Chapter 62: Chapter 62

Nigel POV

When Kiara left I just fell on the sofa, I didn't want to yell at her and lay my hands on her but that was the only way I could get her to leave. I don't want her to stay here for too long because I might hurt her more. I know what I did was wrong to bring the woman here, but because I was so drunk last night, I don't know what I'm doing, but I'm not saying it's right because it's wrong from any angle. After all, I have a fiance.

But can you blame me? I was in so much pain that I couldn't talk to her, I avoided it because I knew this would happen. I feel like I'm slowly being crushed when I see those photos. I trusted her so much because I love her so much but now I don't know if I can trust her anymore.

I don't know who sent me that folder with photos of Kiara with other men and one in the hotel. I was just surprised when my secretary handed it to me while I was in the office. I asked her several times who gave it but she didn't know because it was only the delivery boy who sent it. I tried to go to the place of work to check who sent them, but it looks like the name written there is fake because no matter what I search for, I can't find anything.

I'm thinking that maybe that person doesn't want to introduce herself and she just wants to send it to me. Since I received that, I have not shown up to Kiara, I have not even answered her calls. I just let her think I was just busy at work but I didn't think she would come here.

I don't know what to think anymore, I know Storm will be angry with me when he finds out that I hurt his sister, but I just can't control my anger. I felt betrayed by my fiance. And I also know that I hurt her too much because of what she saw. I was no different from what she did because I also cheated on her by bringing the woman here to the condo.

I think I need to stop this wedding soon.

Kiara POV

I don't know how I got home safely and without an accident. I don't want to give my brother a problem when something bad happens to me, so even though I was in a lot of pain, I still tried to drive properly.

When I got home, my brother was not there, it looked like he had left and that was a good thing so he wouldn't see my face, especially my crying. Somehow I don't want to ruin their friendship with Nigel just because of me.

I just went straight to my room and buried my face in the pillow. I can only cry but I know that the pain I feel because of what happened to Nigel and me will not be lessened. I just made him cry so I know I hurt him too much, but I wish he would let me explain that matter. I won't deny my mistake, it's true that there were men I talked to at the bar during those times. I was so sad and hurt when we fought and ended up breaking up, so to not think about it, I went to the bar, but I never once had sex with another man because I couldn't do the thing that. I'm sure those are edited, especially the hotel pictures.

Later I heard a knock on the door. "Iha, do you want to have a snack? I'll make it for you." I heard Nay Ana ask.

"Sure, thank you," I answered her. I heard her footsteps leaving my door.

I got up and went to the bathroom to fix myself, my brother can't see the swelling in my eyes because I'm sure he'll ask me questions especially if he knows I went to see Nigel.

As long as I can, I will hide the fight between my fiance and me, we need to fix it by ourselves without anyone's help because I started this thing. I just hope I can talk to Nigel properly in the next few days.

When I finished cleaning, I left the room and met Nay Ana on the stairs. "It's good to come down. I was going to call you," she promised.

I smiled at her and continued down the stairs. "What snack did you make?" I asked.

"I cooked carbonara earlier and then your favorite cake," she answered me.

"Yay! Thank you, " I said and hugged her.

"Eat well, look, you're losing weight."

"I'm so sexy, your eyes are blurry." I sneered at her, making her laugh.

"Sexy is different from thin. If your brother was here, he would tell you the same thing."

"I guess you have favoritism, " I said.

"Because it's uglier for a woman when she's too thin, your fiance will leave you if you don't eat properly." I suddenly felt sad when she mentioned that, I knew she was just joking but it still hurt.

"Are you okay?" she asked me.

I tried to smile at her. "Yes, I'm just thinking about something." my answer.

"Hmmm, did you cry? Your eyes look swollen."

I looked at her for a moment and bowed. "No, I watch a sad movie," I lied.

"Is that so? I thought you and Nigel fought, but if that happens, I know you can fix it. It's part of our lives to have problems, especially in a relationship,"

I feel like Nay Ana can see that I have a problem, so maybe she said that thing. She has a point because no relationship is perfect. I didn't talk and just ate because I didn't have anything to say.