Chapter 98: Chapter 98
(Vivienne)
It was hard to start a proper conversation with Victor. He wanted to leave but I asked him to wait until I was done having my ice cream
After what transpired between us at the party which I couldn't finish. I felt shy just having him around but it was best he left seeing how unhappy he seemed
"I'm...tired now...you can go, "I said with a lazy stretch and yawned as I gathered myself up and covered the boxes I wasn't eating from. Victor didn't even waste time as he got up from the carpet both of us were sitting on and prepared to walk to the door.
I failed to understand why he didn't just send his men or helpers to give me what I wanted but he came and didn't even utter a word when I was talking to him
At times his silence made me seem like a very talkative girl when in reality I was a sweet girl who hated talking
"Goodnight sir" I muttered as soon as I opened the door for him and stood to the sides and watched him walk out. He didn't even look back and I was about to close the door and get some sleep when it didn't close. I grew worried hence I opened it to see if there was anything on the way preventing the door from closing and yes. Victor was there, I thought he left already
"Did you leave anything...your phone…"I said and turned back to scan the area we were sitting at but I didn't see any phone "you didn't come with it...maybe your watch... I'll…"I said in one breath and prepared to walk back in and look for what he left because he wasn't saying anything but just staring at me, I ignored him and turned to walk back in when he held my hand stopping me from moving an inch
I was stunned when he did that and when I turned around I found him staring at me this time with a soft gaze. He looked as if he had something to say to me. It was late and having him in my room was a bad idea.
I was certain he wasn't happy having stayed up until late
"Sir...I didn't mean to ask for…"I muttered the words out but the words died in my mouth when he pulled me out of my room so fast and so unexpected and slammed me to a wall outside my room
I was nervous even though the impact wasn't bad but the way he held me got me to feel uncomfortable that I tried to get out of his grip
"What's your mission in my life?"Surprisingly Victor asked me, leaning down to my face. His hand was gripping my waist and the other my neck area. I didn't know what he meant, I was just his Surrogate so why ask such a ridiculous question
"I'm...your Surrogate sir" I mumbled the words out trying with all my might to keep my breathing normal. He was close to me, I could feel his breathing and it was controlled, or was he restraining
"That's...that's not the answer I want" he mumbled in a deep voice as moved even closer to me that our noses were nearly touching. Our eyes met and I saw fire in his eyes, something I didn't know I could see but Victor seemed desperate and restless. He could hide his emotions well but right there and then I saw through him. He didn't move his gaze away but looked me straight in the eyes as he waited for my reply. I had no way of escaping or understanding what he wanted. I was not on any mission other than
"To make you smile…"I blurted out in a soft voice. I didn't know if he even heard me but I had to say it "to see you happy and carefree" I added and smiled faintly and reached my hand for his face. He didn't react nor did he break our staring contest. He relaxed and I could feel that through his hand around my neck. It was warm and secured me the right way.
"What else?" he murmured not what I was expecting but I saw something in his eyes, more like he wanted to hear that from me
"Many more I'm not allowed to do or think of, "I said but this time I didn't know where such words came from. I didn't mean to say that and it must have sounded wrong seeing how his eyes had narrowed into slits and staring at me intensely. I was avoiding having to look at his lips and recall that night in my bedroom where we kissed and now I failed to understand what he was doing
"No...I didn't…" the words died in my mouth when his lips crashed on mine. All senses were numbed. My legs weakened and my eyes widened from shock as the wet warm feeling of his lips was registered by my brain. His warm hand moved to my back sending an electric current that had my heart thumping loudly. My cheeks flushed as my eyes closed shut automatically
I could feel him nibbling at my lower lip. He seemed hesitant as if contemplating whether to kiss me or not. I wanted to push him away but I found myself parting my lips for him, I parted my lips and felt him washing over like a wave of warm curling my toes, unfurling all my senses as the taste of him nearly silenced all thoughts.
