Chapter 17: Chapter 17
As I walk up the stairs, I can’t help but wonder why I think such things. I wasn’t like this before. Yes, I have fantasies about sex, but I didn’t think I would like this setting.
As I entered our room, I turned on the light and, by mistake, I turned on the dim light, but ignored it and just lay still confused about why I felt that way, was I attracted to him too, but I can't be sure, especially with an unsolved question that I want to know and throw at him.
He suddenly went inside, but I ignored him.
“I'm sorry I didn't buy soju. What is that for? Can I get something at the bar? " He asked me as he lowered his belongings next to me. I stay seated and look at the ceiling, calming myself.
I didn't speak, but I knew I was feeling hot and I wanted what I was thinking to happen. I became a sex addict as well. I was restless and knew I was sitting on the sofa now then noticed Blade was removing his clothes before he got to the closet room.
"Wait!" I shouted at him and looked in the other direction and pushed him into the closet room. He was looking at me all confused, but he followed my gestures and he faced me, I backed away and changed the direction of the view.
"Don't undress here." I shielded him and pushed him again, even though I was looking in the other direction, avoiding his body.
He just looked at me and put even more pressure on his naked body to push me. We went backward when I suddenly rested on the side of our bed, and he was also above me, and I realized that my whole face was burning. Maybe he wouldn't notice it because I just dimmed the light. After all, I was in a hurry.
I covered my face while he was on top of me, and I felt the caress of his hand on my arm to remove the hand that covered my red face.
"I love it when you're shy, but can I ask why I have to undress in the closet area?" He asked me as he stood with his hands on both sides of me.
I just swallowed and thought of an alibi to say,
"Because that's the proper way to dress and take off clothes."
"Not here." I stammered.
He just looked at me and got up and was about to go to the closet area, and it seemed like I was disappointed, so I followed him as far as I could. I saw that only boxers would be left with him when I reached Blade.
I was about to turn my back when he suddenly pulled me and made me sit on his lap. I don't know, I'm still embarrassed to see myself in my corporate attire and I feel like I smell like a dish.
“So, tell me what it is," he said to me as if my parents were speaking to me while I sat on his lap.
No matter what I do, I can't even remember when he suddenly kissed me on the neck in shock and closed my eyes.
"You're not going to tell me?" Blade asked me as his hand crawled into my pants.
"Hmmmmm"
That's all I could say when I felt his finger on my client and closed my mouth with my palm and shut my eyes to feel the sensation. He removed his hand and pushed me to stand up. I don't know what happened but I saw he was changing into his sleepwear.
"What are you doing? Why did we stop?" I asked him because I knew I was about to explode too.
"You wouldn't tell me what you wanted, so I stopped." He said to me as he wrapped his necktie and placed it in the laundry basket.
I couldn't help but see him coming out of the closet room.
"I want you, OKAY!" I shouted.
"Please let me feel you inside of me."
He didn't face me, and it took him a second to face me again to come to me and greet me with a kiss. I unbuttoned my blouse and he did the same. So did my pants when I felt my back was glued to the wall.
While he was removing all his clothes, I did the same and he laid me on the floor while we kissed and let our tongues fight each other. His other hand went to caress my boob and when he got my tongue, he sucked it, making me moan.
We stopped as he walked away from me, and he pulled me up to get to our bed, and he pushed me onto the bed harshly, and he was looking at me.
"Do you want this?" he asked me as he walked above me.
I nodded and I brought my face close to his face, making him want me more. I already gave him an answer and he didn't go around anymore.
Before he inserted his manhood into mine, he first put saliva on it. I don't know what that was for while he put 2 fingers into me. which caused me to grip the pillow tightly.
And when he entered mine, it was at a slow pace, and I don’t know how I would feel. I find myself itching to tell him to quicken his pace to cure this need inside me. But I just let him go and let him do it on his own.
"So, you want this, huh?" He said to me while pounding himself hard on mine.
"Ahhh—" but he put his hands over my mouth.
"Shssss." He accelerated his pace because he trusted me with much more force.
I didn't know what to do, but all I knew was I was grabbing the sheet of the bed until I could feel my nail under the sheets when it stopped to put both of my legs on his shoulder.
"Try not to make a sound." He told me
And then trust me, with all of his might, he made me lose my cool and give up myself on him.