Chapter 71: Chapter 71

"I like this old room of yours. Do you like the design of our room at home?" Blade asked.

I just leaned myself on his shoulder and so did he. We were just quiet. Then he started roaming around my room and looking at my stuff, and I didn't know that I was very creative before; journals, tasks, goals. I don't know if you act because I like it or my parents like it. I don't want to know anymore.

I also stood up from lying down and just looked at Blade as if it was the first time I could see things similar to what was in my room.

He came back and sat next to me.

"I didn't know you were so productive to the fullest before." he said to me, and I just smiled at him.

"I've never been in a girls' room," he said to me.

"Wow! For someone who's a womanizer. " I said to him, smirking like a dork.

"Playing it dirty now." he said, and his cheeks were red.

"So now you are embarrassed."

I really hope he is and he was the first guy I saw look like this, especially embarrassed.

"To be honest, I had never been in a girl's room except for my mom," he said to me.

"I respect girls," he said, and I was just looking at him.

"Never mind, just hard to explain," he said to me.

And I ended up kissing his cheeks and saying, "You don't have to explain that everything is in the past, so you don't have to remember anything. I'm not really thinking."

Yes, it wasn't my concern how many women he slept with because that was him, and I trust him that he doesn't have some disease carrying especially because of intercourse, but there's something bothering me so I'm also quiet all the time since we talked again. I was wondering if I would say what Britney told me and I was wondering what positive effect it would have on us and mostly the negative effect it would bring. Yes, I am listening to him but divided my thoughts.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked him and I arranged my seat so I could talk to him.

"I know this is a silly question and it looks like I don't really trust you, but there is a time when you and Kycine are together again without me knowing." I told him

And my heart started to beat fast to the point that it was giving me pain and I couldn't be bothered. He looked at me and I was looking for an answer in his sleepy eyes.

"Yes, we met without you knowing." he said to me.

I feel like I lost my breath at what he said, and I'm really trying to calm myself down because I don't want to make the same mistakes again.

"Why?" That's all I said to him, and it was obvious in my voice that I was shaking.

He took a deep breath and I couldn't paint his face. I also didn't know how I would feel. I was eager to know why and what the possible reason for their meeting was.

"She wants us to get back together," he said to me.

"Is it true that you're almost engaged?" I asked her

"How did you know that?" He asked me, and I was confused. Shouldn't he know that because he was listening to the microphone all along?

"Huh? You can't hear us, Britney? " I asked her

Honestly, Alessia, Karla, and I don't know what you two are talking about. We can see you through the camera but there's no sound.

"The last thing I heard when we had access to the camera microphone was from Britney and it was, "You spoil everything," Blade said.

"I've been waiting for you to open up, but you decided to keep your distance."

And I was just looking at him, so that explains everything why he had nothing to say, because at first he didn't know. I took a deep breath and thought this was the right time to tell him everything.

"Is it also true that I ruined everything?" I asked him again as we looked at each other. He locked his hand onto mine.

"Yes, it's true that we are almost engaged, but I can't because there is a problem with the company, so I have to choose between my parents and her."

"But I chose my family. On our honeymoon when I got married. I still keep in touch with her, but I prefer to cut everything because I can't keep her hanging." He said to me

"The reason why we met is because she wanted to restore our relationship and she was willing to be in love while hiding, and I can't think of anyone who deserved that."

"Did you agree?" I asked her

"No! Are you crazy? "Why should I? I'm married. He said calmly

And I laughed, not for being sarcastic, but I just laughed when he asked if I was crazy.

"Yes, I'm mad at you. Is there anything wrong with that?" I asked him and he smiled.

"Yes, I met her, but that was just once, and the separation wasn't because of you, it was because I chose it. We haven't been together for a long time, even before the scandal came."

"So you thought you were at fault, and I love you Alessia with or without a contract," he said, inserting his hand inside his pants.

And I quickly stroked it, making him close his eyes.

"Settled? I love you okay, "he said, and then I just looked at him.

I trust him and that it's fine that he doesn't need to explain everything. I'll just trust him that everything is really true, even the saying that he indeed loves me.

"Can you attend to me now?" He asked me, and I smiled.

"You sly fox."

I let him spit his saliva on my hand that was placed below his face and held his manhood again. I don't know, but this kind of sets us our routine, dirty man, at least just between the two of us.

"Can you play with yourself for me, Alessia?" He said this as Blade whispered in my ear.