Chapter 30: Chapter 30

They were just looked at me and waited for me to settle everything, and mom led me to my old room and let me change my clothes, then told me to take a shower and rethink my decision. So this will never change. I was too eager to know what really happened to their company, and why they agreed to arrange this marriage.

As I searched through the net about the business issues they had before our marriage was performed, something caught my eye, and it was an issue of Blade that included different women per picture, and I was shocked. Does he mean that a tool is for clearing his name? I laughed at learning the rubbish truth and cried.

I tore all my things off my makeup table and I screamed from the top of my lungs. I was crying for help but they didn't listen to me. Then the door opened, revealing a person, but my vision was blocked by tears.

And when it came, it was Dad. I don't know, I was very angry with him. To them, for being like this, for ruining someone's treasure. He started to hug me, but I let go. I didn't want to be near him.

"Please Dad, let me go. They don't deserve this. You shouldn't let me be someone's side-chic because of business. "

"That's for your sake, Alessia." He says

"Really, dad? For me or for the benefit of your friend's company? " He was surprised by what I said and, most of all, what surprised me is that he's not even denying it.

"Isn’t using me for other scenarios enough? And you’ve decided to use me here too, Dad?" I asked her

"It was a big favor. But let's get a divorce. I'll get the papers ready. I'm sorry.” He said, and I know he's avoiding my question.

And I learned that I was just a puppet for them to play, but if I can't be used anymore, they won't let me live. But I stayed seated on the floor just looking at the floor and decided to roll over so I could see our ceiling. As tears fell continuously, I was really torn about what I should do. I'm glad to Dad for allowing me to get out of this, but the mistakes he or they’ve done will not be replaced by some sympathy or some sorry and I'll remember everything, especially for using me.

I fell asleep on the floor crying, and I didn't know what to expect next. But I hoped that the pain would end.

In Alessia's dream, everyone was gathered and it was like a wedding reception.

She was walking down the aisle when she noticed that everyone was staring at her; she had no idea that they were gossiping about her, but she didn't mind.

She saw Blade waiting for her by the altar, but there was something about this dream. In her dream, Blade wasn't happy at all. In fact, he was clueless.

"Who are you?" And then everything in the background swirls and as Alessia falls from the hole, he sees what he was going to marry.

It was Kycine and Alessia was known for being a gate crasher or a runaway bride.

I woke up feeling heavy and didn't know what to do. Even though the air-conditioning was on, I was sweating and when I stood up and felt pain coming from all over my body. I don't know what I wanted to happen, but I removed my clothes and looked around, I changed my clothes and took two suitcases that I will use to carry my belongings.

I've decided to go there again to pick up my things. I want to be free and the first step of this is to help myself as well. It was already 6 am when I woke up, and I didn't bother eating breakfast or taking a quick shower.

I drove the car that was his gift and decided to returned. I know this is a gift, but I can't accept it and I don't want to use it. I was wearing simple pants and a shirt with rubber shoes. I was already near and I knew he was here, but I didn't know what to do. I needed to stay calm. I'm here to take my stuff to finish this mess.

I went inside and took out my two suitcases and quickly carried them to the top of the room. I was surprised when a shirtless Blade was exposed to me and only a towel covered the lower part of his body.

I ignored it and went straight to the closet room where he was following me.

"What are those for? Are you really serious?" He asked me

But I was still busy getting my things and minding my own business when he threw what’s on my hand to draw my attention to him.

“What did you do? Don't you see I'm taking my things?" I told him

"Are you serious? You can't do this, Alessia." He said, while busy holding me.

"Yes I can, but your face is too thick. For using me to clean your tarnished name. " He didn't speak and I knew I was crying. I don't know, but it was very painful. I knew there was something, so he couldn’t let me go, so he didn’t consent to the divorce.

"What do you think would be the reason for me to agree?" Said Blade

“At first, it's because I find you amusing. Yes, at first I just wanted to use you. But believe me, I thought it was just like that. " He said to me as he caressed my arm.

"I'm not happy with our situation these past few days, and I found myself longing for you." He said, and I was shocked and didn't say a word, he thought he could get me to caress him. I was not deserving of this. Actually, no one does.

If only I knew what their reasons were, it should have been better.

I would have saved myself. I was about to finish everything and I closed my suitcase and headed out. When I got down the stairs, I also heard the door open again but I ignored it.

"I thought it was just like that!" he shouted, and because of that, I chose to face him to listen to what he might have to say. Suddenly, he shouted again

“But I want to make it real. This time.”