Chapter 40: Chapter 40

MIA

I was in my bedroom, gettig ready for bed. I had my silky nightdress on and my fluffy dark grey gown covering me. I was sitting on my bed gettig ready to finally sleep when I heard a very soft knock at my door.

I frowned, "Come in!"

The dot opened and revealed a little Kieth with red eyes from what I assume was crying. He was rubbing his eyes while holding his wolf toy in the other hand.

"Kieth?" I climbed out if bed and went to him. I kneeled in front of him and cupped his face, wiping his tears away, "What's wrong?"

"I had a nightmare."

I nodded my head in understanding.

I remember how terrifying it was to have a nightmare and wake up in the dark alone. Too scared too move or to breath. That is until you muster up all your courage to get up quickly and turn the light on before something grabs your feet and trips you up.

I rub up and down his arms, "Let's get you to bed." I stood up and held Kieth's hand as we went to his bedroom which was right beside Noah's.

Kieth jumped into bed. I got the covered and tucked him in tightly. To a child, a blanket can protect you from anything. There was a cute bedside lamp the made the whole room have a warm and soft glow to it.

"Now Kieth. Your nightmare was just a dream. Nothing is going to hurt you."

"B-but there was a monster and he-"

I placed my fifer softly to his mouth to silence him, "Ssshhh...no Kieth. No monster is here. Do you know why?"

He shook his head.

"Because I'm here. And as long as I am still around, nothing will ever touch you."

He nodded his head.

I stroked his cheek, "Now close your eyes and try to sleep."

His eyes widened, "No! I can't!" He said in a panic.

"Hey hey! Don't worry! I'll stay here until you fall asleep."

He sighed in relief. I could see he finally relaxed.

"Can you sing me something?" He asked.

I sighed, "Okay. But you have to promise that you'll try to go to sleep."

He nodded his head vigorously.

"Sunshine...you are my sunshine...you make me happy, when skies are grey..."

As I sang the song to him, his breath slowly evened out until I finally finished.

I leaned down and kissed his cheek, "Good Night, Kieth." I whispered.

As I stood up I heard him whisper, "Good Night Mama."

I felt my heart warm. I felt my eyes go glossy. I was wondering if I should correct him. But he was already asleep.

I turned towards te door to leave but am stopped by the sight if Noah leaning against the door frame.

"Hey." I said quietly.

"I don't think he really remembers his mother properly. You're the closest thing he has to a mothers love."

I looked at Kieth and smiled, "He's not hard to love."

I went up to Noah and wrap my arms around his waist and rested my chin on his chest to look up at his blue eyes.

"You're not a terrible singer, love." He says while staring down at me with a content expression.

I rolled my eyes, "Shut up."

"No really. I mean yeah you're still a little tone deaf, but you can still listen to it without your ears bleeding."

I gasped and smacked his arm, "Hey! I'm not tone deaf!"

His deep chuckles vibrated his chest. I felt my lips pull into a grin. It was nice seeing Noah become relaxed enough to be silly.

As we stared into each other eyes, all signs if humor have been out aside. We just stare at each as if were memorizing every line, curve, colour, shape and texture of each other.

The sound crinkling paper reached my ears.

I looked down and saw that Noah was holding a letter.

"This is for you." He whispers.

My brows pulled together in curiosity.

"Read it in your room." He said. Noah kissed me on the forehead and left to his room. Quietly clicking the door shut behind him.

I wonder what was in it. I went to my room and sat on my bed looking at the letter.

I read the words on the envelope.

To Her

My eyes widen. It's from her.

I opened it up and started to read.

To his true love,

Hello there, my name is Eleanor Scott. I am Noah's wife. If you are reading this, it means that I am gone and I am to congratulate you because it is true... Noah loves you. Or else you wouldn't be reading this right now. I know I should probably hate you because you are his mate and he was my husband. But I don't. In fact, you are my favourite person...because you are the one that's going to take care of them now. Kieth finally has a buddy to play in the mud with. He has someone to stand up for him, protect him, wipe his tears when he's sad, sing to him when he's scared and cheer for him when he succeeds. Noah has someone that he can confide in and love. He has someone he can trust with his whole heart, someone that will stand by him and always let him know that he is loved. I am so happy they found you. You make my family whole again...thank you so much. Please take care of them. They are my treasure. I am going to miss them so much...but I am gone, my time has passed and they're yours now.

Eleanor.

I saw the dots of stains on the paper and realized I was crying. I felt a sense of peace and freedom from reading it. Eleanor has given me her blessing and I felt so thankful to her. I wish I could have met her.

They're yours now

Those words kept going through my mind. They're mine. Noah and Kieth are mine. They're my boys. It made me realize that I need to spend as much time with them as possible, to hold them and talk to them and laugh with them. I can't...no...I refuse to look back and think I should have or I could have.

I need to look back and say I did everything I could.

Fresh tears of urgency poured down my face. I needed Noah.

I jumped off my bed. And quietly rushed into Noah's room.

He was sitting on his big ones Seater in front of the roaring fire place topless, the only source of light. Giving his room a bright glow.

His eyes flicked to me as soon as I came into the room. He saw where I was standing. He saw me breathing harshly from the urgency and the tears. But he stayed seated in his chair and just stared.

"I can't wait Noah. We've run out of time. We can't live in the now anymore. I need to be as close to you as possible. Mind, body and soul."

I could see his whole body tense, "Do you know what you're asking for, love? Once you give it...you won't ever get it back."

I nodded my head, "I want to give my everything to you. I want live my life knowing that I love my mate all that I could before I had to say goodbye." I untied my robe and let it pool down on the floor around me. Leaving me in my silky night dress.

