Chapter 34: Chapter 34

Dred and I didn't talk after the incident and we were both silent. I didn't expect the outcome of our meeting to be like this, so I would have somehow avoided it. As I was figuring myself out, I'm not really sure what to expect next. I don't want to use him. I might as well turn him down and never go back to this kind of scenario again.

I was tortured, but I know what I will do is to find the courage to tell him that we should cut to this even if we haven't started yet. This is not the right thing to do, and I won't let him stop there for just a mere me. He deserved better. I hope he'll see that

"I'm sorry, Dred, I just can't." But there was pain that flowed in my heart. Of course, he's my friend.

"I hope we can still be friends." I said to Dred.

And he flashed me a forced smile, which broke my heart, but I knew he was more ruined and it was a hurtful sight; we were just quiet, and I had the urge to tell him everything just to finish and alleviate all the hardship he is going through now.

"We haven't even started a date together, and I thought I had a chance with you. But I was wrong, "he said to me.

I was not looking at him and just felt guilty as I played with the cap of the beer. He deserves better than this, I'm pretty sure, but I should also consider the thought that he will find it difficult to be friends with me again, but I'll face every consequence, especially if it's for him.

"I should've not acted this way and dealt with everything on my own. I was such a fool to drag you here." I told him

"No, it's okay, I understand." he said.

Is it just me or did I feel like he was lying? Of course no one feels better after some rejection, especially since you want to like something. It was so hurtful that it had to be him, my dear friend that I cherished the most.

"Let's stay as friends." I said to him as I looked at him straight in the eyes.

"Of course." he said, and he got out of my car.

Someone was calling then he answered it

"I'll be right there in a minute."

He knew that the person on the other line would be confused, but he needed something to escape the situation.

"I'll get going now," said Dred.

I knew he was hurt, but it's the way it should be and I shouldn't make things confusing, especially since I've rejected him and this isn't going the way we expected, but I'm glad I took this opportunity to tell him, but it was such a waste if I can't be friends with him. I understand. I'll just leave my door open and save a spot for him.

"Sure, thank you so much." I told him

He started the car and drove away. I just spent a few minutes driving my car as well, and went to the villa to get some rest. I just slowed down since I was under the influence of alcohol, so I drove swiftly and safely.

On the other hand, Dred was looking at his rear mirror to see if Alessia had gone on the opposite side of the roas where he was located, and he broke down in tears. He expected this, but he was flased with a ray of hope, so he expected just a little

"Great job, Dred. Let's go home. " The young man said to himself,

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When I got there, I opened the door and walked through the rooms of this villa. As I walked, I started to recall every bit of our memories; the laughter, the happy moments, even the exclusive ones. I don’t know how I will forget it, especially when I saw that he signed his name at the bottom of the divorce papers. To my mind, it was really happening and I couldn't do anything about it. Everything was happening according to plan, but why did I feel like instead of being formed, I was being destroyed?

I entered the bedroom and it was empty. There were these things, but I felt it was not whole. I sat on the side floor of the bed and rested my head on its corner, caressing the sheet. Knowing that everything was precious to me since the day I brought him here, it went magical.

But, I was feeling kind of alright because the decision I made earlier was a great achievement for me and I wasn't obeying others. I hoped that I could do that in other things and have freedom of speech on my own. I was really happy, but I feel bad for Dred. If we continue, we will both be hurt.

I had fallen asleep. While I was sleeping, I sort of felt a presence and it touched my lips. I was dumbfounded when I saw who was seated on the side of the bed. He was the one I resent and love the most. I thought this was a dream, then I hugged him and when my conscious kicked in, I was in a daze. I knew it was really him and my heart started to throb. I can't deny it anymore. I'm willing to fight for him against all odds and this is the path I chose.

I cried and cried as I buried my face in his arm, and he was caressing my back as he hugged me back. It was a wonderful feeling, but I needed to ask him something.

"Why did you sign the divorce contract? And it was the same day that you persuaded me. " I said to him, but I wasn't angry at all.

"I signed that before hand, but I've had a change of heart. But you also had a change of heart, the we both ran away again. Your mom called me, so I know you're here. "

"And Kycine?" I asked him and I was so nervous. I was getting ready for what answer he was going to give.

"I talked to her, and it wasn't easy, but I can't afford to lose you, Alessia."He said and I placed myself in his lap. i looked at him and said

"Doesn't matter, I'm glad I have you back."