The world ceased to exist, I was deliriously intoxicated by the smell of his skin. The feel of his hands on my body and the soft taste of his lips and his kisses are soft and subtle. I couldn't do anything other than respond to his kisses. He sucked on my bottom lip and I welcomed his lower lips. It tasted so good that I couldn't hold back. I wanted more and like he knew what was happening to me. He kissed me slowly and gently, our heads tilted for a better position. Our noses slid against each other and every touch made me weak in the knees. He coaxed with a light nudge on my neck. His fingers caressing me softly that I deepened the kiss. The feeling was familiar. I felt like a light feather floating amongst the sea of flowers taking in that flowery scent
I could feel he was restraining himself, his breathing had increased and I could feel his heart pounding loudly against his chest and every attack from him left me craving for more
He pulled me up as if trying to get access to all of me, his urges demanding as he tugged at my lower lip with his teeth gentle enough to coax a small moan from our sealed lips. I opened up for him and he slipped his tongue in
The delicious weakness overtook me and I wobbled in his hold, my hands groping for his neck, his hair, the locks thick and silky against my fingers. The tentative inquiry of my hands caused him to draw an out-of-rhythm breath as if my touch had affected him intensely. He slid one hand up to the side of my face, cradling my cheek as he pulled back just enough to nibble and tease, catching gently at my upper lip, then the lower one, lavishing me with feathery brushes of warmth. Compulsively, I exerted shaky pressure behind his neck, urging him back down to me, and when his mouth took mine in another penetrating kiss,
I nearly moaned aloud. Before the sound could escape my dilated throat, I tore my mouth away and buried my face against his shoulder. He wrapped his hands around my body and pulled me closer to him as if trying not to leave any space between us. My heart was troubling me and
"Hmm" I moaned out and slowly moved away from him trying to catch my breath which was a little calmer, the fire residing in my heart was too much to bear. His attack had me breathless.
His kisses left me breathless so I moved back, breaking the kiss. In such a situation I seemed like the one in control. Just like the last time he didn't realize he was losing control over himself because his breathing was much more aggressive than mine.
"Victor" I muttered his name deliriously, his hand gripped my neck as our foreheads connected l. He slammed me to the wall even more and trapped me with his form completely. His large frame was so intimidating that I was overshadowed by him. What was he thinking, why was he gripping me tightly and exhaling heavily
"Ms. Payton what's your fucking mission in my life...your existence is a problem for me" he murmured as he brushed his lips against my cheek.
His hot breath sent electric shivers down my spine and my eyes opened for a while. I couldn't see anything other than blurred vision. Our breathing deepened and our pulse quickened so much that I didn't think I could stand on my own. His hold on me secured me greatly because I was weak
"What do you feel?"I asked caressing his lips, I was done pretending and hiding the insane feeling which resided in my heart. For a while now I've done nothing but fantasize about him
"Tell me," I asked and tilted his head so he could look at me but his eyes were closed. He seemed to be thinking and when he opened his eyes to look at me. His gaze was blank
"Nothing...I feel nothing" he muttered and I felt a sharp pain in my heart that I lost everything. All strength left me and my hand dropped from his face.
I didn't say anything but tried to get away from him and go back to my room since we were outside but he held my hand and slammed me back to the wall and held my face
"Whatever you are thinking should stop...it's forbidden" he whispered looking straight into my eyes and I held up his gaze fearing nothing. This was me and him we were talking about and I wasn't going to back down from it
"What rights do you have?"I asked sounding bitter, I didn't care how rude I sounded
"Every right to make you stop whatever advances you have. Ms. Payton I'm a man...don't push my buttons the way you do" he spoke still caressing my face. He was a jerk. He claimed to love his wife dearly and if he did then why was he kissing his Surrogate in the middle of the night.
He wasn't a child to do something without thinking twice and looking at him I just wanted to snack him on the head hard until he stopped being a grumpy man with mixed feelings. He was a confused man who was beginning to open up to something new but he didn't want to accept it
"Fine", I said without protesting, shoved his hands away from any part of my body, and pushed him aside so I could slip away. I didn't even look back when I opened the door to my room, walked in and slammed it shut. I didn't care about him but he had gone too far
"We'll see Mr. Victor Ellison," I said, caressing my lips which were still warm from the kisses I received from him. And like the last time, he advanced to kiss me not the other way around but he made it seemed as if I was the one who started it
I was angry that I slept like a log and the next morning I didn't even bother about him. If he had not suffered being ignored before then he was in for some emotional pain.