you, how you make me feel like nothing will ever harm me. I am going to miss how you touch me in the most gentle way, I am going to miss your bright blue eyes that always calm me, I am going to miss being able to hug you and jump on," we both laughed, "I am going to miss sleeping in your arms. But what I'll miss the very most about you Noah Maverick...is your voice. I've always loved your voice, even when you're just talking, I find myself feeling completely complete by it."

"I wish I wasn't going to get married."

I look at him and say, "Let's imagine that you weren't and we could actually be together. How would you want our life to be like."

Noah looked up at the roof in though, "I would like for us to have our own cottage. Not too small. Big enough for us to have at least three kids."

"Three? At least?" I exclaimed.

He chuckled, "Yes three, love. I would like for you to have your very own art room and piano room as well as a herb garden for your healing products. Everyday when I would come home from my beta duties, we'd always have dinner together, and then we would sit by the fire with our cups of tea talking, and then you would always play the piano for me every night. And then we would go to our bedroom together, make love and sleep. You would end up having your own art shop/healer products, the best in the world. We'd have children, we'd have only daughters. We'd watch them grow into beautiful women who find their own mates and have their own children. We would spoil our grandchildren, tell them of our story. And then in the night, I would hold you and tell you how much I love you...and then we will softly pass in the night. That's how I would like our life to turn out."

I lean into Noah, resting my forehead against his and whisper, "That sounds like a pretty goo life to me."

***

I wake up in the morning with a very naked Noah holding. I was naked also, but under the sheets. I turn around and face a sleeping Noah. I moved around slightly to get comfortable, but Noah just tightens his hold on me. I giggled, even in his sleep he still is protective. In his sleep, he looks so peaceful. He doesn't look angry, or like he's going to beat you up. He just looks so content. I lean and press my lips against his. I keep kissing him until I start to feel him groan and respond. I smile against his lips. I slip my tongue into his mouth, running it over his bottom lip. I hear him moan. We separate and look at each other breathlessly.

"I like how you wake me up, love." He said with a dazed sleepy look. I giggled.

He looks down under the sheets at my breasts and his eyes turn lustful. He slowly peels the sheets down my body, revealing bit by bit, and Noah's were following. "You are so beautiful Mia."

I blushed. He leans in, about to kiss me when the door burst. I screamed. And Noah pressed my chest against his own and pulled the sheet over me.

"SOUL! WHAT THE FUCK? Have you ever heard of knocking you bloody bastard?!"

Soul's eyes widen and his own cheeks went pink, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! But this is important."

Noah's eyes were glowing en electric blue in anger, "What the hell is it then?"

I looked over my shoulder and saw Solomon instantly looking worried and pained, as if he didn't want to tell us. But he sighed and said in a defeated voice, "Alpha Kendrick and his daughter is here."

My heart stopped and I think Noah's did as well. We all just stared at each other for a moment, processing the information. Noah growled and snarled viciously. He tightened his hold on me.

"I'm sorry guys." Soul said before leaving.

Noah buried his face in my neck, "It really is over isn't it."

I held unto Noah as tight as I could, "My heart already hurts like crazy. I'm losing you Noah. P-p-pease, making the hurt stop. I c-c-can't breath. This can't be happening!" I said in a panic.

Noah grabbed a hold of my face and wiped all of my tears. I could see the longing and the pain in his own eyes, "Sssshhh, calm down love. Calm down. I am right here, see? You're touching me right now, I am not there, I am here. Breath, Mia, breath."

Noah leans in and presses a long and hard kiss on my forehead, "I love you Mia. With all my black heart, I love you. Even though we may be a part, know that we will always have a connection, and that connection won't ever fade away. We will always feel each other. And if you are in danger, know that I will always come to you, okay? Even if I am married."

I sob and nod my head, can't even form words. I can't believe this is finally happening. I've lost Noah.