Noah growled. His yes traveled down my body and started to glow bright electric blue. He stood up and in long strides he was already in front if me and he smashes his lips against my own passionately.

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I moaned into his mouth. He hoisted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried me towards his bed. He laid my back down on the soft bed. His kisses were hungry. I could feel his tongue wanting to access my mouth and I let him. We kiss passionately. Wanting to burn this moment into our memory.

We separate to breath. Noah laid his forehead on my own, "Last chance to say anything, love." He said breathlessly.

"I have nothing to say."

I saw his mouth pull into a grin, "Good." Then he kissed me again. But this time it was a soft and gentle kiss like I was a delicate flower. I felt his hands on my waist slowly running down to my thighs. He grabs a hold of the hem of my dress. He slowly pulls it up over my head, leaving me in my bra and underwear. His eyes glow an electric blue as it admired my body. He bent down and started to kiss my neck.

I couldn't help, but let a moan slip through my lips. The feeling was so raw that I had to do it. I gripped unto Noah's hair and pulled it slightly. I heard him groan at my action.

I felt his rough hands go to my back and unclipped my bra, ripping it off of me. He leaned back and stared at my breasts. I always thought they were slightly voluptuous for my taste, but by the look on Noah's face he liked it.

"Bloody hell." I heard him mumble. He leans down and kiss my neck and slowly leaves trails of fire down my chest and inbetween the vallies of my breasts. I moaned in pleasure. No one has eve touched me the way that he's done. I felt his mouth kiss their way onto the peak of my left breast. I gasped in shock of the pleasure that increased. I felt the heat between my legs begin to grow hotter and hotter with each passing moment. Noah slowly moved to the other breast and I let out another moan. This was really intense! Or maybe I am just really really inexperienced.

I felt his hands grip my lace underwear and pulled them down my legs. I felt nervous at this point. Being totally bare in front of a man. In front of a Lycan. In front of Noah. Naked. As soon as the underwear were completely off, I was totally bare to his sight.

I look down at myself, feeling slightly embarrassed. He came closer and lifted my chin. He looked down at me with such adoration. He kissed my forehead, "You are Beautiful Mia. Never have I seen such a lovelier sight."

I felt the crimson colour appear on my cheeks. "Sorry," I said shyly.

He chuckles.

I grip his top, "Why are you still dressed?" He raised a brow,

"Don't worry, love. I will remedy that." He backed off of the bed and stood up. He started to unbuckle his jeans and unzipped them. He pulled them down along with his underwear. Leaving him completely naked in front of me. As I looked at his body, I felt throbbing feeling of need between my legs. He looked like a god. His broad shoulders and muscular chest. His arms strong and cut. His legs powerful. His stomach like stone. As my eyes kept going lower and lower, they widened when they got to his manhood. Okay, that thing is definitely a lycan.

He saw me get nervous and chuckled, "Don't worry, Mia. I'll fit." How the heck is he going to fit? He came back on the bed and crawled to me. He put his big hands on my knees and opened my legs, my sex fully displayed. I saw the hunger in his eyes as he looked down at me. He laid himself between my legs and he was slowly stroking my core with his manhood...flicking my clit.

A strike of pleasure coursed through me. It was amazing. Noah kept rubbing his sex against my own and I moaned. It felt so amazing and intimate. I didn't know such pleasure existed.

And then I felt the head of his member at my entrance. Okay now I am nervous. He looked into my eyes, "It's okay Mia. I'll be as gentle as I can." I nodded my head, "It's going to hurt at first. But just look into my eyes."

And so I do. I look into his glowing eyes and I see love. I smiled at him, "I love you Noah."

He leans down and kisses me, "I love you too Mia." And then I felt him slowly pushing inside of me. My walls were stretching to accommodate him. As soon as he was inside, I was surprised. I didn't feel any pain.

"That wasn't too bad."

He cringed slightly, "That was just the head love." And then he thrust his full length inside of me in one go. My mouth opened and I gasped in pain. I felt the rip and pain of my virginity being taken.

I took deep breaths. Noah was kissing my neck and whispering comforting words in my ear.

After a while I asked Noah for him to move slightly. When he did, it was definitly uncomfortable, but I still wanted him to gently move. As he did, the pain subsided slightly. A strange feeling occurred, I didn't know what it was, but I liked it.

"Go a little fast." I asked. As the pace increase, a quick shock of pleasure went to my core. I moaned. This is amazing. I dragged my hands up and down his back as lust pooled inside of me. I like this feeling. I felt totally connected to Noah.

I felt him going faster and faster and faster as well as going harder and harder and harder.

"Ohh Noah. Don't slow...please go hard. As hard as you can." I felt this strange climbing inside of me. I had this sense that I needed to reach the top.

I heard Noah breathing hard as he pounded into me. With each thrust, pleasure keeps building.

"Oh my gosh oh my gosh!" I moaned. Then suddenly an explosion of pure euphoria. I felt my back arms and my nails dig into Noah's back. My mind going blank from the extreme pleasure. My legs shaking from the climax.

"Shit...I'm gonna...ooohhhh." He grunted as he made one last thrust inside of me. I felt jerking inside of me as he reached his own peak of pleasure. His sharp teeth were bare as he growled. His hips jerked forward from the pleasure. Then he finally collapsed on top of me.

Both of us breathless from what had just happened. Noah grabbed unto my arm and pulled me against him. He laid a kiss on my lips. "I love you so much Mia."

I cupped his faced and said, "I love you too Noah."